#abanthis

[zaolat]

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NO YOU DONT! Your brain is lying to you right now!! The disorder is lying to you!

objectively i know you’re right but my brain’s a dick and keeps chanting shit at me so

idk maybe i’ll take some more of my anxiety meds i need to calm the fuck down mmmm

[aquilaofarkham]

abanthis replied to your post: It's overwhelming how much your blog is making me...

the resurgence of the connor fandom i’m LIVING

LITERALLY the majority of people i’ve seen who are the most excited for bayek are connor and altair fans which is pretty telling tbh

[zaolat]

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i’m so sorry your parents aren’t understanding of you and i wish it were easier, i’m just very concerned at the moment, please be in contact with your psychiatrist. a med change is very much in order.

i had to drop two classes and i’m scared my mom is going to cut me off and then i’ll just die anyway like okay fine mom if you’re so concerned about your fucking money one of the social workers is petitioning the universisty so you can get your goddamn money back bc that’s apparently all you fucking care about

i don’t think they love me i think they love an idealized version of me that i can never live up to because nothing i ever do is good enough for them and it makes me want to die

i saw my psychiatrist yesterday but i don’t see her for another three weeks

[zaolat]

@abanthis replied to your post: is it possible for bronchitis to come back like 8...

yes it’s absolutely possible it’s happened to me

motherfucker

ughh i’m supposed to get up at 7 AM for class tomorrow but maybe I should go to the doctor instead...I really can’t breathe and i’m hacking up mucus and it’s uncomfortable and gross

ughhh

[zaolat]

@abanthis @officialhelljumper @actuallyzenyatta

apparently xkit’s replies are broken because I had to do the Ye Olde Screenshot but aNYWAY

i’m...so fucking bitter.  like I liked Andromeda, I did.  I think it was a good game.  But Destiny is my FAVORITE game and everyone has spent the past three fuckin years shitting all over it and mocking anyone who dared enjoy the game and when they finally realized that it was actually successful and people liked it they are like “wait shit back the fuck up” and are now all trying to be like Destiny or saying they’ll “do it right”

like no Bungie are doing it right just fine fuck you

i truly underestimated my level of biterness about this subject

[aquilaofarkham]

abanthis replied to your post: tbh the only thing my brain remembers from life is...

all i remember is “you got hella cash”

wAIT what about “go fuck your selfie”

[aquilaofarkham]

abanthis replied to your post: hwoaarang replied to your post: yo… there are...

STOP, i remember discussing it with a friend who was a prominent figure in the fandom who absolutely ragged on them. i remember how deep the entire discussion got and i lived for every moment of it. none was worse that conhayth though…………

snakes are beginning to manifest in my room physically

[zaolat]

@abanthis replied to your post “I have some friends on here I used to talk to a lot, like text and...”

hope you're doing alright eren!

I was thinking of you when I made this tbh! We haven’t talked forever but I love seeing you on my dash still