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[sxndythinkstoomuch]

no but for real:

i've known abt heartstopper for a while, but, for one reason or another, i hadnt read it yet,, i had the show's release date on my radar, so when i had a free evening today i figured i could watch this silly little gay show,, why not?

i binged it in one sitting and i screamed, cried and laughed in overjoy like never before!! (i then proceeded to binge the graphic novel,, it's now 2am)

i adored the novel but man!! seeing these characters irl made me so happy!! i think i can speak for every bi out there that seeing nick's journey was heartbreaking in the best way

i just got transported back to my 14yo self googling if it was normal for straight girls to rlly wanna kiss girls sometimes,, having the bipanic ft. kiera and orlando, absolutely losing it at the notion of maybe being queer, not bc it'd be wrong, but bc how could i have never known this side of me?

watching nick shed tears over am i gay quizzes and the fluttering in your stomach abt wanting to tell everyone but no one

i know the queer experience is unique to everyone and that representation is not rlly there yet,, but god thank kit for the amazing performance as nick and the portrayal of how i felt all those years ago,, thanks to alice for this story: thanks for making me feel seen

thanks to the cast of this silly little gay show that has stole my heart and reminds me of how kids everywhere are being themselves

in tears

p.s. also love how this show perfectly represents the phrase "gay ppl flock together" *chef's kiss*

[makerguideme]

I’ll add this to my rules when I get off but I’ve been thinking about this since I made this blog, about whether or not I’m comfortable with writing Cullen being told to keep taking lyrium.

Not that this has come up yet thank fuck but I figure I’ll go ahead and say this now. As of this moment I’m not okay with writing him being ordered to take lyrium again. Setbacks are fine. Recovery isn’t at all easy and faltering is natural. But I know too many people affected by addiction, I’ve lost friends to overdose, I see it every day at work and the fact of the matter is — if cullen is ordered to take lyrium again *it will kill him*. I may change my mind on this as he is developed on this blog but right now my stance is firm.

[ya0tl]

url change

incxendiummm -> ya0tl

kinda changed it to that because yaotl means enemy of both sides in Nahuatl which i think fits my interpretation of my muse well- mod bex

[ya0tl]

mun post//

just a disclaimer i do change between names(i don’t have DID or OSSD but i do get bored with being called one name and i’m still figuring my gender shit out)once in awhile so just be aware- mod Judah

[x-mugiwara-archive]

// I looked up through my followers and following list and there are a few things that somehow suprised me: like... there were people I can’t tell when and why I unfollowed them, people I can’t eve remember that I followed them and a lot new people. I already looked up some of those blogs and now following a few more (not everyone, because I want to keep my dash clean andstuff @_@) and at the same time I unfollowed those who aren’t following me back because right now I can’t stand those because of RL issues that seem to hunt me everywhere I go @-@ (if you’re an sideblog and I unfollowed you please tell me because then I didn’t know.. ) 

So.... yeah... now trying to get some sleep before fighting my diploma and life problems again tomorrow and hopefully getting those three drafts done :) 

Night~ 

[x-mugiwara-archive]

I’m away again for a while, because it’s AnimagiC and we’re going there tomorrow and the day after :3 

I’m going to cosplay Luffy both days, but in two different versions. Everythings ready and con can come :D Hopefully the weather gets better v.v 

Update for the give-away icons:   I finished all but those for Corazon. I’ll start with them next week after I was be able to catch up with the anime, so I can crop the icons out of it :) 

[x-mugiwara-archive]

I’m back

Kinda x’D Dunno... it’s very.. complicated atm. RL sucks and shit.  I’ll try to be more active at all but I can’t promise (next week’s Animagic *-*) 

For the sake of getting back in rp’ing.  I lost track of my drafts .And other threads. And everything unless the ones on my navigation page of curse x’ D So the ones you could find there I would continue... everything else you could note as dropped from my side. Sorry >< 

I’ll make a starter call soon so if you want to start a new thread tell me or like that :)