"Chris was everything to Nyah back then. She was completely obsessed with him, always talking about him and eagerly awaiting sleep just to dream about him. She even said she felt like herself when she was with him. It got so intense that my mom once caught her trying to take sleeping pills to see 'her Chris' in her dreams. She was just a kid! It wasn't out of annoyance that I told her to stop dreaming about him—my mom ordered me to. Now that we know Jonathan is Chris...I don't know what she's going to do." - Clary to Jace, The Opposite and The Mirror
"I'm starting to remember more about my time with Jonathan when we were kids - things I had forgotten or refused to acknowledge. Jonathan saved me from feral Wolves, but he viciously butchered them. He - he protected me from a boy that was harassing me by throwing him off a bridge. But all I saw was the good in him - even now. He's - he's my Chris and I don't know how to let him go."
The question tumbled out before Nyah could contain it, a desperate plea for absolution. "Is he dead because of me? Was Sebastian your target because he came into Adeline's shop that day?"
Jonathan's response was a firm shake of his head. "You never crossed paths with Sebastian Verlac, Nyah. This has always been about me and you."
Nyah closed her eyes for a moment as a tremor of relief moved through her. Sebastian's death wasn't her fault. It wasn't a consequence of her twisted connection to Jonathan. That meant something, but it wasn't enough to absolve him and that was breaking her heart.
he's Anthony's friend from Oxford, definitely some gay experimentation, another lord who is expected to find a suitable wife, but he's already in love with Anthony
(accidentally also falls in love with the girl Anthony is courting)
He shares a fic with Florentia Seymour (who I never post about), poly trio endgame, lots of drama and yearning
His deceased mate would play this song often to the point of driving him crazy. He started to like it after some time and after his death he couldn't stop listening to it without crying but he also couldn't stop listening to it.
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain
"Can you turn it down, love?!" Jonathan called from the living room where he was trying to have a conversation with his father. He tried not to chuckle or growl in exasperation, he hated that song. In the kitchen, his mate was slow dancing with a mop as he sang in unison with the radio and cleaned the floor not caring about the conversation Jonathan was having with his father in the living room.
"You're giving everything up for something stupid, son! This isn't worth it! Don't make us do it." Jonathan's father said on the other side of the line.
"This is not stupid, father, this is very worth it, and I'm not making you do anything. Just stay away from us and we stay away from you. That simple. Goodbye." Jonathan hangs up and gets up just to watch his mate sing and dance in the kitchen. He can't help but smile.
Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
"See?! You like it!" His mate giggled and he couldn't help but smile. They were at the dining table, eating, and his mate had decided to play that song again.
"You play it so much you got me hooked on it, that's all!" He tried to defend himself but his mate was having none of it.
"You like it~ You like it~" His mate teased and Jonathan laughed.
"I don't, I really, really don't, but it makes you happy so it makes me happy to see you happy." He says smiling as his mate smiles back at him and starts to eat letting the subject rest.
I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to
This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you
Now, I need somebody to know
Somebody to heal
Somebody to have
Just to know how it feels
It's easy to say but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape
His mate fakes a gasp. "Did you just voluntarily play it?!" His mate asked as Jonathan puts the song on play and walks back to his sweet omega. He can't believe how lucky he is to have him.
Jonathan smiles and takes his hand. "I told you the other day, I don't, but I only play it because you do. I love you." His mate stares at him with blurry eyes and a happy smile on his face as he's about to cry.
"Oh, Jonathan. I love you too." His mate kisses him as Jonathan grabs his hand and waist and starts to slowly dance with him as they kiss. It feels like the time has stopped and the world is theirs.
Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
Jonathan is holding the figure of his mate in his arms now. The fire is intense from his side. He's too close to the fireplace and doesn't even care. That bloody song is playing again, was playing again when all this happened. He killed the all, he did, but they still got their mission done. His mate was dead. "Please, wake up. I promise I won't ever say your song sucks," he begs to a lifeless body and holds him against his chest crying.
And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes
I fall into your arms
I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around
Jonathan can't stop playing that song anymore. As if playing it would bring him back. He wakes up crying to it and goes to bed crying to it. He sometimes signs it to himself. Sometimes he forgets he's gone and he turns on his bed smiling at his mate just to find that side of the bed empty and cold remembering his mate is gone. "I miss you."
Okay I first disagreed with the reaction thing, but she would, but she would make sure they won’t get hurt and her blaster is always on stun. And for each the love and relationship personality, Jonathan is more the Wolf and Jemimah is the Owl.
Wolf Characteristics
Medium sized
Good looking
Athletic
Decisive
Passionate
Aggressive
Scientific Name
Canis Lupus
Collective Term
A pack of wolves
The rugged wolf is athletic, good-looking and brimming with self-confidence. A close relative of the domestic dog, it is stronger and more aggressive, managing to generate notoriety wherever it marks its territory. The wolf's dark reputation is mainly due to jealousy of its consistent success in work and romance. A wolf in full stride is quite impressive. Firing orders at subordinates while on the phone to customers, no one can get the job done quite as efficiently as the wolf.
The Wolf Personality Requires Loyalty
With an innate understanding of the value of teamwork, it's always ready to take its place in the chain of command either as leader or as simply a member of the pack. When a wolf decides to innovate, it makes sure that it has the backing of a capable team. The wolf is clear-headed and strong-minded, always willing to compromise in the interests of getting a job done.
