Everything is a hazy mess, you can barely pay attention to anything.
You can faintly hear her, you can faintly feel her. How they hug you close to their chest, unintentionally painting themselves with your blood.
You want to say something, but you can't.
You are so exhausted, everything feels so surreal, it feels like a dream. A bad nightmare. You want to wake up.
Your sense of touch is fading, you barely notice how their touch feels faint. How it feels like it's escaping you. Leaving you.
You want to cry. You think you ARE crying. She's crying.
Everything feels like too much.
Your eyes begin to shut on their own, no matter how much you try to fight it.
Are you even fighting it? You can't tell.
It came so soon.
You are so, so sorry.
Before you know it, you gasp awake.
Warm sunshine engulfs you as you jerk awake, immediately shoving your body to sit up.
It should burn. Why doesn't it burn?
Your mind starts to catch up slowly. Where the fuck are you?
You look around at the field surrounding you, the ever-so slightly overgrown grass swaying with the wind. The flowers painting the scenery with more colors.
There's no blood. The pale teal is no where to be seen.
You can see trees in the distance.
You can see a figure in the distance.
You begin to panic.
Where are you? What the fuck is this place? Where the fuck is she??
You start to hyperventilate, drawing in sharp, short breaths as tears start welling up in your eyes.
You don't realize you're loud until you feel a hand on your shoulder.
You immediately push yourself away, looking up at the figure that was sitting in the distance.
You can't see their eyes, just the gentle smile. Their long, curly, white hair gently moving with the wind.
They sit down infront of you as they start calmly speaking.
