#abaesicfishesspam

[baesicfishes]

I still think we are living in a simulation but idk I’m still living I guess. I did graduate college. I still have the boyfriend. We live togetehr. I now have dog. They both get on my nerves sometimes but I love them both. I’m glad things have changed, or maybe I’ve learned to manage.

[baesicfishes]

Today wasn’t bad, but I’m going to bed sad.

I am sad.

[baesicfishes]

I really miss my boyfriend. Long distance is hard. My school friends are inconsistent, sometimes I feel like they don’t value my friendship the same way I do theirs. I get talked over, ignored, and forgotten about. We’re in college, people still do this to others?? He’s pretty much the only one in my life at this point that’s consistent with me, that will be there when I need them, that will just check in for no reason. My best friend is three hours away from me. I get lonely. I am lonely.

Why do I always attract the kind of people that act like this?

[baesicfishes]

i want to SCREAM im tired of feeling things but it’s not like I can talk about them i wanna cry SO bad but it would be selfish of me to bc it’s not even about me why am i like this

ill pay big money if you end me no I’m lying I have like 2$