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[hkxox]

sirius on his knees, hair a mess, lips coated with spit, glassy eyes and tear stained face, looking up at remus, begging for more

[bark-barkley]

bucks beautiful bouncing breasts

[copia]

endless ghifs 12/? ⛧ source — "Just call me Little Sunshine!"

[noodlecruncher]

I come bearing a song recommendation! The song “Be careful what you wish for (the doctor said to)” by Jack Harris gives me really strong Vivi vibes. Idk how right I am but I’m sharing anyway. It’s mostly with the line “took your peace your pain your pleasure and I left you with one face forever” which reminded me a lot of Elysium.

ooh tysm for the recommendation!! it doesnt really fit for vivian, but interestingly enough, yknow who it did make me think of?

her dad.

for those who dont know, vivian's family has a history of addiction. her dad, martin, battled an addiction to a drink called ataraxia. whether he won or lost the battle, we'll never know, because he got a divorce and left them when vivian was twelve, thinking it was better that way. viv hasnt seen or heard from him since.

the reason it doesnt work for viv is that the song talks about the drugs removing all feelings. elysium doesnt numb; it does the opposite— it simulates intense pleasure. she doesnt use it to numb the negative emotions, but to pile on so many more feelings that she forgets about the bad ones for a while.

but ataraxia, martin's drug, is a numbing agent. its point is that it strips you of all emotions and puts you in this calm, detached state. it's usually only used clinically, like to relieve really bad ptsd survivors when nothing else works. in that case, "took your peace, your pain, your pleasure / left you with one face forever" is PERFECT for martin.

this is he :>

[mildlyraw]

When the fic has hob as a priest

[mansiondoor]

heard it’s finger that fat boy friday frank iero wya

[mousebolts]

y’know it’s funny soemtimes I think I’d actually like having kids and being a parent but then I imagine how embarrassing it would be to have tumblr user mousebolts as your dad so I choose not to reproduce out of empathy

[sparesomeserotonin]

Alien stuffy reveal when

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ASK!! IVE BEEN WAITING FOR A CHANCE TO INFODUMP!! I know you only asked for stuffed animals, but I'm going to do all my alien stuff because I can :3c

Fun fact about me, I'm plushum!! That means basically that I feel attraction to stuffed animals/plushies. Im personally queerplatonic and familial plushum, so if you see me refer to a stuffy with relationship terms (partner or joy/boy/girl/enbyfriend, son/daughter/child, mom/dad/parent, or friend) or talk about them like they're real people, that's why :3c I see my plushies as people and prefer when people treat them as such, be kind

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First, plushies (these dont even scratch the surface of my entire plushie collection btw):

Big alien with blue sequins - Gleepabang! he/him + neos (same as his papa!) I use him for communication sometimes because it's easier to talk about other people's needs than my own. also you can flip the sequins to be purple

Little IKEA alien - Yeep! xe/zem, always in my jacket pocket for emotional support. We're qpp's :3c

Orange blob - Gneep Gnarp Glompert Gleep Glomp the 15th! I made him myself, but he's not really sentient in any human way. he's kinda like a jellyfish, and he's my son/pet

Green cat - Gnarpy! they/them, my child whom I love :)

Saucer alien - UFO! they/neos, we are qpp's :3c they mostly help at doctors appointments or family events I'm REALLY stressed for

Little light green guy - Yum Zumpling! xe/xem, my close friend who I bring to dentist appointments and other stuff when I'm less stressed or need someone less noticeable but just Yeep won't cut it

Avocado alien - Avazado! it/its, we're friends but not super close :3c

Blue alien - BB! he/she, I just recently got her so we're still bonding ^_^

Next, misc items (ft my cat):

fabric alien stress squish thing - LaurenZ_Side! she/they/it, she's my friend :3c

Little ugly green thing with red eyes - RAGHH! he/fuck, yes im being serious about that neopronoun and name. i do not like RAGHH and fuck is nuetral about me

Big head little body - Fredric Zeeperton III! he/they, fredric is kinda needy and annoying but i would like to be closer friends regardless

Ball - ball doesn't have a name, but it can glow in the dark and thats cool :3c

Plastic alien squish thing full of water (???) - ZZQUISH! it/splat, splat is very sticky so must be kept in a bag most of the time which means little time to bond, but i like it a lot regardless

t-posing alien - RadioStatic! any besides she/her, keychin on my jacket, lights up if you bang his head on things so he faces frequent abuse but worry not! he has a thick skull :3c we are verrryyy good friends

Accessories:

no names or anything for these, theyre just objects :3c i dont know what to elaborate on for these lol

Wall stuff:

Big green deflated balloon is named Derp Yerp (he/him)

unnamed alien sticker behind my trans flag who protects me from transphobes and superstraights (he/him) (dont suggest names he doesnt want one)

I also have 50 glow in the dark alien wall things hidden around my room on my walls and other places!

I think thats everything! alien singlet and geepabang were gifts from my qpp @xombiec0ll, space cuff and kandi alien keychain were made by my little brother @Jazzy_Animatic on youtube!!

if you made it to the bottom hi... drink water.. eat smth... remember ily and its gonna be okay :3c