kirishima and heat waves by iann dior!!!
in a perfect world, kirishima would wake up next to you in the mornings. he would huddle closer to your warmth and wrap a strong arm around your middle, instead of lying on his back with frigid, restless fingers. he would gently nudge his nose into your cheek, lay kisses down your neck and smile sleepily against the skin when you mumble his name out. he'd quietly greet you with good morning baby, and you’d murmur it back just as lovingly, and he'd instinctually know the day would be a good one because there is nothing that could ruin the beauty in this moment with you. he wouldn’t gaze at you with eyes that crave too much of what they believe they can’t have, or roll onto his side and squeeze his eyes shut until stars twinkle in the artificial darkness. he wouldn’t rise from the bed alone.
in a perfect world, kirishima would take you to all of his niche comfort spots. he’d bring you to the lonely abandoned park he used to frequent in middle school when he wanted to clear his head of all the thoughts that rattled around in it. he’d gently curl his fingers between your own and bare bits of himself to you. he’d try his best to answer your questions instead of diverting the topic or giving barren answers. he’d force a crack in the mask he wears for everyone else and show you the real face beneath it.
in a perfect world, kirishima would shower with you and allow only steam and laughter to collect between your lips. there wouldn’t be frozen silences bearing all the hurt festering in your hearts, all the obscenities you’ve screamed at each other and all the regrets you haven’t expressed. he would cuddle on the couch with you instead of sitting on the opposite end, wipe away the crumbs at the corner of your mouth instead of wordlessly handing you a tissue. he wouldn’t sit in his apartment with empty bottles next to him, obsessing over the wires of insecurity pulling taut around his heart, preventing him from realizing the desires sitting tangibly in his tongue. he would be strong enough to believe in his own goodness and offer it to you on devoted palms.
in a perfect world, kirishima would have the courage to love you selfishly.















