#8heartbeats

[pastelkougra]

8heartbeats replied to your post: after the whole thing with the fake audio of a...

LMAO WHAT THE FUCK

i’m so tired when will this hell site let me rest

[karnalesbian]

8heartbeats replied to your post “NEXT TIME WE GO OUT WE SHOULD GET DESSERTS”

I JUST STARTED A NEW JOB AND I WORK LEGIT ALL WEEK BUT NEXT WEEK I WILL SEE WhÂt Ïš ÙP

OKE... we dem dessert boys....... B’)

[karnalesbian]

NEXT TIME WE GO OUT WE SHOULD GET DESSERTS

YES?? YES????? YES.........

text me omfg i have so many midterms this week i will be #1 slut for dessert on thursday night through sunday of this week

[konohaeleven]

@8heartbeats its okay i went to japanese school once a week for like, 11 years but i still make lots of grammar mistakes and i suck so much at reading kanji😖😖 andドンマイ！！kuの日本語は下手じゃないよ！！！dude japanese is such a hard language i honestly commend anyone who attempts to learn it bc its not easy!! 平仮名とカタカナの上に漢字も何千個おぼえないといけないし。。omg dont even get me started on the different verb forms..

[konohaeleven]

@8heartbeats yeah im in a void™ where i dont really look like im japanese or white??? and when my own people dont even think about talking to me in japanese its real rough because even though i hate it, i dont really feel like theres much i can do?? and when i do have a conversation in japanese, im always told how good my japanese is, but it just seems like a backhanded compliment since they only think im good because they dont expect me to speak it at all…

ive have a lot of bad experiences with japanese people in general, so im not even sure if i should move there or not.. i just want to be able to leave my parents’ house, but theres literally nowhere else i can go😞😞

uffghhh my sister and i had decided to move in together like,, 5 months ago.. and now that its not going to work out, im starting to feel a little overwhelmed bc i never expected that i have to make such a drastic decision at this point in my life.. anywhere i go, i feel like theres so many things i have to sacrifice… woW um this is going to be a lot harder than i thought…..

[konohaeleven]

@8heartbeats yeah being in japan as a mixed person is honestly so rough?? especially bc i dont look like the typical mixed people who appear on tv and magazines and stuff… i used to go to school in japan during the summer, and id always have a hard time getting along with my classmates.. i guess its more lenient in the cities, but nearly all of my experience has been in the country so im not entirely sure what city life is like :// idk!!! but my hometown is in nagano and the village that i live in is honestly so beautiful and serene…. and my grandparents have a really big house and lots of farms!! but yeah,, the biggest problem is the people that live there..

ive never been presented with a situation where i can choose what i want to do and i think its finally starting to get to me tho.. like,, i always go with whats convenient for everyone else and i kind of just go with the flow, but i guess this time its up to me.. idk i really dont know what i want to do at this point…

[konohaeleven]

@8heartbeats yeah i think my sister is having a drug problem??? idk i dont really know whats going on.. but i dont really know what to do bc all she does is make me really upset… i mean im here to support her if she needs it, but idk! im not too fond of my family and i have 6 other siblings that i can rely on i guess?? its just that she the only sibling that i share full blood with? idk it sucks but i honestly dont know what i can do…

but yeah!! moving to japan seems like a good idea, but im not sure if i want to go to school there?? so if im going to be in japan, have the option to 1. try live somewhere on my own and idk????? this ones the most difficult bc there are so many different variables 2. live with my aunts in saitama and help take care of my cousins maybe?? 3. work on the farm with my grandparents in my hometown (but as much as i love the countryside, im pretty much the only non-full japanese person and its very uncomfortable lol)

[bigbaraheart]

SHARE WITH ME SOME DRAWING TIPS OR SECRETS?? IF U HAVE ANY?? or how about tell me ur fave part of your art process ???? (Mine is drawing lmfao)

OMG HEY FRIEND I DIDN’T SEE THIS??? I AM LAME ANYWAYS HERE WE GOOOOO 

i think i don’t really have any good tips as far as processes go except for REFERENCES ARE REALLY COOL and KEEP TRACK OF UR LAYERS BC I HAVE QUIT A LOT OF THINGS BC I’VE HECKED UP LAYERS and please take time to stress your wrists and fingers from time to time

my favorite part of the art process is probably.. the drawing part too lolol i think lineart is the most fun and rewarding :’D