#aboutsluggy

[sluggybasson107]

No one talk to me im obsessing over the digimon pv that came out today

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Im emotionally thinking about survive lately which is a blessing and a curse bc wow i haven’t played in some time and i dont have any time to draw them 🫠

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Life chat

Hey! Um I’ve been absent for a long time and haven’t really posted about it. Although I think I’m ready to talk about it now? I think this is just a ramble about where my minds been at for some time.

Tw for chronic pain/illness, depression

As someone who deals with two chronic illnesses, it’s been hard to make content and talk online. My pain makes real life tasks such as work and chatting consume all of my energy. Even though I think about Digimon more than ever, it’s harder to find energy to go on tumblr/discord and talk about it.

In the past, the Digimon community has been an escape for me. A place where I don’t have chronic pain and depression. Unfortunately, these two issues have been strong enough to affect my activity in the online sphere, which makes me really sad. I had plans to do a redesign series for Tri (I love the movies, but I can admit the designs can be lacking near the end), an animatic for one of my favorite characters, and memes of the tamers and frontiers kids…but I just feel so worn out.

Right, so the main reason why I haven’t been here is unfortunately depression. Its gotten tough the past year and a half. I’m in therapy and have the Finch app to try combating this, but I’ve still had really rough periods that last around a month. My friends are aware and I’m currently doing better than a couple months ago, but I can’t help but feel absolutely exhausted from trying to do daily tasks.

Combine this with my chronic pain and I’ve just been a mess lol. I’ve had a couple of moments where I’ve snapped at irl friends from my frustrations and anger at my own limitations, which gave me lots of social anxiety with interacting and talking. I’m scared of being sad and negative all the time and dragging others down. I’m at a period where I want to reach out to others again and talk, but I’m scared.

I’m usually someone who thrives on social interactions and is great at reaching out to others online and irl to meet people, so it’s really weird for me to feel scared talking to others. I think my anxiety is now even worse online because I haven’t been supporting people here on tumblr and discord because I’ve been overwhelmed with the backlog of stuff I’ve missed. I feel so guilty. I’ve gotten notified about new chapters of my absolute FAVORITE fics, yet I can’t open a tab and give it a try.

I don’t know, I’m just kind of lost and trying to find balance in stormy waters. If I repetitively back online then disappear, that’s why.

I hope you’re doing well. I care about you all so I’m sorry if I came off as distant and upset. Thank you for reading my silly post 💛

[sluggybasson107]

I just finished Digimon Survive Harmony route and I’m an emotional wreck

It’s a great game 10/10

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Camp Digimonth 2024 Goals ✨

My main objective for this month is to create artwork for @surviveweek! I hope to draw at least three drawings for the event, which should be easy since I already startedmy Day 7 piece.

My second goal bleeds into February a little bit. I’ve been making polls for female Digimon couples (Here’s the current one if you want to vote!) to draw for Valentine’s Day! I hope to at least start one of these drawings. (I’m not as worried about this project since the couples won’t be fullbody)

My third goal is to try making a Digimon stim board! I’ve always wanted to try making one, and I think the Digimon fandom needs more of them.

Thank you @campdigimonth for hosting this event in 2024! I cannot wait!!

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Yes I spelled February wrong no I will not change it I merged all the layers so it's too late

2023 is almost over, and wow it has been a year! I feel like I've improved a lot with my posing, which was my 2023 goal. For 2024, I hope to improve on my backgrounds and create more story-driven art.

Thank you so much to everyone who supported me throughout this year!

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I’m on a big digimon survive kick rn and I hope it powers through until survive week

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I mighttt open up commissions again for the holiday season because I’ll have more time to draw 👀 we’ll see