before I go any further I just gotta say I KNEW in my gut that everything would come to a head Friday night and Friday around noon I couldn't get into stupid building bc Kim didn't want me to climb the ladder and I couldn't get the basement door open bc my Physical Instrument wasn't strong enough, bc I was working on internalizing the 'getting sober' thought, which was supposed to finish around 19.30 Friday night
SO
I wasted ALL DAY FRIDAY running around, getting exp so I could try the basement door again as soon as that thought finished (bc Kim didn't want me to climb the ladder! so I thought ok I won't!!) but as soon as that thought finished it still included a Physical Instrument negative (plus more!) so I immediately discarded it! and tried the basement door again!
and it still didn't work!!! I had to climb the ladder anyways!! I wasted the whole day and didn't solve the case!!! I'm so angry!!
(edit to add: oh actually the tribunal was Thursday night not Friday. so, ok, I thought it would be Friday, which means I thought I had a little more time,which means I'm a little less mad at myself lol)
