#about muffin

[baetavius]

BOLD what applies to you.

 Appearance:         I am 5’4 or shorter.         I have many scars. [besides from a few obvious ones, but ones from injuries and birth]         I tan easily.         I wish my hair was a different color.         I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.         I have a tattoo.         I am self-conscious about my appearance.         I have/I’ve had/I need braces.         I wear glasses/contacts         I’d get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free         I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. [it was really weird because i was dressed up as an oc, it was at spencer's, and the dude was married and at least mid 20s]         I have more than 2 piercings.         I have piercings in places besides my ears.         I have freckles.     Family/Home Life:         I’ve sworn at my parents.         I’ve been kicked out of the house.         I have a sibling less than one year old.         I want to have kids someday.         I have children.         I’ve lost a child.     Embarrassment:         I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.         Disney movies still make me cry.         I’ve snorted while laughing.         I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.         I’ve glued my hands to something.         I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. [and at one point, the corners of my eyes. milk burns, just a heads up.]         I’ve had my pants rip in public.     Health:         I was born with a disease/impairment.         I currently have a serious disease          I’ve had stitches.         I’ve broken a bone.         I’ve had my tonsils removed.         I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.         I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.         I’ve had surgery.         I’ve had chicken pox.     Traveling:         I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.         I’ve been to Canada.         I’ve been to Niagara Falls.         I’ve been to Japan.         I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.         I’ve been to Spain.         I’ve been to Africa.         I’ve been to Italy.         I’ve been to France.         I’ve been to London.     Experiences:         I’ve been lost in my city.         I’ve seen a shooting star.          I’ve wished on a shooting star.         I’ve seen a meteor shower.         I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.         I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.         I’ve been to a casino.         I’ve been skydiving.         I’ve gone skinny dipping.         I’ve played spin the bottle.         I’ve been skiing.         I’ve been in a play.         I’ve met someone in person from the internet.         I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.         I’ve seen the Northern Lights.         I’ve sat on a roof top at night.          I’ve played chicken.         I’ve played a prank on someone.         I’ve ridden in a taxi.         I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.         I’ve eaten sushi         I’ve been snowboarding. [both that and skiing i fail really badly at]     Relationships:         I’m single.         I’m in a relationship.         I’m engaged.         I’m married.         I’ve gone on a blind date.          I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.         I miss someone right now.         I’ve been divorced.         I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.     Sexuality:         I’ve had a crush on someone of the same gender.         I’ve kissed a member of the same gender.          I’ve had sex with more than one person at the same time.         I am a cuddler.         I’ve been kissed in the rain.         I’ve had sex outdoors.         I’ve hugged a stranger.         I have kissed a stranger.         I have had sex with a stranger.     Honesty/Crime:         I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.          I have lied to my parents about where I am.         I’ve cheated while playing a game.         I’ve run a red light.          I’ve been suspended from school.          I’ve witnessed a crime.          I’ve been in a fist fight.         I’ve been arrested.     Drugs/Alcohol:         I’ve consumed alcohol.         I’ve smoked a cigarette.         I regularly drink.         I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.         I’ve done hard drugs.         I’ve been addicted to an illegal drug.

[baetavius]

url change!!

eriblunt ==> motocopray !!

I got a sudden urge to change it since I've had that on hold so Yeah!! uvu

[baetavius]

p sure with the help of pupsadoodle i found out which sexuality i am, or at least helped narrow it down.

so basically, as of now, i feel like i'm homo-asexual panromantic.

cause if someone asks 'why ru gay what did a guy do 2 u' i have lots of reasons and most males still scare me, so the homo part of that helps narrow it down to mainly girlies cause ahah a ,, , , dudes. normally scare me if more than someone i talk to on just a regular basis and not really friends, or even irregular basis. i mean im still really scared of most of, if not all, the guys in my family since they are mostly on my dad's side and i've only met like, two on my mom's side. or three or four.

and then panromantic cause i could be romantically attracted to anyone, of course, one at a time because i could never just like two people. but. i'd be ok with guys in that matter cause it wouldn't be that intimate or anything and it'd hopefully be calm but i mean

most people i talk to are online so it wouldn't matter much anyway

ironically enough honeybee by spg just finished with all this. that's nice

[baetavius]

retook the myersbriggs personality test my brother made me take during the summer cause i had the same one as my dad which disappointed me, but not surprising.

ISTP

Introvert(78%)  Sensing(1%)  Thinking(1%)  Perceiving(33)%

You have strong preference of Introversion over Extraversion (78%)

You have marginal or no preference of Sensing over Intuition (1%)

You have marginal or no preference of Thinking over Feeling (1%)

You have moderate preference of Perceiving over Judging (33%)

huh

[baetavius]

i just took this from my english assignment since i dont feel like really doin the thing and typing it all out but i think i'm gonna change my theme soon so i dont wanna do too much just to reset it all again

  so if you've got any questions just hmu with em oklies

and if you wanna keep up on p much my normal statuses that are normally personal or just random check this tag

  Ever since about fifth or sixth grade, I've enjoyed many things from Japan such as a voice synthesizer program called VOCALOID created by Crypton Meida, drawing, reading, creative writing, traveling, all sorts of music, and most of all, talking to my friends across the world online. I also enjoy singing and dancing, but that's not one of my main hobbies, unless I'm home alone of course. My main influence in life would have to be mostly family related, as of how many things are for plenty of people. I grew up not knowing or understanding things very well because I never understood what "Drug abuse" or "Alcoholic" meant. That said, yes, I grew up with a father who practically majored in those categories daily, and easily weekly and monthly. It wasn't until fourth to fifth, mainly sixth grade until I began understanding what those terms meant. Once all the traumatizing events in my memory began relating to all of what happened when I was younger and locking into place, I became easily scared of my father and what coming home from school every day would be like since my mother would normally work quite late and there was the chance of anything happening until she got home. Though now, because of the many stupid mistakes my father made has caught up to him, he is (should and hopefully will be) going to be gone for a long time for my mother and I to get our life back on track, make the house we had no control over ours, and basically resetting our lives to where we can actually live and be free rather than stuck in a cave. With all that said, my goals for the future are pretty blurry right now, but I'm leaning towards either a more artsy career such as graphic, traditional, or musical arts. Maybe even all three! As of now I hope to begin renting a violin from Moeller Music in a nearby town and teaching myself since I had been in my school's concert band for the last four years, beginning with almost the first half of fifth grade with trombone then switching off to clarinet! I dropped out of it because of, well, I'm obviously online with everyone else here, and my anxiety had made it to where I couldn't achieve what I could have due to solo performances in class for chair seating terrified me. If you read through all that, I applaud you greatly, though I don't really expect anyone to, but thank you so much anyways! I hope you have a nice day, night, week, heck, a nice year and more!

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