Mar 20
HRT being on the table is allowing me to explore my gender identity at a depth I never had before
It's 01:50 am
I haven't been kept awake by my thoughts about who I am since highschool
I am met with love instead of fear
#i have been denied my masculinity so I buried it under the vague genderqueer label. a catch-all. but i see it now#and it is so#so beautiful#a warmth#a silent compassion patiently waiting under my fast words borne of fear#i see the amazing; kind; protective; loving man who was my uncle within my soul#as I write this I feel self-love for the first time. i love him – the parts of us written in our genes – through loving myself#in loss there is so much love#transgender#masculinity#healthy masculinity#grief
