#absent sounds

[followingthered]

I didn't love you as much as I could

And the silence is killing me now

[boodermusic-blog]

[marquezdiaz]

[hazeydaizey]

We breath so desperately as if it’s the only thing we need

[lord-nottxi]

My thoughts are slowly coming out loud; I flinch each time I hear them out loud. I guess I know what it’s like now To be honest, To see what I’m hiding In the closet. Do I still look the same to you now? Am I still clean enough?

We slowly sink into cigarette ash. You sleep while I tip the bottle back. I guess we’ve seen what it’s like now, To be lovers, To scream that we’re nothing Without each other. Can I lay back and close my eyes And pretend you’re mine?

Have we made a fool of love? Have we taken all the good away? If we’re not supposed to be alone, Then I’m begging you to stay here.

I saw your face in the mirror last night. Blood stained your clothes, Bags under your eyes. I guess you’ve heard what I’m like now, Just a body. You’re haunting our bedroom And the hallway, And I still hear your voice in my head Saying awful things.

[souvlakispac3station]

I wish I’d been a little more careful With the things I chose to give away

[souvlakispac3station]

But how could I let you see? It’s so hard to love anything

[souvlakispac3station]

Hold on to me, Hold onto my back, I’ve fallen down the hole much too fast And even if the light pours in up over my head Will I see it then or pretend that I’m dead again