#a dump

[dazjavu]

[rintarous]

8:32 PM — “wait so you were deadass?” you stared up at atsumu who was watching you get a tattoo. atsumu furrows his eyebrows in confusion, “the tattoo artist is literally right in front of ya” he points out, facepalming.

“dumbass” atsumu mutters under his breath as you let out a loud laugh. “i heard that!” you giggled. atsumu’s heart swells at the sound- his favorite.

“but.. what made you decide to get ourselves tattoos though?” you asked, watching the tattoo artist draw the random shapes atsumu proposed earlier on your wrist.

“no reason,” atsumu whistles, also watching the tattoo artist do his thing in amusement. “just in case anything happens between us, at least we have tattoos together” he smiles down at you. you poke your tongue out to your best friend. of course he’d think of something like this. but what did he mean by that?

[deepestcondolences]

[ellichu]

5 days.

Waking up today, I felt something I haven't felt before upon opening my eyes. The cold numbed it somewhat, but it was there all the same. After a few moments of just lying on my bed, I realized it was because I was nervous, again, despite so many of my friends reassuring me I'll be fine.

But it wasn't just that, either.

I was… Happy, because this was another day closer, but also so scared, because oh God, this was another day closer.

There's still 5 days left, I kept telling myself, but at some point that became, fuck, there's 5 days left.

This post doesn't have any meaning. Hell, I don't think it's even considered a letter, just a piece of me I'm showing in hopes of lessening the worry.

Looks like today, I won't be able to get you out of my head, again.

[thalidraws]

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[seungwowcutie]

random byungchan picture stock

[ijuswanabokae]

I raged at this tweet cause i recognize the difference, the ascension in me and it’s such a strange feeling interacting with people today.

A pure heart is so fucking rare to come across these days.

Vulnerability. Consideration.

I hate feeling the way people make me feel today. Everyone.

I might have 1 real safe space where I won’t feel any kind of way about saying what’s in my head or crying. And it’s not who it should be.

But I’m a safe space for people. Any one. I’ve even been dumped on by strangers.

And today more so than ever I believe in being that person for people cause we need that. I know I’ve been in a place where I wish someone, anyone would look in my eyes without any other intention but to see me, empathize and hug me tight.

So it’s just on me to be there for someone in that way. It could go so far. I’ve even empathized and hugged my mother recently despite our relationship and how I feel about her.

But at this age I only want people around me that “get it”

Not caught up on anything external, low vibrational or even social cause mfs be followers to their core no matter what they project.