No one tagged me but it looked fun. I went from my earliest fics to my most recent to choose :)
Rules: How many letters of the alphabet have you used for a fic title? One fic per line, 'A' and 'The' do not count for 'a' and 't'. Post your score out of 26 at the end, along with your total fic count.
19/26 - 79 fics
An Open Heart | Complete | Red, White and Royal Blue
Broken Fundament | Complete | Red, White and Royal Blue
Countenance | Complete | Red, White and Royal Blue
Don't - Don't You Want Me? | Complete | Red, White and Royal Blue
En Avant | Complete | Captain America
Flicker | Complete | Red, White and Royal Blue
The Goodbye | Complete | Red, White and Royal Blue
He Was Here With Me | Complete | Red, White and Royal Blue
I Can't Believe You've Done This | Complete | Avengers
J
K
Las Vegas Buffet | Complete | Venom & Avengers
Magniloquent | Complete | Red, White and Royal Blue
The Newness of You | Complete | Red, White and Royal Blue
One So Small | Complete | Red, White and Royal Blue
Playing The Part | Complete | Red, White and Royal Blue
Q
Reality Television | Complete | Red, White and Royal Blue
Satin and Lace | Complete | Red, White and Royal Blue
Trust In Me | Complete | Red, White and Royal Blue
U
V
Welcome to Chili's | Complete | Avengers
X
You're My Best Friend | Complete | Red, White and Royal Blue
A little while ago I had a plan with some other writers to write a fic where Henry gets stuck in a time loop at The Lake and has to hear Alex confess he's in love over and over again, night after night, while he tries to figure out how to get out of the situation. We each wrote a section.
Unfortunately the project fell apart due to one reason or another. The thing is, I'd written my whole section and I really like it! It's very angsty, which is out of the norm for me. So, I thought I'd share it here as a throw-away piece of writing that otherwise wouldn't see the light of day.
Enjoy! (Oh and tw: heavy alcohol consumption, vomiting described in detail, dark/self-harming thoughts from Henry)
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Henry is losing his mind.
He has to be. He can’t actually be stuck in a time loop. He must be in a little padded room somewhere, imagining all this. Repressing his gay urges has finally sent him spare.
If he is imagining, or even worse, if he’s not, there seems to be no consequences here. In that case, why does he have to keep behaving in a manner befitting the crown?
Maybe, Henry thinks, just maybe, if he gets drunk enough today he won’t have to comprehend the look in Alex’s eyes at the lake. He’ll simply get too sloshed to understand or care. It’s as good a plan as any, stuck as he is.
“Woah,” Alex says, as Henry pours a generous measure of brandy into his tea directly after breakfast. He’d sent a PPO off to a local town to buy him some supplies while everyone was still in bed. Buying brandy at seven in the morning; only in the USA. God bless America. “You okay there?”
“I feel like I’m getting a cold,” Henry lies, taking a large gulp of his beverage. It burns going down in exactly the way he was hoping it would. “This is a common home remedy in England.”
Alex raises an eyebrow at him, but Henry holds his gaze until he shrugs. “If you say so.”
Henry surreptitiously keeps up the cups of tea until lunch, switching to the sangria which has been made when the others start drinking with the meal. He has more than a buzz going already and he knows he is on his way to his goal of getting sloppy. He distantly wonders if the loop will re-set without him getting a hangover.
After lunch everyone heads to the lake, a cooler of beers being carried down by Alex and Oscar, and Henry sits on the edge of the short dock with his feet in the water, drinking cold lager with the determination of a man possessed. He doesn’t swim. He can’t really feel his arms and legs very well anymore and he doesn’t want to drown.
A morbid thought tells him that might be an effective end to his means. He drinks some more beer about it.
“Hey baby,” Alex says, swimming up and tugging on Henry’s leg. “You okay?”
“Yes,” Henry manages to slur. “I’m having a great time.”
Alex stares up at him, looking thoughtful and slightly concerned. “Okay,” he says eventually, and swims back to June and Nora. Henry can see them talking quietly, and catches the moment that June flicks a glance at him over her shoulder. He’s obviously worrying them, but he finds it hard to care - both because he’s very drunk and because he’s sure that all of this won’t matter tomorrow.
When the others get tired of swimming they all head back to the house, and Henry, having lost count of the number of drinks he’s had, finds that it is somewhat difficult to walk in a straight line. Almost immediately Alex is under his arm, gripping him around the waist and helping him walk the short distance to the house, where he dumps him in a chair on the porch.
“What’s wrong?” he asks, crouching down with his hands on his knees so he’s at Henry’s eye level.
“Nothing,” Henry manages to mumble.
“Henry, you’re completely hammered,” Alex says, and he sounds upset. “I know that’s not you.”
“No you don’t,” Henry slurs. “You don’t know me …. know me as well as you think.”
