#about ncis

[indestinatus]

Finally put my fics on AO3 because many asked about it so (the more recent ones, more to come):

NCIS 17x11: the ending we deserved: (596 words) by indestinatus Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: NCIS Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Ziva David/Anthony DiNozzo, Ellie Bishop/Nick Torres Characters: Anthony DiNozzo, Ziva David, Tali David, Jethro Gibbs, Nick Torres, Ellie Bishop, Jimmy Palmer Additional Tags: 17x11, post-17x11, In The Wind, NCIS 17x11, NCIS in the wind, tivali, Happy Ending, Episode Tag, Episode: s17e11 In the Wind, Episode Fix-it Summary:

The missing scene from the end. We all know we deserved better.

Cairo (5766 words) by indestinatus Chapters: 4/4 Fandom: NCIS Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Ziva David/Anthony DiNozzo Characters: Anthony DiNozzo, Ziva David, Tali David DiNozzo Additional Tags: cairo fic, 17x10, NCIS 17x10, NCIS the north pole, all the story we didn't get from cairo, bittersweet, some tears were spilled Summary:

The journey of Tony finding Ziva in Cairo and their ultimate goodbye. Also, some band-aids shaped in a heart.

[queencotes-blog]

maybe if i tell myself enough maybe if i do i'll get over you

[laurawritesaboutnothing]

I somehow ended up drinking half a bottle of moscato to drown my ncis-related sorrows also my dinner was really really spicy but ssshhhhh 

and it was deliciou s

so apologies for any weird spelling 

alcohol makes my fingers forget how to type 

Ugh, I'm so sad. But also reaching acceptance? I really hope Ziva isn't killed off. Like, maybe she just leaves ncis and is still around and she and Tony can be together off-screen? I could deal with that 

I will still probably stop watching ncis and watch agents of shield instead (even though i know joss whedon will rip my heart out repeatedly 'cos that's what he does the bastard) at tuesdays at 8 regardless 

but i would be less devastated if we could have some tiva goodness beforehand 

it's like 

i was really really really REALLY upset when spike died at the end of btvs

but then he came back in angel the series, right? and even though iw as reaally really REALLY pissed off at him for not going to europe to be with buffy, he's alive, and i can pretend that after "not fade away" he and buffy ended up together and had lots of crazy hot furniture-breaking building-destroying sex that may or may not result in mystical pregnancies idk 

and fan fiction 

and i'm OK WITH THAT 

so yes. In conclusion: I am so pissed off about cote/ziva leaving. this is so not cool my alcohol-addled brain cannot even come up with an appropriate metahpor to describe how not cool this but TONY AND ZIVA HAD BETTER HOOK UP BEFORE SHE LEAVES AND SHE HAD BETTER NOT DIE SO I CAN BELIEVE WHATEVER THE FUCK I LIKE LEAVE ME TO MY DELUSIONS IN PEACE THANK U 

[obvimadi]

GAH, I don't know what to feel anymore

[captainweatherly]

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[alkisedits]

Hmm..confessions?

Okay, so here I am, thinking about making a video about my favourite shows confessions, shipper confessions, blah, blah..I think I should do it.. :D