#about tammy

[luxbeata]

Fact:

There's always that hard exterior she possesses, no matter how she seems so vulnerable... Just because she lives in her own world all the time. And regardless that she may be real as someone gets... it'll still be a complicated. Even just by this description is confusing by itself. The core of her being really. 

[luxbeata]

Fact:

She'll totally do everything for a person she loves. Loving is one of her passions in life. It doesn't really matter if she's not loved back, at least she is able to express it. But of course, she gets tired and all she wants is fairness from time to time. One thing that pushes her off the edge is unfairness. 

[luxbeata]

If anyone watched Wishing Stairs... Kim So Hee (the ghost) is actually Tams all over. 

Yes... 

I mean, before she became a ghost and all. :) haha

[luxbeata]

I hate how prideful my muse at times... Like she doesn't really like being the one to initiate things at times... Because she thinks, she did it the last time, why can't another person just do it for her. Also, she would think sometimes that if they really want her, they'll do anything in their power to do so. I guess, she's just being fair again. And proud. 

[luxbeata]

Fact:

She is really someone who would never like a person sexually. The idea of it is nice, but in reality, all she wanted to do with the person she loves is to be with them all the time. But she isn't really clingy. Just knowing that they're around and having their attention solely for her is enough. Though, it doesn't mean she's not sexual. For her, it doesn't really matter so much. 

[luxbeata]

dear person I hate

Dear myself,

      You are so nice all the time. And I hate you for that. When you get all mean, you still try to make it funny or lace it with poetic things. What are you even? You are so full of flaws. When can you be so perfect? It’s your own fault that people always tend to get bored of you. I hate you because you act on your own, all the time. It’s hard being you actually. You’re always so strong, when it’s actually okay to show that you get weak at times. But still you do things that aren’t according to what you have planned. You are crazy.

Tamsyn / Tarmon

[luxbeata]

Fact:

One sign that Tamsyn doesn't care about a person anymore is when she stops caring, stops putting any effort and starts being more detached. 

[luxbeata]

"They usually have cool relaxed personalities and love being around cool fashionable people.  They are often socialites with expensive tastes.  They love talking, socializing, and tend to be very artistic or musical."

This is so true for me, Tams and Tarmon.