I have prayed to you're god when, I prayed I found you're god's throne empty
(when I prayed, I asked for him to kill people, always killing the wrong person, it was always the abusers, I asked for that god to kill and yet he never listened)
because nobody answered my prayer not a single angel came down to tell me what I should do what I shouldn't do but he never listened he watched me stop praying and let me choose to fall down with the savage gods the first ones to exist compared to him or his people and yet he'll drown me or is the promise going to stay the rainbow wasn't that you're god's promise not to flood the earth
(Floods happen all time ruining families, homes and small businesses so either you're god is dead or something is happening, mankind lied about you're god existing for what money? Look at Italy, the church almost ruined that country or England for that matter 👀 or even any “backwater place” like with the natives, those were white Christians who enslaved people)
(And the promise didn't stick)
And you're god is going to kill all the pagans all the people who don't believe in him
(when he allowed raping, killing you're own child, taking young girls from there family's wait that's the rape nevermind hmm what else sins has you're god allowed?)
(i actually never read the Bible always have this weird feeling from bibles)
Like I'm the devil with skin that should burn because I rejected him and his “obscure love” that's not love that's hatred of women because of Lilith (The first lady in the Jewish mythos) and Eve (The first lady in Christian mythos) one refused to sleep (Lay) with Adam the other bit the golden apple and she was punished for The unquenchable thirst for knowledge?
(was it a Norse pagan tree or just a normal tree? Because the Norse pagans eat golden apples to stay young and immortal)
(The knowledge of knowing right and wrong, the knowledge of not being locked in a glided cage for humanity to be kept as pets)
(why was she punished for wanting to ask? for wanting to know what it contained, a pet god wanted but it backfired like Lucifer or whatever he changed his angel name from)
Have you ever thought about you're own God singular not plural not in the Bible it's only one even though at one point it was one god and two goddesses the wife of God and the goddess who sent Jesus and the male god from what I've heard did nothing (? Lazy deplorable man who did nothing but sat and watched)
And when I prayed a pagan goddess answered me and comforted me in the darkness
How do christians believe in something that clearly only exists as a mental illness, at first the people in power wanted to banish the illness calling mental illnesses the devil or a demon who possessed you but now what? They now use it to help there invisible friend who never existed in the first place
And Jesus of Nazareth never existed or if he did the goddess covered her tracks pretty damn well to not lead back to her
(or her involvement was just simply erased from the records, And to look at the records myself. I'd have to go to Italy the city of the Pope)
but id rather burn in the punishment of believing in pagan god's, but then again if I did I'm going to the Hellenic (greek) pagan ending and not the Christian hell because I don't believe in that, I talk about it like I do but I don't not truly
I don't exactly know why I talk about it I just like what it represents I guess, would what you felt hell would be to you on earth would be the Christian hell you see when you die?
It's a wonder how humans are the apex predator when all we do is fight about religion, sexuality, homosexuality, A simple difference of opinions
I see the garden of Eden as a glided cage, people love to argue the garden of Eden is not a cage for humans to be treated as pets but preserved but that's what you're “God” views humans as
And they're the ones who focus more of cage then glided, guess they don't know what glided means
Or cage in that context? That's on them I suppose