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Carrd/Requesting Forms: Here
Fandoms:
Marvel
9-1-1 & lone star
Greys anatomy
The good doctor (only Breznick really)
Brooklyn 99
Superstore
Criminal Minds (Haven't Finished)
“I can feel your heartbeat”
“I. Can feel. Your heartbeat.”
Chimney looked at Maddie’s swollen belly in awe, looking back up at Maddie’s amused face.
“Oh ho ho, ’Melia I can, I can feel it. I really can!”
This is what she got for letting Chimney have a night out with the boys she guessed. A drunken, childlike Chimney, laying on the couch, ear pressed gently to her stomach. He wasn’t talking to her, she knew that, but instead to Amelia, the little girl currently growing inside Maddie.
“One day soon, I’ll get to hold you close, hold, hold you tight.”
He gently rubbed Maddie’s stomach, continuing his conversation.
“And-and-and I’ll always keeps you safe and-and warm and I promise you wont be hurt and-”
He giggled in glee as Amelia kicked beneath his fingertips. Maddie smile, joy welling up in her as she watched her boyfriend interact with their child, well, in his imagination.
“I’ll love you forever and ever!”
“Hey Chim, are you goi-”
“Shshshh.”
He shushed her, pressing a finger to her lips.
“I’m talking to someone.”
“Okay.”
“Like, like I was saying ‘Melia… what was I saying?”
Maddie was more than happy to remain here on the couch, running her fingers through his hair as he made promises and told tales to their daughter.
Just like he said, someday soon, she would be here.
And that would be a little less relaxing than this.
“Who hurt you?”
Buck always loved spending time with Amelia. She was the sweetest kid, with her mom’s looks and fierceness, and her dad’s easy humour, Buck always had the greatest time with her.
“OoooHHH LIA!”
Buck let himself into the Han house, yelling out his nickname for the little girl and nearly getting swept off his feet as the five year old charged at him.
“Uncle Bucky!”
Her arms clung tight to his waist, and he hugged her back, looking up to catch his sister’s eye as she came around the corner to check out the commotion. She smiled, beckoning him into the living area, so Buck straightened up, making sure Amelia had a tight grip on his waist before striding after Maddie. Amelia made the decision to not let go, squeezing his legs as she squealed, rocking back and forth as Buck walked.
“GAH!”
Buck lifted her with ease, fake throwing her into the couch, and lunging for her stomach as his fingers began tickling. She squirmed, laughing and kicking, trying to get away.
“Stop stop stop!”
She giggled as Buck stopped tickling her, launching herself off the couch to hang around his neck.
“I’ve got you now!”
“Now Amelia, be good for uncle Buck. You don’t want to be tired before you get to the park.”
Maddie returned, this time with Chimney’s arm around her waist.
“You sure you’re okay with this Evan, it’s your day off too.”
He waved them off, wide grin already plastered on his face.
“Pfft, I’ll have a great time. You two go have fun.”
He paused cocking his head to the side in thought.
“Although maybe not too much fun, I don’t know if Amelia wants a little sibling.”
Maddie laughed, whacking him gently across the back of the head.
“Shut up.”
Luckily, Amelia didn’t seem to hear, happy in her own world of trying to take Buck down by herself.
“Amelia, mummy and daddy are going now, behave please.”
She leapt off Buck’s back, running over to squeeze Chimney and Maddie in a hug, before running back and jumping onto Buck’s back
“Bye!”
The door closed behind the couple, Buck and Amelia barely noticing, still play fighting their little hearts out.
“Hey Lia, maybe we should get to the park, and then we can pet some doggies!”
She nodded vigorously, clambering off the couch and running to the kitchen, where a small purple bag sat on the table. Buck peeked inside, rolling his eyes at all the usual things, for example, a full first aid kit. For obvious reasons.
“’Kay Lia, you ready to get out of here?”
“Yes Buck!”
“Let’s goooo!”
He unlocked the door, locking it behind him and chasing after the excited Amelia, already halfway down the hall.
Buck braces himself as the elevator doors opened, and sure enough, he went sprinting after Amelia as she bounded through the cracked doors, making a run for the outside.
“Amelia Joy Han, if you don’t slow down right now, we are going back inside!”
The words make her freeze in her beeline for the door, turning to face Buck, a sweet smile on her face as she rocked back and forth on her toes. Buck caught up puffing slightly, grasping her hand with a wide grin. The two practically skipped the rest of the way to the park, stopping along the way to pet three dogs.
