#8w3d

[getteness]

Tiny gummy bear is measuring right on time with a heart beat of 169. 💕

[love-mom17]

10.18.17

I hate not being able to eat 😒 having to force my self to eat is a pain in the ass.

I don’t have a problem keeping my food down but shit... and Last night I had really sharp pains on my nipples it was weird

[moresandinmyhourglass]

Got to see our lil baby for the first time today! Everything is perfect, and I'm just so happy!

[faerieofnirvana]

i am so overwhelmed

I hate complaining so much, I really do. I just feel so unlike myself. Which is fully due to the fact that I'm pregnant. I'm just exhausted and sick ALL the time. I feel like I can't take care of my family the way that I need and want to. I didnt have any morning sickness at all with ella and this is miserable to have when im a sahm. Secondly, nowhere closer than an hour away is accepting my insurance. I've waited weeks to even try and schedule an appointment because they dont do much for you this early on. Now that I can actually hear the heartbeat soon, I can't even fucking go. And lasssst, our lease is up in a month and it has proven impossible to find a 3 bedroom house that's in our price range. We did find a really spacious apartment for 560 which isn't bad but I have never lived in an apartment and feel weird about not having a yard. Have I mentioned I vomit every day? I'm just bitching. And I hate sounding selfish and unappreciative but I haven't felt like me in weeks and weeks. I planned this baby, I want this baby, but the first trimester stinks on ice. I can't wait to feel at least a little bit closer to normal in the second trimester.

[mehimandbaby]

I'm so unbelievably tired.

[awishyourheartmakess-blog]

It's time for Eggroll and I to go home today. I need to sleep in my own bed. Bye New York!

[srslynikki]

another survey due to boredom!

All I can think about is my first prenatal appointment on Wednesday! I NEED to hear my baby's heartbeat!

but here is a short pregnancy survey (that i dont think is the same as the other one ive done) to kill some time.

Pregnancy Survey

Pregnancy Survey.

1. How old are you? 22  

2. How old is the father? 21  

3. Where did you meet? Through one of my friends back in 2005! 

4. Are you married, engaged, just boyfriend and girlfriend, or not together? We would be married if it weren't so complicated/expensive. We live together, we spend our free time together, we are totally in sync with each other. I just wish he would talk to me more about the baby! but when he does, he seems so proud<3 I already know he's a fantastic daddy!

5. How long have/had you been with the baby’s dad?  we both include times when we were "broken up" and keep the same anniversary of November 15th, so it has been nearly 7years! We may have broken up a few short times, but we never stopped loving each other<3

6. Was it planned? Yes Yes Yes! But I'm going to tell his parents differently, because they are old fashion as FUCK, and think we are stupid as hell...little do they know...we're actually very prepared for any sacrifices that need to be made, and my boyfriend is on his way toward a very promising career. They are just dumb and ill informed because they are too busy with their heads up their own asses (:  

7. What day was your baby conceived? I believe it was either the 1st or 2nd of August. There were MULTIPLE times we were "intimate" that week, but i'm super regular and get ovulation cramps, so I'm pretty positive on those two days.  

8. When is your due date? April 24th, this might change on Wednesday at my appointment though.  

9. What do you think your baby will look like (hair color, eye color, etc.)? I hope he or she looks like our daughter Olivia! She has daddy's blue eyes and blonde hair, but has my curls and my face, but his cheeks! She is shaped a lot like me too.

10. Do you plan to do all natural, C-section, or use the drugs?

I will have to have a scheduled C-section because I had one with my first! 

11. Is this your first baby?

No, it will be my 2nd baby, although I did have a miscarriage 3 months before getting pregnant with this baby, but it was before week 4, and this pregnancy is way more normal! I hope everything goes well!<33 I need my baby!

12. Do you have a midwife?

No, just an awesome OB

13. How did your parents react?

My mom is a panic attack waiting to happen (its a condition) so I was counting on her being a little overwhelmed at first, but she is SOOO excited now. We have not told my boyfriends parents because I am terrified of them getting on our cases about every little thing we do. Thankfully his mom is moving 14 hours away within the month, so I'm thinking we will tell her when she is gone(: His dad...is just a whole different story. He doesn't know we had a baby already, so he will probably try to preach about shit we already know about. We're amazing parents, regardless of the fact that we weren't able to raise our daughter (she was adopted, it is very OPEN and she is HAPPY and i LOVE her parents, to clear that up) It's just a complicated situation.

14. When did you tell your parents?

I told my mom about 3 or 4 days after taking the first test.

16. Did you have to consider whether or not to keep it?

NO, this baby was made for us!

17. Do you want to be a mother?

More than anything, I love being a mother, but I need my baby with me<3 I need to be a full time mommy, not just a birth mother ):

18. Are you excited?

Extremely.

19. What was the first thing you said when you found out?

Nothing really, I knew shortly after conception that I was pregnant, I guess I am really in-tune with my body. I was hesitant though, due to it being so soon after a miscarriage.

20. What made you think you could be pregnant at first?

headaches all day every day.

21. How did you actually find out you were pregnant?

I tested 4 days before my period was due, and it was a very clear positive!

22. Have you had an ultrasound yet?

Not yet ):

23. Have you heard the heart beat?

Wednesday hopefully!!!!