"I Miss You and I Love You”
“I miss you and I love you”, these two simple sentences used to be so easy to tell you, but they are so difficult to tell you now, because you don’t seem to care. I have said these two phrases numerous times, but now just seemed to mean so little to you. These two phrases used to be what kept us sane from missing each other. Two days ago was our one year friendship anniversary, and yesterday was our 11 month anniversary. I wish you will always be happy on the 15th, and and wish you will come back on the next 15th to make both of us happy.
Slowly I don’t seem the meaning of counting down, because I feel like I already like you are just playing a game with me, because if you are so certain to prepare an answer for me, you probably already had the answer. I love you, please don’t mess with my head anymore.
91 days left and 30 days left until you give me the answer. If you really do plan on coming back, please don’t ever let me go anymore. If you don’t plan on coming back, please tell me soon and don’t do it on that meaningful day until you don’t want this friendship anymore.
" 我想妳，我愛妳 " 這兩句簡單的話以前很容易可以說出口，但現在好難說出口，因為妳漠不關心。這兩句話我們跟對方說了很多次，但現在對妳來說好像一點意義也沒有了。這兩句話讓以前的我們感到對方永遠都在身邊。兩天前，2017-01-14是我們認識滿一週年，昨天，2017-01-15是我們在一起的第11個月。我希望在每個月的15號妳都會過得很開心，我也希望在下個月的15號妳會回來我身邊，讓我們都很開心。
漸漸的我看不到倒數的意義，因為我覺得妳只是在跟我玩遊戲。因為如果妳能很確保的給我一個日期來給我答案想必妳心裡早就有答案了。我很愛妳，我拜託妳不要再跟我玩遊戲了，我的心玩不起。
對於我自己，剩下91天了，對於妳給我答案剩下30天。如果妳真的想跟我穩定下來，拜託妳不要再讓我離開了。如果妳不想和我在一起，直接告訴我，不要在那意義重大的那天跟我說，除非妳連友誼都不要了...
