Jan 27, 2021
i just want to be alone, but i specially want to be left alone by figures of authority. feeling diminished and "bossed around", unable to be myself, unable to have my own space, it's terrible. it was bad enough with only family members, but classes are back and i have teachers now. pushy teachers, annoying, loud teachers and one of the things that put me off the most is loudness. i really should approach someone about neurodivergency because i just don't feel normal, but i'm afraid i wont be taken seriously or maybe i'm reading too much into this and it's actually placebo, i don't know i feel so lost.
