One Above, One In My Arms And Life Ahead Of Me

Mother to a beautiful little girl

[kayinameadow]

Medication and therapy have been gotten. Its nice to have a dr validate you aren't crazy and yet make you feel more crazy cause "there's a lot going on and it's gonna take her a while to diagnose me"

[fuwaprince]

US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: [phone]

Suicide Hotline: [phone]

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: [phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: [phone]

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

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[uie-deactivated20230402]

ALWAYS REBLOG WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE; ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THIS IN THE SAME LIGHT, SOMEONE MIGHT. INFACT YOU REBLOGGING THIS COULD STOP SOMEONE TAKING THEIR LIFE TONIGHT.

[kitten--aesthetics-blog]

I noticed there isn’t one here for Ireland, so

Irish free suicide helpline: 01-116 123

[thescientificviolist]

last time i reblogged this, i got this ask:

so please, please reblog. this could actually save a life.

[scum-vullage]

keep yourselves safe!

[zaithedork-deactivated20250415]

I really needed a sign… thank you so much for this

[kayinameadow]

I have decided im not doing yearly resolutions. I am doing small monthly goals that I choose every month. I feel like it will help and be less stressful

[kayinameadow]

Started a bullet journal and seeing a doctor for antidepressants this week. 2021 is about my mental health

[kayinameadow]

Learning who you are after a divorce is interesting. When you finally hit the point of wanting to date again after it all is so weird.

My and my ex have been separated for a year and a half. Last year in January I said I wanted a divorce and moved out. We made some attempts to fix the issues but it didn’t ever seem to work out. We make lovely friends and doing really well co parenting together but as husband and wife it just doesn’t seem to connect.

Now it is May and our last court date would be on the 26 but the judge told us if we sent off our agreement paperwork we wouldn’t have to go back and it would all be done. That paperwork has been sent off. I tried to date but it lasted a very short amount of time. I wasn’t ready, I just missed being around someone. But I have now been single for quite some time and think that if a relationship comes my way that it could potentially be something I could do. It’s so interesting how all of it works and feels. Give yourself time to heal and process who you are at the end of a relationship so the next time you decide to get into another one. You can do it without bringing extra baggage from your past relationship (I have enough trauma baggage, my next partner doesn’t need anymore lol)

[kayinameadow]

Say hello to Minnie. She is the runt of 6. We made sure that she was being fed properly because when she was born she was just soooo much smaller than the other 5. She is still tiny but she’s so fiesty and I love her so so much. She got her second bath today and hated it so so much. But I got so many cuddles before she went back to play with her siblings.

[johnnyjoestarrelatable]

you weren’t a “well behaved” child you had anxiety and were terrified of conflict

[kayinameadow]

The things I have learned being married and getting divorced.

•Rushing it probably means it wasn’t meant to happen.

•You shouldn’t have to beg for help.

•Communication can fix a lot of problems.

•Accepting that you can be part of the problem is a huge help.

•Knowing when it’s over will save you pain.

•No one needs to know your business.

•Being hurt and upset doesn’t give you the right to be an asshole.

•Respect the need for emotional breaks.

[kayinameadow]

I took a long... (LONG). Break from this tumblr. Me and my now ex husband decided to get a divorce. It will be finalized this month. Life is very difficult but remember to keep pushing

[kayinameadow]

Y’all. Look at the love of my life 😍❤️😍❤️😍❤️

[kayinameadow]

Can I just say say how sweet my daughter is. She reads her books and tells the animals that she loves them and gives them kisses. It’s so sweet. I’m so proud of the person she’s becoming

[kayinameadow]

Zoo day and it was a blast!! We saw so many animals and a very nice man let Gwen pet his dog. The little train conductor said she could come back anytime she wanted with how good of manners she has. I can’t believe she’s going to be 3 in like 5 months. Where has time gone??

[kayinameadow]

We are having such a good day today.

[kayinameadow]

Guys. What happened to my tiny baby!?!? 😭😭😭 she’s gonna be 3 in feb. I’m so not ready

[kayinameadow]

Went and got my nails done and a pedicure with my best friend and the husbands and Gwen also got her toes painted lol

[adhdpie]

7 most adhd moods

–the Only Mood everyone else knows about: i  wanna do THIS and THIS and THIS and THIS and THIS and–SQUIRREL

–galaxy brain: i was listening to the lecture but the prof said something that reminded me of something else and now i’m not sure how much time i was lost in thought

–the tutorial only comes in video format: i’m sorry, but you’ve thrown off the emperor’s groove *hurls product & its tutorial video into the sun*

–damn you hyperfocus: i went to bed intending to wake up and write but this morning i was possessed by a cleanliness spirit and spent the next 14 hours organizing the apartment

–i dont think u tried at all.jpg: did i seriously spend an entire free day refreshing twitter b/c i didn’t want to spend 10 minutes finishing my hw but wouldn’t let myself do anything else until i finished it???? (yes)

–patrick star: *unlocks phone* time to check the weather. *opens twitter* the weather. *opens messenger* the weather. *opens mobage game* the weather. *opens facebook* the weather. *opens twitter again* THE WEA–

–smells like depression: literally everything is too boring. i’m going back to sleep

[adhdpie]

#this is the post that made someone message me saying i was stereotyping adhders#when i have adhd and identity with all of this

cowards can come @ me, the OP, if they got a problem with this post b/c all of these are literally about me

[the-skys-rim]

I feel this but I’m not adhd maybe some of these cross over with autism

[adhdpie]

they do cross over with autism, yes! adhd and autism share many similar characteristics and symptoms, such as 

hypersensitivity to stimuli/becoming overstimulated

forms of stimming (generally to relieve hyperactivity in adhd ppl)

failure to comprehend social cues/the emotional state of people around us, and

periods of utter inward focus rendering us unaware of the world around us. 

also I can’t help noticing the similarity between adhd hyperfixations and autistic special interests, including the need to share about what we learn at G R E A T length! (I love this about us)

AND ALSO! autism and adhd are comorbid which means that people can have both autism and adhd! it’s actually not uncommon to have both!

adhd/autism spectrum solidarity yall 💖

[depression-healthy-carrier]

Me: depression isn't bothering me

Also me: *forgets to eat, feels nothing for days, doesn't get out of the bedroom, either sleeps too much or not at all*