Wolves are facially expressive and readily communicate their emotional states with body language. They work hard at developing their social relationships, although unlike their cousin the dog they are quick to anger when they sense threats to the social order. When confrontations occurs, they sometimes react suddenly and violently, barking displeasure at offending subordinates. Close companions know to avoid their biting tongue until they resume their normal gregarious behavior.
The Wolf Personality's Career
Wolves are intensely ambitious and never shy from hard work. Socially adept, they function well in leadership and management roles as well as in jobs requiring vision and strength of character. Being a natural motivator, their instinctive understanding of group dynamics serves them well in goal-oriented tasks.
As bosses, wolves demand absolute loyalty and they provide the same allegiance to their employees. Their ability to perform under pressure helps them attain the highest executive levels, and with strong communication instincts they maintain a constant stream of notes, letters, and email to coworkers. Their instinctive understanding of the chain of command makes wolves excellent soldiers or law enforcement officers.
Wolves in the Wild
No animal has been as misunderstood as the wolf. Cast as a bloodthirsty villain in folklore and children's stories, wolves have enjoyed a special mystique that has engendered fear and respect throughout their range.
Thought by many to be the ancestor of the domestic dog, wolves were once widespread over Europe, Asia, and North America. Their range was probably wider than any other carnivore, and their success was due in part to their rigidly enforced social structure.
Careers & Hobbies
Law enforcement
Soldier
Medical fields
Trial Lawyer
Team sports
Outdoor activities
Theater
Debating
Love & Friendship
The wolf insists on fidelity from its mate, but even after its partner has sworn its devotion, the wolf must battle its canine hormones that drive it to distraction.
On the positive side of the ledger, the wolf makes a gallant effort to remain faithful; satisfying its haunting need for romance through its strong platonic friendships. (At least that's what we're told.)
Is it love or a deep animalistic lust that is the wolf's secret hunger? The answer proves elusive even to the wolf, whose appetites for the hunt bedevil its romantic stability.
When a relationship is in trouble, the wolf leaves no stone unturned in its quest to restore harmony. Unfortunately, this obsessive behavior can give the impression that its partner is simply another challenge for the wolf to conquer.
(For Jonathan)
You are an Owl
Owl Characteristics
Eloquent
Sincere
Conservative
Scientific Name
Tyto alba
Collective Term
A parliament of owls
The owl is the tranquil face of the bird personalities. A creature of great integrity, its quiet demeanor accords it an air of mystery and diffidence. It is known as the serene, wise observer of human society. Always well groomed, it is a noble individual with elegantly chiseled features that border on the fine edge of beauty and homeliness. Its large eyes are often framed by handsome eyeglasses.
The Owl Personality is Sober
Owls have developed quite a reputation for intelligence, but it's really their calm and insightful nature that gives this impression. Instead of an intellectual approach to life they use their deeper spiritual senses to guide them, and like their nocturnal cohorts, the bats, have a deeply philosophical bent.
Spending much of their time in solitary pursuits, owls like to hole up in a quiet working environment and venture out only when necessary. They are not a playful creature. Only engaging in exercise and sport in order to keep physically fit, they avoid the more gregarious animal personalities like dogs, dolphins, and sea lions.
Owls are not without their assertive side however, and they won't hesitate to use their razor-sharp tongue to settle an argument. Never the aggressor in a confrontation, they fight only when their survival or honor is at stake and have no desire for a prolonged or physical struggle. Owls espouse nonviolence, think logically, and argue persuasively.
The Owl Personality's Career
As an astute observer of human nature, owls are eminently suited to be judges or diplomats. Their trustworthiness and dependability find them in positions of responsibility, perhaps as bank managers, heads of state, or religious leaders. A conscientious worker, an owl takes responsibilities seriously, and when it accepts the burden of public office it does so with the grace and skill typical of the species.
With an enormous capacity for hard work, owls achieve great things in almost any field they choose. This success doesn't always translate into financial rewards, but invariably satisfies their need to impart their wisdom to others.
Owls in the Wild
Owls often live in churches and empty houses and are prone to swoop suddenly out of the dark with a ghostly appearance. Their eerie hoots create a mournful backdrop for their spooky behavior, and these sounds are probably responsible for the origin of a number of ghost stories.
Although owls can sometimes be seen by day, they function best at twilight as they patrol their regular routes and swoop down to catch mice and squirrels.
Owls are able to hunt in complete darkness, having evolved a system of "outer ears" hidden under their feathers. By detecting slight differences in the timing of their prey's noises as the sounds strike these asymmetrical ear flaps, owls are able to zero in on their prey by sound alone.
Careers & Hobbies
Bank manager
Judge
Diplomat
Head of state
Reading
Debating
Chess
Philosophy
Love & Friendship
Unlike the terrestrial creatures, the owl is not a prisoner of its sex-drive, but with its air of refined sensuality is hardly shy about throwing itself into the physical aspects of a relationship. When it focuses its sharp ardor on its lover it ignites a steamy and animated encounter.
The owl views sex as a complement to its relationships and certainly not as a key component. It would do well to recognize the significance of physical affection outside the bedroom, for its partner is often starved for non-sexual reassurance.
The owl considers itself to be excellent company and is quite happy spending time in its own active mind, which slows its search for a long-term partner. Drawn to people who match its sedate disposition, the owl finds the noble swan to be a physical and emotional match. But achieving long-lasting relationships can prove difficult, for a suitable mate must also match in a deeply spiritual way. Perhaps that's why the owl finds that its nocturnal companions, the fox and bat are able to fill its complex needs.
