#a furry problem.

[numbtheheartache]

Do you ever just-

[numbtheheartache]

She knows. And she has been nothing but understanding and kind and supportive and fuck I'm absolutely terrified. Being this vulnerable is.. frightening. I'm scared, because I've never had this conversation before. But it's going well. So so well.

... Feels like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. Something's gotta give.

[numbtheheartache]

I hate this time of month. My skin itches, I can already feel a headache forming behind my eyes, and there's an exhaustion that's bone deep. Would be easier if I could just let loose, let my body do what it wants, but I need to stay as I am. I offered to help Nat through it and I need to be able to use a phone in case Julian needs something.

But jesus fucking christ, I wish I could just sleep through it.