“Where to first?”
“Swing!”
“Yes madam!”
She kicked off her shoes and he picked her up, placing her gently on the rope dish that was also a swing.
“Hold on tight!”
She squealed happily as the rope dish soared, clinging on for dear life as it flew wildly through the air. Buck laughed, pushing the swing as hard as he could, running around the frame and bracing his feet in the sand.
“Ready, steady, JUMP!”
Amelia jumped from the swing on the forwards whoosh, landing perfectly in Buck’s arms.
“I got you!”
She giggled, jumping down, stumbling slightly in the sand as she landed.
“Can I go on the slide Uncle Buck, please please please?”
“Go ahead, just stay where I can see you, and you remember what to do if someone tells you to go with them?”
“I tell them no and stamp on their foot!”
She mimed being angry, crossing her arms and stomping her foot on the pavement, dropping the act to give an angelic smile to Buck.
“That is right, and then you come back to me. Go on then.”
She dashed off to the slide, Buck gathering their things and trekking after her. Settling himself on the bench closest to the equipment, he began sorting through her bag, pulling out the food items and getting them ready for when she decided she was hungry and came back to him.
For now, he was more than happy to listen to her excited squeals and happy laughter.
“Uncle Buck!”
Little hands shook Buck awake, and he shot to his feet, looking around.
“Where’s the fire?”
No response. Buck looked down, Amelia tugging on his jacket, crying.
“Oh Lia, baby, what’s wrong?”
Unable to speak as she sobbed, she pulled her leg up onto the bench, showing him her bloodied knees and palms.
“Oh no, we’re gonna get that all fixed up!”
Buck kept on his cheerful and lively face for Amelia, but inside, he was fuming. How could anyone ever do this to such a sweet little girl? He gently cleaned the wounds with antiseptic, placing band-aids and little stickers over each graze.
“See? That’s better isn’t it?”
She nodded, clambering into his lap and curling into a ball, hiccuping quietly.
“There there.”
He stroked her hair as he fumed silently, surveying the playground, eyes locking in on a pair of boys, roughly teens, who looked absolutely obnoxious.
“Lia?”
She tilted her head up to look at Buck, red rimmed eyes locking with his.
“Who hurt you?”
She sat up slowly, looking around and pointing at the blond and brunette pair.
“They pushed me. Said it was their turn on the slide and that I couldn’t go down anymore.”
“Uh huh. Okay.”
He nodded, anger bubbling in his veins, he picked Amelia up and set her on the bench.
“Can you stay here and look after our things?”
She bobbed her head, swinging her legs slightly. Buck handed her a juicebox, which she sipped happily as he headed towards the boys.
Buck had to make a conscious effort to not run over there and beat the living crap out of them. They were assholes, but they were also just kids.
“Hello, hello what’s going on here?”
“Nothing.” The blonde piped up, sick grin plastered on his face.
“Oh really?”
“Absolutely nothing.” The brunette drawled, smirking.
“Is that so, because I have a 5 year old that would beg to differ.”
Buck surged forwards despite his own warnings, grabbing the brunette by the collar.
“You listen here and you listen here good. I can’t do anything right now, but the world does wonders on boys like you. Some day, the world will grind you in to the dirt. So how about you pick on someone your own size, or just be nicer. You understand me?”
The brunette nodded quickly, the blond seemed frozen in terror for a moment, but nodded so quickly, Buck was sure he would have whiplash.
“Y-Yes-yes, we’re very sorry.”
“Now, you don’t have to tell me. But you had better tell her.”
He jerked his head toward Amelia, sipping from her juice box, dropping the boy’s collar and dusting himself off.
“Sorry we hurt you, it was mean and not nice of us.” The brunette muttered.
“Yea. Sorry.” The blond agreed.
Amelia grinned, gripping Buck’s hand tightly.
“That’s okay. Just be happy next time.”
“Now shoo.”
Buck waved his hand and the boys scattered.
“How do you say we go home?”
“Okay.”
Amelia nodded, yawning and reaching her hands up to Buck’s shoulders and she picked her up gently, adjusting her on his hip so he could carry everything else too. He smiled as she fell asleep, head resting limp on Buck’s shoulder.
After all, he promised to keep her safe. And he was going to keep it this time.
54. “why did you choose me?”
(but, for a second, imagine kid Maddie and Chimney for me)
“Pair up, pair up, find a friend!”
