#8hramble

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not me losing my password for months

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my ex wouldn't bike 25 minutes to my place to see me even though he didn't really do anything else besides playing call of duty all day, would not be supportive of my practices and dismiss what I was saying every time I talked about astrology, would not express his feelings because he "wasn't good at it"

my boyfriend will work the entire day, ride his silly little bike for 45 minutes to get to my apartment just because he misses me even though he saw me yesterday, take a salt bath (to cleanse) and then a herb bath (to energize) just because I told him it would do him good (he is having a rough moment energetically) and he trusts me, have sex for 2 hours, sleep, be late to work and still wait for me to make him pancakes, pretend I didn't put too much salt on his scrambled eggs (accidentally), listen to me explain why we gotta have a serious talk during the retrograde and also explain the concept of a mercury retrograde for 30 minutes, and then be like "I just saw her and I already miss her" on twitter when he leaves

what I'm trying to say here is accidentally manifest your boyfriends and please don't settle?

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do you guys ever get the urge to go back to an old hyperfixation? because right now I am DYING to make little polymer clay foods again BUT I DON'T KNOW IF I'M JUST GOING TO SPEND MONEY I DON'T HAVE

hate this game

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You know what's crazy about getting a breast implants? It completely changes the way you view yourself and the way you dress. Like I loved LOVED >LOVED< wearing men's floral shirts and now they look funny. I hated wearing camis and now I love them. I hated the way my chest looked in some dresses and now I love it.

And even though the change is good, it's also so much to deal with. Especially after living with my old body for 20+ years.