p sure with the help of pupsadoodle i found out which sexuality i am, or at least helped narrow it down.
so basically, as of now, i feel like i'm homo-asexual panromantic.
cause if someone asks 'why ru gay what did a guy do 2 u' i have lots of reasons and most males still scare me, so the homo part of that helps narrow it down to mainly girlies cause ahah a ,, , , dudes. normally scare me if more than someone i talk to on just a regular basis and not really friends, or even irregular basis. i mean im still really scared of most of, if not all, the guys in my family since they are mostly on my dad's side and i've only met like, two on my mom's side. or three or four.
and then panromantic cause i could be romantically attracted to anyone, of course, one at a time because i could never just like two people. but. i'd be ok with guys in that matter cause it wouldn't be that intimate or anything and it'd hopefully be calm but i mean
most people i talk to are online so it wouldn't matter much anyway
ironically enough honeybee by spg just finished with all this. that's nice