The teacher called across the classroom and Howard sighed, preparing himself to be paired with Doug again, the good old class bully. Instead, to his surprise, a girl, brown hair tied in pigtails by her neck, skipped over to him, sticking her hand out with a toothy grin.
“Hi!”
“Hello.”
“I’m Madeline, but my friends call me Maddie. So you can call me Maddie!”
Howard slowly grabbed her hand and she shook vigorously, smile only getting wider when he gave a small smile in return.
“I’m Howard, but I don’t have any friends to call me anything.”
Maddie frowned, pouting in thought, before her cheerful smile burst onto her face again.
“That’s okay! I’ll call you Howie!”
Howie found himself having fun, happiness filling his body when an offhand comment or joke made her face light up stupidly large smile spread across her cheeks.
“There! Done.”
Maddie proudly held up their poster, comprised of feathers, ribbon and glitter, haphazardly glued across a poster.
“We did it!”
They high-fives, giggling when they missed and trying again. Handing the poster in, they were dismissed, running outside to the playground. Before Howie could could change his mind, and stop himself, he opened his mouth.
“Why’d you chose me?”
Maddie looked back at him, dazzling smile on her face like usual.
“Because you looked like you needed a friend.”
Madney + “we’re not just friends and you fucking know it.”
Buck blinked at the man who brushed through his doorway with no more greeting than that statement.
“Well hello to you too.”
Chimney was already sprawled on his couch, forcefully slamming his head into the pillows Maddie made Buck get. Without any questions, he retrieved two beers from the fridge, placing one on the table and taking a sip from the other.
“What’s up, why are you here?”
Chimney sighed, rolling onto his back, hands crossed over his stomach.
“Well you know how it is, after everything with Doug, she said we weren’t going to get back what we had before.”
Buck cautiously perched himself on the arm of the couch by Chimney’s head, peering down at him.
“We were friends before, just friends, but we were about to be something more.”
“Yes and?”
“I just don’t know what I’m meant to do about it. I mean I want to be something more, but-”
“Okay… and you came to me about this why?”
“Because she’s your sister, I was hoping you would know where she stands on this?”
It was Buck’s turn to sigh, taking another long drink of his beer.
“She’s been going to therapy, I know that. She’s healing, but that takes time.”
“I know it takes time, and I’m willing to wait for her, but she won’t even talk to me and-”
“I know she likes you a lot too.”
Chimney propped himself up on his elbows, craning his neck around to get a better look at Buck’s face.
“She just blames herself for what happened to you. She’s keeping her distance so you don’t get hurt again. Until she’s sure that her actions will not result in your pain, she’ll stay away.”
“But it wasn’t her fault that I got stabbed, that was all Dou-“
“I know!” Buck soften his voice. “I know. It’s just taking her time. She spent 15 years with that monster. Old habits die hard.”
Chimney lay back again, eyes squeezed shut, nodding and rising to his feet, picking up the beer, opening it and downing it in one go.
“Thanks. I… thanks.”
He backed out of the apartment and left, shutting the door behind him. Buck stared at the door for a second, pinching the bridge of his nose.
“Okay Maddie, you can come out now.”
Madney - Full of Surprises PT5
She had fallen back into regular life quite well, at least that’s what the doctors had told her. Physical and metal assessments confirmed she was right back where she had been a few months ago, before the car crash.
But there was still one thing Maddie didn’t remember.
How Doug ended up buried in the ground.
Howard was overjoyed when she had returned home, and even more so when out of the blue one night, had turned to him and pressed her lips to his. The uncontrollable smile on her face spread to his as he kissed her again.
He had gotten his Maddie back.
She remembered it all, according to her doctors. She claimed she did, and to Howard’s knowledge she did. But she didn’t, and he found out the hard way.
One night, after putting Amelia to bed, with Maddie cuddled up at his side, he began drifting off, until he felt her freeze beside him, hand rested a little below his belly button.
She was frenzied, sitting up and ripping off the covers, slowly lifting his shirt and running her fingers along the ugly pink scars that still remained.
“How have I never noticed this?”
Howard could only shrug. He didn’t know. Why would he?
“I remember. Chimney I remember.”
“Chimney?”
She hadn’t used his nickname since the accident, but now, eyes hollow, it was all she muttered.
“Chimney Chimney Chimney Chimney.”
“Woah, slow down Maddie. What’s going on?”
“Doug.”
Chimney knew in an instant. How could they forget such a huge piece of their lives? Well he hadn’t. She on the other hand…
“You, me, we were going on our first date. He found us, but he didn’t say anything for months.”
