#about nic

[luthordamnvers]

Tag Game Tagged by @fazedlight and @quaildino Thanks for the tag 💜

Three ships: Supercorp, clearly, the brain rot is very much real. Korrasami, which was the ship that reminded me the existence of fics. And Dansen, because i'm mad that i have not enough fanworks really about them.

First ship ever: Jason and Kimberly from Power Rangers (RIP JDF). I was like 7, and they were both so damn attractive (my bisexual ass was shaking), and their chemistry was amazing. I don't want to rewatch so i don't get disappointed by it, now as an adult.

Last song: Spotify tells me is Shut up and Dance by Kina Grannis, but I don't think that's right.

Last movie: John Wick: Chapter 2. Guess why.

Currently reading: no books because i don't read that much anymore. But I started rereading to refashion the matrix of creation. Which will forever be missed by me.

Currently playing: Bold of you to assume I am a gamer. I can barely play mobile apps games. And I got one of the puzzle ones. Other than that, i've been seeing a few friends play Baldur's Gate 3. I know stuff.

Currently watching: …The continental. I will not elaborate.

Currently consuming: water

Currently Craving: A popsicle or something COLD.

People I'd like to know better @thetiniesttoad @knightofcydonia @snowydragonscave @cravenwes @empressmanuscript @thejedi29 @happywynaught

[secretforthxmad]

Tagged by @catty-words and @sunspill (who both blew it out of the park so now mine looks messy and sad lel) 

 Tagging @idontneedtobeforgiven @amaltheaz @daddyhedas @blog-grivois-clexa (have u guys done it oops)

[luthordamnvers]

I'm having a really tough time writing. Like the ideas are there, as always. I can bring myself to outline stuff, most of the time. But actually writing is eluding me. And I know I have to just sit and write that first draft, but boy... I don't want to deal with that first draft...

Anyways, I've two months worth of snippets I've written to try and spark up some other writing and I shall post it here, sometime...

[secretforthxmad]

Rules: Complete the survey and say who tagged you in the beginning. When you finished tag 5 people to do this survey. Have fun and enjoy!!!

I was tagged by @idontneedtobeforgiven Thank you!!!

1: Are you named after someone? No, but there is a story behind my names.

2: When was the last time you cried? few days ago

3:Do you like your handwriting? Sometimes. Other times I think it’s disgusting

4:What is your favorite lunch meat? Chicken

5:Do you have kids? Nah

6: If you were another person, would you be friends with you? I doubt so lel

7: Do you use sarcasm? totally. not. 

8: Do you still have your tonsils? on the verge of getting them removed

9: Would you bungee jump? out of all the extreme sports, this is the one im most iffy about

10: What is your favorite kind of cereal? MUESLI

11: Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? never

12: Do you think you’re a strong person? physically, kinda, mentally, noooo

13: What is your favorite ice cream flavor? Rocky Road!

14: What is the first thing you notice about people? hair

15: Red or pink? pinkkk

16: What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself? 

e v e r y t h i n g

17: What color pants and shoes are you wearing now? adsfghjk im actually not wearing anything :/ 

18: What was the last thing you ate? porridgeee

19: What are you listening to right now? 6/10 by dodie cos my dodie phase will never leave

20: If you were a crayon, what color would you be? blue green? is that an actual name? i’ve never paid attention to crayolns

21: Favorite smell? i have too many? smth soft tho. 

22: Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? im on the phone with my cousin rn

23: Favorite sport to watch? v o l l e y b a l l – have u seen the people’s outfits?

24: Hair color? used to be blue :(

25: Eye color? black like my soul

26: Do you wear contacts? yes. sometimes

27: Favorite food to eat? carbs

28: Scary movies or comedy? HORROR FTW

29: Last movie you watched? uhmmmmmm… ? i cant rmb D:

30: What color of shirt are you wearing? like i said. n o t h i n g

31: Summer or winter? WINTER

32: Hugs or kisses? kisses

33: What book are you currently reading? the boat

34: Who do you miss right now? she knows who she is

35: What is on your mouse pad? I don’t have a mouse pad.

36: What is the last TV program you watched? goblin

37: What is the best sound? the sound of my dog being quiet. but also her voice :/

38: Rolling Stones or The Beatles? beatles

39: What is the furthest you have ever traveled? er. europe.

40: Do you have a special talent? being a piece of shit

41: Where were you born? sg

42: People you expect to participate in this survey?

i feel like most people are alr tagged? but like. @cemeterycreep @catty-words @hedaswolf @blog-grivois-clexa

[secretforthxmad]

the rules are - put your phone, mp3 player, itunes, spotify on shuffle and list the first ten songs. tagged by @sunspill

Sexual - NEIKED

I have a hole in my tooth (and the dentist is shut) - Dodie Clark

Move your body - SIA

Absolutely smitten - Dodie

Somebody else - The 1975

Survive - Madilyn Bailey

Pillowtalk - cover by Sofia Karlberg

Girlfriend - Bigbang

Talk me down - Troye Sivan

Sick of losing soulmates - Dodie

Tagging @idontneedtobeforgiven @daddyhedas @catty-words @blog-grivois-clexa

[luthordamnvers]

I bring that "I don't want to antagonize you, but i am a x hater, so" energy to one particular server and idk how to deal with that, tbh 😅

[luthordamnvers]

This year, I started writing again, after ~10 years of not doing so. In a language that's not really mine.

I published 8 stories on AO3. 119,467 words. I have 7 WIP. Plus 9 other prompts outlined at various levels.

I wanna thank the supergirl/supercorp fandom for accepting the little stories, and I look forward to keep creating more in 2023.

Cheers 🥂

[meghans-corner]

august 24, 2016

this day. it was two years ago.

it was the day of the first time.

i let you touch me.

i was shaking when i let you touch me, after a few seconds i took your hand away and i said so i can’t do this.

so as i started to walk away you pulled me back to you and started massaging my butt and trying to stick your fingers in me.

i pushed you away and said okay no more.

you still pulled me back.

you started kissing my neck.

you were holding my wrists tight as you did this.

you brought my hands to your area and started massaging yourself with my hand.

i didn’t know what to do.

we had never touched before and i was scared.

i told you i don’t think i can do this it’s too risky.

so you pulled out your penis and started massaging my breasts.

i moved your hands away saying no.

yet you still were pleading for me for me to do something.

you started pushing my head foreword until i finally gave up.

after a few minutes i stopped.

but in those few minutes it was you.

pushing my head down on you.

finally when i stopped and said no we need to go please.

you finally gave in.

as we walked back i felt in my gut that this was the beginning of the end.