Alex’s eyes widen and he looks quite hurt, but it’s momentary and his face softens into sympathy. “I’m getting you some water,” he says, heading inside, and Henry wants to scream. Getting drunk wasn’t supposed to make Alex even more affectionate towards him. Why isn’t this working?
Slowly, on legs that won’t quite work, Henry stands. He still has half a bottle of brandy stashed in the room he’s sharing with Alex. If he can get that and down it, he hopes he’ll simply black out, removing any likelihood that Alex will confess.
When Henry walks into the house it’s clear he’s being talked about again. This time Nora, June and Alex are clustered around Oscar. They all look up as he enters, and concern is written across all their faces. Henry draws himself up to his full height and ignores them, staggering across the room and using furniture to keep himself upright, his sights set firmly on his goal.
Halfway across the room a strong hand clamps around his arm. “Son, where are you going?” Oscar asks, his expression deeply concerned. Alex is hovering just behind him.
“‘m gonna lie down,” Henry manages to lie. Oscar gives him a searching look, but then loosens his hold.
“That might be a good idea,” he says. “But we should get some water in you first.”
“Don’t need it,” Henry says, turning towards the bedrooms again. This time Oscar lets him go, and through his haze Henry hears him telling Alex they’ll keep an eye on him during the afternoon. He makes it to the bedroom and quickly finds the brandy, lying down on the bottom bunk and hiding the bottle next to him under the sheets.
Alex comes in the room with a glass of water. “Will you please drink this?” he asks softly, holding out the glass, and Henry’s heart gives a lurch in his chest. Why is he doing this again? He’s obviously hurting Alex, who he has never wanted to hurt even for a moment. He forces himself to sit up and takes the glass, draining the water without looking at Alex and passing it back.
Then, unable to look at the sad expression on Alex’s face, he turns and curls in on himself, hoping Alex will leave.
It hurts a lot when he does. Henry pulls the brandy out and drinks as much as he can in one breath, sick of the day and Alex’s hurt and this whole fucking loop he is stuck in. He pulls the bottle away from his mouth and pants for a moment, his hand slipping on the bottle and sloshing quite a bit of the brown liquid onto his chest, then finishes off the rest in a second pull.
The warmth of the brandy burns in his chest and Henry feels his stomach begin to roil against all the alcohol in his system, but as the spirit takes effect on him his vision begins to narrow to a point and his thoughts swim and then he feels nothing at all.
“Henry? Son, can you hear me? June, get a bowl. He’s breathing, I cleared his mouth out, he’s going to be okay, Alex. Mierda, why would he do this? Has he been under any sort of stress?”
Henry lets out a soft, involuntary groan. His face is sticky, especially around his mouth, and all he can taste is bile.
“Henry?! Henry, can you hear me?” It’s Alex’s voice, sounding strained and panicked. He feels hands on him, and then there’s some shuffling and they’re removed.
“Mijo, I know you’re worried, but you’re not helping. Just leave him for a moment, will you? Nora, can you -”
Henry hears Alex swearing and Nora cajoling and then there’s the sound of a door closing and their voices become more distant. He wants to stop them, to tell Alex to come back, and that he’s sorry and he knows he fucked up, but he can’t move. He tries to open his eyes but all his eyelids do is flutter. He groans again and feels the sensation of vomit surging up his throat.
Someone, Oscar he supposes, holds his head over the edge of the bed as he expunges the contents of his stomach. He vomits so hard it comes out his nose too, and by the time he finishes he’s letting out cracked sobs and his face is wet with sweat and tears. Oscar’s strong hands push him back onto the mattress and he feels a towel being wiped over his face. Slowly, he manages to squint his eyes open, and he finds Alex’s father on his knees next to the bottom bunk, looking at him with concern written across his features.
“Do you know where you are, Henry?” he asks.
“Lake,” Henry manages hoarsely.
“That’s right. What day is it?”
“S-Saturday?”
“Okay,” Oscar says. He watches Henry for a moment, a frown settling on his face. “I’m not going to ask why you purposely tried to drink yourself into a blackout,” he says in a low voice. “But I can tell you I am not impressed.” He sighs, looking Henry over. “I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but my son is in love with you, and as his father I am now invested in making sure he’s not with someone who is going to make these kinds of selfish, self-destructive decisions.”
Henry shuts his eyes. Oscar keeps talking, but he doesn’t hear him. His plan has failed. He got drunk enough. He made himself sick.
Chapter 3 is posted! It's short, but I hope you enjoy it!
Or, if you haven't started it yet, go back to Chapter 1!
Red White and Royal Blue | Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor
1614 words (WIP) | 3/? chapters | Mature
Hot-shot young chef, Alex Claremont-Diaz, has been poached from Ivy Lane to head the team at Jeffery Richards’ new fine dining venture, Intermezzo.
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A Food Truck AU
Red White and Royal Blue | