#aboutboxy

[strangenewgirls]

have hit a point in my Writing Journey ™ where i've realized that my problem with emotion and character voice may have something to do with not having an internal voice of my own. 'cause i don't have a voice or even visualize things as part of my thoughts, reactions, et cetera

like. that poll is going around about the hardest part of writing and i think blocking is winning? but blocking is easy (spatial awareness gang rise up! awkward limb flailing hyper-awareness gang rise up!) while voice/internal monologue/emotion are impossible.

this feels surmountable, like this should be something i can learn to do

right?

[strangenewgirls]

dean-coded casgirl (gn)

i accidentally follow people on mobile pretty much every day so feel free to block/soft block me if you don't dig the 〰️vibes〰️

[strangenewgirls]

i just identify with britta perry to a terrifying degree and that, it turns out, is my lot in life :/

[strangenewgirls]

i'm trying to be so much more kind and supportive but everyone around me is so cishet

[strangenewgirls]

I'm not so hard to please tbh. i only need a few things to get thru my days:

water. gotta be hydrated.

talkin' to plucky. lhsm.

ten minutes where no one asks me anything or gives me any information.

the carefully crafted cocktail of medications that i have to take every day.

maybe a yummy treat, or perhaps a beverage.

[strangenewgirls]

what if I meet a nice lady and start dating her and we fall in love but then she doesn't ship destiel?

[strangenewgirls]

I haven’t written a word since November 1, for anyone wondering. ✌️

[strangenewgirls]

me: *reading expansive meta for a piece of media i will never consume* this sounds great, i should watch it

me: *rewatches a tv show from the nineties instead*