Rudimentary Intuition
Date: 9 October 2020
Duration: 60 minutes at 11:32 pm
Depth:
The most unusual kind of meditation is going on these days. Mind you, I haven’t changed a thing in the routine. It continues to be a session just prior to my nightly sleep. All the mindful exercises remain as it is within each session. Opening prayer, count breathing, tensing and relaxing of body, followed by the Hong Sau until the one hour bell rings on the phone. This has been my routine for two decades at least.
The most unexpected things are happening now. To begin with, there is hardly any mental chatter. There is almost nothing to distract my attention anymore or so it seems to me. Despite sleeping for a while this afternoon and snoozing off twice before meditating, there was hardly any pull from the colourful subconscious to keep me interested. Otherwise it is a constant struggle to be vigilant about where my attention is. Now, for a few sessions this struggle with the attention has disappeared. It is dangerously beautiful to have a mind like that.
There is some imagery occasionally and it all seems like stuff that can or has happened. And I am merely being informed of it by the universe. The universe wants me to know something, something terribly boring and inconsequential but it wants me to know. It is like as if I am involuntarily stretching my mind to hold things far superior to reasoning. Some rudimentary intuitive images is my guess.
