You had a habit. a habit of falling in love with the little things. That small scar above your lip from a rollerblading accident. That dorky lisp that makes everything sound sexy. The cadence with which you say 'okay' -- non-committal, but with undertones of forever. You liked building castles out of ideas, forevers from moments. You scold yourself because He wasn't even your type. He wasn't typically handsome. In fact it took you quite a while to appreciate his looks. He didn't have broad shoulders you wished for. The strength you craved. The confidence that sweeps you off your feet. He was broken, just like you. You could hear it in the way he nervously twirls the keys in his pocket, see it in the ways he holds his drink, taste it his words, feel it when he looks at you with those sad sad eyes that mirror your own. But love, comes when you least expect it. That sounds cheesy and you abhor being cheesy, so let me scratch that thought. Love fucks you up when you're not looking. You promised yourself that this time, you'd keep your guard up, that you won't fall in love with an idea. The problem is this time, you're sure you didn't. The problem is this time, he doesn't even know you exist.