Stiles & Lydia
Tagging → Lydia Martin ( a-walking-cataclysm ) ‘Verse → We’ll Fall Apart Timeline → September, 2015 Location → Airport Near Beacon Hills Triggers → Pregnancy, Morning Sickness, Medical, Severe Angst, Rape, Murder, Blood, Nogtisune Notes →
Lydia:
Stiles is waiting for her at the airport. She could blame it on the air conditioner; but that’s not the reason Lydia’s insides go numb. She exhales, her throat feels like it’s closing and her eyes lose focus and for the life of her she can only stand there like a deer in headlights, her entire face paling as she just stares at him.
“Stiles.” she whispered, tears brimming in her eyes.
Murderer. Rapist.
Nothing was the same after Allison died. She was haunted everywhere she went- voices, whispers- and not just from the living; soft, unintelligible words followed her from class to class, in the car as she drove home, when she was with the pack, at night as she lay in bed. The voices never stopped. Her own pain never stopped. MIT couldn’t have come sooner. She’d left early- graduated as soon as her acceptance letter came in the mail and never looked back.
And it was wonderful.
She hadn’t missed Beacon Hills and now she was back.
She pretended not to see him and walked past him, quickly, making her way towards the bathroom.
Stiles:
They’d gone, all of them. It happened for a reason, the disintegration of relationships, the friends he’d thought he’d carry with him for a life time. Worse, he hadn’t made new ones, not at college, or in law school, or now back in Beacon Hills. Stiles lived with his father, missing the days when things had been simple.
To call those days “simple” made Stiles smirk, the laughter in his belly never quite making it to the surface. It died in his throat, a snake of fear, regret, and resentment coiling through his gut, sliding through his intestines, and then gone again. He couldn’t live in that regret, couldn’t take back the things he’d done while possessed by the Nogitsune, or change the darkness that lived in his soul.
Scott had been his anchor the way that Allison had been Scott’s, and now they were both lost at sea.
She walked past, a moment that took him back to his sophomore year of high school. “Same old Lydia.”
Stiles rolled his eyes and turned to follow after her. He didn’t have to, didn’t know that he wanted to. If she had nothing to say to him, he had little to say to her in response. His friends couldn’t forgive him for the things that he’d done. He couldn’t forgive himself for the things that he’d done.
“Let me get your bags, at least.”


