Chimney just held her as she tried to piece it all together. He had been instructed to not give her aid, and that it was better for her to find the pieces herself, but watching her struggle to remember her trauma was almost too much. So he buried her face in her hair, brushing his finger up and down her spine, whispering words of encouragement. As much as he hated it, it was all he could do.
Maddie stared blankly at the bedspread, waiting for everything to fall in place like the rest of her memory had.
“The scar… he stabbed you! And me! And oh god, Chimney.”
She broken down as everything came rushing back, the abduction to the final battle in the woods where as fate may have it, she survived. She knew deep down she shouldn’t have, and even more so, she felt fresh guilt.
Guilt was familiar, an emotion she had experienced through remembering everything else, but this was a little different. He hurt Chimney, but only because of her. How could Chimney forgive her?
Why did Chimney forgive her?
She scrambled backwards, pressing her back against the backboard of the bed, shaking her head when Chimney asked if she wanted him to hold her.
“Why did you forgive me?”
Chimney blinked at her. The stabbing had been so long ago, but he could understand the memory would bring a fresh wave of guilt.
“Because it wasn’t your fault. You didn’t pick up a knife and stab me. You didn’t mean to get kidnapped. And,” Chimney held out his arms and this time Maddie scooted back into his embrace. “Because I love you.”
“Mmmm.” she hummed ”You will never be able to imagine how much I appreciate you and care for your wellbeing.”
He raised an eyebrow with a light chuckle.
“That one’s new.”
She nodded happily, leaning up kiss him, sitting back and pouting slightly.
“I’m sorry. That you had to go through that.”
“Don’t be. None of this has been your fault. What matters is we’re here now, together, and as long as I have you, I’ll follow you through anything.”
Life goes on. Maddie had to stop to pick up her past before continuing onto her future, and Chimney waited right there beside her. Shreds returned occasionally, nights where Maddie would return home from work with a bright smile as she eagerly retold a story they had both lived through before, or nights where Chimney held Maddie as she cried after a call reminded her of the past she had left behind.
But as Chimney promised that night, he would wait for her.
Forever and always.
“I just want you to be safe. That’s all i’ve ever wanted for you!”
The betrayal on Evan’s face was nothing compared to the guilt eating her up inside. It was all she could think about ever since she arrive at her new home, where she would live until she got her nursing degree, and then hopefully go back and get him.
Evan didn’t understand. She was throwing away years of taking care of him, for what? He didn’t think she understood how hard it was for him to return home everyday and not see her smiling face greeting him at the door, not hear her cheery voice ask how his day had been.
Evan would be lying if he said he completely hated her, after all she was his sister, and had raised him more than their parents ever would. But one couldn’t help but feel slight resentment towards one who left them behind.
Which is essentially what Maddie had done to him. Right?
He knew he was losing her, not when she returned to visit him less and less, but when she asked him to walk her down the aisle.
That man didn’t love his sister, but what could Evan say? He plastered on a fake smile and did what she asked of him. It was what she wanted. But despite that, Evan couldn’t push the niggling feeling that something was wrong.
He was struggling to believe she was coming back. It had been days, weeks, now months between each visit, and each time she seemed more and more closed off, more and more lost behind whatever mask her husband forced her to wear.
He had to act, and now. In what he guessed would be her last visit, he pulled her aside.
“Maddie you can’t stay with him.”
“No, no, Doug loves me, I love him.”
She covered up, a little too quickly.
“Maddie, you know I don’t believe you for a second.”
“It doesn’t matter is you believe me or not. It’s the truth. I’m sorry you don’t see it.”
Those were the last words he heard from his sister for three years. That is, until she showed up in LA, with apologies and scars, and in tears Evan had held her as she asked herself why she didn’t listen to him sooner.
He imagined he would be mad when she returned, angry that she had left him behind, but how could he? He saw how broken she was, how much the world had already beat her down.
”I just want you to be safe. That’s all I’ve ever wanted for you.”
Those were the words he murmured under his breath, as he vowed to never let him near her ever again.
Hey guys! I go by Zelda on the internet, I’m basically a kid, and I’m in love with 911.
Forgive me for mistakes, it’s my first time really doing this. But through quarantine and some bad habits of mine, I’ve decided to write some much needed 911/Madney fanfiction.
I’m learning as I go, so please be patient. I’ll update when I can, and maybe make an account on a writing platform, or something.
But for now, if you have any prompts, requests, anything really, feel free to send them my way and I’ll do my best.
