#detoxing.

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I always promised myself that I wouldn’t make promises I couldn’t keep. It sounds so silly but I had so many promises broken when I was younger that it almost became a point of promised disappointment. I promised you thing I couldn’t keep and I am so sorry for that. It obviously wasn’t my intention but I felt like how could it not be kept? How could this promise not stick? I’m sorry for the disappointment I swore I wouldn’t pass along. I’m sorry that things didn’t end up the way I intended them to. I just don’t know a better alternative.

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There is something so liberating in finding a will to live. There is something so freeing in standing up and saying “I want more than what this is and I don’t want to live a life where money and fear dictate my every move.” There is something so terrifying in knowing that how you are living isn’t how you want to live. There is something so breathtaking in the idea of driving until you find inspiration. There is something so safe in throwing caution to the wind. There is something so exhilarating in knowing that the world is a blank slate to be ventured and explored. Am I being rational? Is this me running away or me finally realizing that there is a life worth creating. The safety net is death but anything that happens in between now and then is free for exploration.