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[theworldwalkerswols]

The Warrior of Light and his Loves

A Kyler & Polycule Playlist

Good With You/Cling To Me by L.P. | Estinien, Aymeric

Estinien

Mostly I'm bad mostly I make the people that care about me and love me sad, I don't know why mostly I lie, maybe it's because I don't want anyone to know who I am oh, but you, with your angel face you take me to a place I've never been oh, and you, with your innocence you break through my defense

I'm only good with you... I've done so many things wrong I've sung a thousand songs What did you see in me? It's still a mystery Thought that I was through, you made me someone new and I'm only good with you

Mostly I'm a mess, never say no, get myself in trouble tellin everybody yes, I don't know why Oh, but you, when I feel this love, you're better than any drug I ever had Oh, and you, you make me see the light in the darkest night

I'm only good with you... I've done so many things wrong I've sung a thousand songs What did you see in me? It's still a mystery Thought that I was through, you made me someone new and I'm only good with you

When you're around all the demons in my head can't be found I'm only good with you...

Aymeric

I know it seems blacker than midnight no one knows you, no one to hold tight

Everything you are isn't what they thought Everything you learned isn't what they taught Everything is wrong, no you don't belong

Before you slip hopelessly: cling to me you can say anything to me when you're lost, turn and see you know I'll always be here, never let go -

Cling to me, cling to me!

When you're too hurt to talk, I am a rock Cling to me, cling to me!

Estinien

I'm only good with you... I've done so many things wrong, I've sung a thousand songs What did you see in me? It's still a mystery Thought that I was through, you made me someone new and I'm only good with you...

Okay 1. this is one of my favorite music videos of all time, it probably always will be, I have a sense memory of where I was when I watched it for the first time when I was up attending college, 2. HELLO?? L.P. IN THIS IS SOOOOO GENDER, and 3. this one ALSO hit me like a freight train.

One of the things I adore about it is the stark contrast between the "A" and "B" sides, of the two songs and how they're like a conversation. The bolded section of Aymeric's lyrics ("Cling to Me") is especially potent for me because those words can be applied to Estinien, to Haurchefant, and to Aymeric himself. I also love how the way L.P. performs the excerpt of "Cling to Me" lends itself so well to the lyrics: it's a proffered hand, but it's also begging for the person being addressed to take that hand, the desperation of waiting to see if they will.

I also love this song as a WoLstinien song, especially "what did you see in me? It's still a mystery / darling I was through, you made me someone new".

Anyway, PLEASE watch this music video, there are so many fun callbacks to other rock stars and fashions and it's so good.

[typekast]

My friend’s little brother (non-verbal) used to hide people’s shoes if he liked the person, because it meant they had to stay longer. The more difficult it was to find your shoes, the more he liked you.

One day my cousin came over, and she was a bitch. When it was time to leave, my friend’s brother handed her shoes directly to her and she went on and on about how he must have a crush on her because he only “helped” her.

[rubykgrant]

[baesicfishes]

So when I was little I would do this. Apparently my ultimate move was pouring kool aid in my auntie’s shoes so she couldn’t go to work 🫠

[typekast]

My friend’s little brother (non-verbal) used to hide people’s shoes if he liked the person, because it meant they had to stay longer. The more difficult it was to find your shoes, the more he liked you.

One day my cousin came over, and she was a bitch. When it was time to leave, my friend’s brother handed her shoes directly to her and she went on and on about how he must have a crush on her because he only “helped” her.

[rubykgrant]

[fidjiefidjie]

Bon Soir ❤️🥃👋🆕️

LP 🎶 Long Goodbye

(Love Lines)

[baesicfishes]

Drag this on, it can’t be wrong

Stay.

Say the long goodbye

[baesicfishes]

I still think we are living in a simulation but idk I’m still living I guess. I did graduate college. I still have the boyfriend. We live togetehr. I now have dog. They both get on my nerves sometimes but I love them both. I’m glad things have changed, or maybe I’ve learned to manage.

[baesicfishes]

I’m all alone. I can’t do this anymore. I want to die. Nothing makes sense nothings real nobody’s real

[animatedtext]

requested by 5yearoldalien

[leavingthedisco-deactivated2022]

Churches

LP · Album · 2021 · 15 songs.

[nipaaahh]

When I see a big cathedral I just think of all the people

who have suffered in the name of saints and gods.

I’m so lucky to be living in a time that’s more forgiving

but I know that I have barely beat the odds.

My church is you, my church is love

My church includes all of the above.

No questions asked, no one to judge.

My church is you and always was.

[studentlifeproblems]

[baesicfishes]

I have concluded that I just need to detach from everyone 🧘🏽‍♀️ there’s nobody that will give me the level of consistency I need but me. Because nobody understands me but me. I know what I want and I know what I need to be happy but there’s nobody that can give me, or has ever given me that. 2022 no mortal being will be allowed to disappoint me. Rico said don’t worry bout a bitch who never been in your place and I’ll do just that. She also said if I see you in the streets bitch your ass is DONE. I will be choosing violence this year, as I should.

Damn just call me Rico tasty

[baesicfishes]

I won’t be begging anyone for anything this year. Not explaining shit to anybody. I trust that mfers have just a tiny bit of emotional intelligence and understand that certain shit just is not okay. Bitches already acting like everything all peaches and cream but ain’t a damn thing sweet.

The girls that get it, get it, and the ones that don’t, don’t. And fuck everybody that don’t get it.

Everything and everybody is temporary, none of this shit is forever no matter what they tell you.

[oliviasuggestions]

*breakdances with evil intent* you got games on your phone

[llleighsmith]

hm living w mental illness really is just like well i feel insane!! just gonna keep going about my day tho

[jeshire-deactivated20230502]

“You say you love rain, but you use an umbrella to walk under it. You say you love sun, but you seek shelter when it is shining. You say you love wind, but when it comes you close your windows. So that’s why I’m scared when you say you love me.”

— (via naturaekos)

[lord-of-bitchcraft]

The only reason these things could ever be connected is if you love like the desert sun, a raging hurricane, or a devastating tornado. In which case, you’re abusive. A person’s love should never be compared to forces of nature because those can be actively damaging. They’re beautiful, but exposure can be fatal under the right circumstances. Your love should never have the risk of damaging a person. A person should never need to run from your love like they run from a storm

[highfunctioningfool]

[amargedom]

“It is a lonely feeling when someone you care about becomes a stranger.”

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