Jul 19, 2021
Honestly the longer I'm away from my One Piece blog, the more obvious it becomes to me that I have a very different way of approaching fandom than like, over half of the blogs in that same circle, and the more I'm like "ya know, this is exhausting"
Like, I'm not abandoning it or anything, but I'm also much more anxious about how I'm perceived on there since I have a decent following and I don't wanna deal with all that could go wrong there lol
#about leyna#idk if I have a point here I'm just kinda talking#like I already got blocked by one of the biggest OP writing blogs and I still don't know why#and I'd rather be blocked than 'called out' but like not everyone’s gonna do that#and I have a very laissez-faire attitude about fandom; I'm very 'you do you I'll do me' about different tastes and interests#and extremely non-judgmental about what people are into#but I see like replies and people's notes on other blogs and I'm like ????? why y'all got this attitude?#maybe I've been on Twitter too much where this stuff is blatantly in my face a lot more but#I almost feel like I can't be myself on that blog anymore in case I 'say the wrong thing' and that sucks#when all I wanted was to be able to write and share and stuff...#idk I may change it from a One Piece blog to a general fanfic/writing blog at some point#and let people purge themselves if they don't like it 🤷♀️