#abby's rambles

[dykecious]

why cant i draw??????????

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I fucking hate myself, I just make parents argue all the fucking time and I just want to die jfc

[dykecious]

I was going to come out on my 18th birthday but nevermind lmao, I'm never telling my family

[acerobbiereyes]

Baby Barn Swallow, officially dubbed Bailey, made it through the night and is now safely relocated to the Minnesota Rehab Wildlife Center, I gotta say I’m gonna miss that noisy chick, but it’s better for him to be taken care of by people who know what they’re doing.

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Tiny bird I found has survived the night, and curled in the makeshift nest I made him, and doesn’t look much like a swallow in the morning light. However my cat also saw him, and he’s watching the box like a hawk. That furry bastard.

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 Okay, totally had a J2 based dream last night. A little bit strange, but thats what dreams usually are.

So.

I had a dream where Jared, either being Jensen's husband or just meeting him, is ‘killed’ in a car crash or something and ends up in a comatose state. So his ‘ghost’ haunts Jensen. Whether it’s because Jensen is his husband, I don’t know, but anyway, Jensen goes on this adventure to bring Jared back to life and only he can see his ghost, so he sounds kind a crazy. 

but, yeah. The dream ended with Jensen finding the cabin where Jared was being kept.

Most likely it was based on Giving Up The Ghost by dimpleforyourthoughts, which has a common beat to it.

[acerobbiereyes]

So I was talking to my dad about the presidential candidates yesterday, not really a topic I like to talk about with my family since they're grossly Republican, and all I really hear them do is bitch and moan about the government, so I try to avoid it.

Anyway, dad asks me out of the blue while I’m looking for something to watch on netflix and he made a snarky comment on how he’d bet I was rooting for Hillary Clinton.

(oh haha Abby doesn't actively had the president. Get some new material, Dad)

I told him no, I didn’t really think she’d make a good president, and I told him I liked Bernie Sanders. He laughed at me and told me that he was a communist, like? I asked him where he had heard that and he told me that Sanders had said so himself, and I was wondering if you guys could help me source this, or if someone just pulled it out of their ass and put it on the news.     

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Watching The Thing (1951) on Turner Classic Movies. I used to watch this with my dad all the time when I was little, this along with The Deadly Mantis, and Jeremiah Johnson. This movie used to give me nightmares, and at 17 I shall see if I can brave this nightmares.