#abnaxus

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Music: CosmicD Art: Vainamoinen

[abnaxus]

15, 28, 45

am i in a relationship?no

who is the funniest person i know?Nick, Lynk, and Gabe. all good friends i met in art school <3

worst date i’ve ever been on?my worst date isn’t bad at all, I’ve been on so many good dates that I’d rather tell you about my best date!

This was when i was living in New York, and the first time i met this guy we spoke for 4 hours straight about pretty much everything (and that’s a funny story since we met at a bar where i was originally talking to one of his really hot friends/coworkers, but the guy was like hey, I like u, but my friend here likes u more and he’s a little shy. I gave him a chance and we really hit it off). So i was actually looking forward to our first date. 

we decided to meet up after work, since we are some dorks, we were standing across the street from each other just turning in circles on the phone like, “I don’t see you.” then we finally realized we were right next to each other and hugged and he gave me a small kiss. We held hands as we walked to a really nice restaurant near the javits center. and ate some yummy food..  we were talking so much and he couldn’t stop telling me how beautiful i was that i was “the most beautiful woman he’s ever seen” really gassing me up. and honestly he was pretty hot. he was in his early 30s and looked a lot like kit harrington from GOT but less baby-faced. Anyways! 

we went to a bar near his apartment and got a couple shots, but since we were so close to his apartment we wanted to get cozy so we went to the liquor store and just bought bottles and chasers. We went up to his spot and it was so nice!! before walking into his apartment, I was very unassuming but hennny, lemme tell u. he’s one of those nyc realtors and apparently had mad cash that I wasn’t aware of. he wasn’t a flashy guy and his apartment was chill, but how chill can an apartment on the top floor in an over-looking-the-hudson of downtown manhattan be? So I’m in his place just looking out the window bc its so incredible to get a view like this and he’s pouring our drinks. one of his (2) kittens tumbles out from under the bed and i’m just so in love with everything. 

We talk and talk for hours just sitting on the floor, watching the sunset then we realize we haven’t been doing much else besides vibing. so he flips on the tv and its default on the tennis channel. he tells me how much he loves tennis and explains the art of it to me. he says theres a tennis court behind his building and we are both too buzzed to realize it’s a dumb idea (i don’t have exercise clothes, i’m wearing a red dress) but we make it to the court and it turns into on of those flirty “lemme show u how to play” sessions like

and I’m having a good time despite sucking at tennis and we don’t stay out for long. So we head back up and I realize it’s getting late but I don’t want to leave. He tells me it would be nice if I stay the night. so at this point I’m thinking, ‘i’m in his apartment, we have alcohol, it’s late and i’m not going home, and we both really like each other.… we gon fuck tonight’. 

I want to get cozy so I ask to take a shower and he’s like of course! and gives me a big t-shirt to wear. when I get out, he’s on the couch still watching tennis. I go over to sit next to him and the scorpio in me is just patiently waiting for the intense and crazy sex to begin, but the next thing he says made me realize the kind of gentleman i was dealing with. he looks at me with his cute brown eyes and says, “is it alright if I massage your feet?” and I just stare at him bc no one has offered that to me ever! i think my pause makes him nervous bc he then says, “sorry i know it’s a little weird, I just think you have cute feet. <3″ 

ಥ_ಥ my HEART!! I was like frick ya u can massage my feet and he jumps up to get some cream to massage them with! we fell asleep on the couch in this adorable position. his head is on my tummy and my feet are still in his lap lol that liquor really caught up to us. we wake up at like 3am with most of the lights still on then we get up to turn them off and go into his bed. we just cuddle then fall back asleep. no sex, guys.¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i know. but honestly i was okay with it. the whole thing felt really respectful <3 

siiiike!! we fucked in the morning when we woke up, took showers together, then fucked again. it really was magical! 

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it’s meee <3 (^_^)

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my beautiful self portrait

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I feel pretty today

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@valkerymillenia tagged me in the “power-me-up-power-puff-girls-persona-creator” thing it was fun and feel free to try it for yourself here 

http://www.powerpuffyourself.com/#!/en/

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Abnaxus's house The Longest Journey - Dreamfall:Chapters

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Had a wonderful time at NYCC with my wifey @abnaxus! Got my tattoo and a few others things signed by Janet Varney, and spotted Steve Blum! Life complete.