Jul 25, 2023
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Am having a normal one about kagerou project <- Liar
Do I sometimes think I about how I used to be on here as a different blog in the criminal minds fandom (yes jemily) only to realize that it’s toxic and I want to use this platform for more positivity? Yes I do, but I do wanna say that cm did I us so dirty and there is hell to pay for erica messer.
every day I am reminded of how old tcw characters are. when I was fourteen I had braces and chunky glasses, I was learning to sing and play guitar and was retaking pre algebra and wearing flannels for fashion, the same age Ahsoka was when she was probably sleeping with a stuffed animal and learning about fashion and trying to do makeup and getting apprenticed and becoming a commander and learning to fight and watching her men die for a cause they didn't have a choice in. at eighteen I didn't have a driver's license and I was panicking about college and learning what love was and making some actual meaningful philosophical and moral opinions for the first time and perfecting my art and still wearing flannels for fashion, while Anakin was eighteen and learning what love was and finding comfort in anger and reaching out for the cusp of war and becoming a Jedi knight and fulfilling a prophecy he had no say in and it makes me SICK they were CHILDREN
i have a medically horrific memory but do you know what i'll never forget?? how to draw ahsoka tano's facial markings. burned in my memory from the amount of fanart i made. im so okay with this
I realize now that a long distance relationship is just: I made banana bread (I want to share it with you), I forgot my keys (you would have reminded me to grab them), I wore my coat (are you proud of me?), I found this rock (it made me think of you), my cat made a weird face (you would have loved it), I miss you (I love you), I need a hug (I love you), I like listening to you (I love you)
if i were to make a star wars discord server would that be something anyone would join because i miss my star wars mutuals
I got back into watching CM again (primarily due to my obsession with Spencer Reid) and I need to yap to someone about his love for vintage things. his housephone being a dial-up with a cord, his car being a 60s classic car, all his furniture being solid oak antiques (like his bookshelves and coatrack) or authentic handcrafted items (like the maps and lampshades). I need to kiss him so bad i just KNOW he'd go crazy at an antique store or a small artisan boutique
the team would go to an antique roadshow and they would lose him in ten seconds flat. they find him two hours later with a dolly full of things. he has purchased an antique chest of drawers being delivered to his apartment and he needs help getting it up three flights of stairs.
my relationship with criminal minds has officially lasted longer than that with my bf. happy one year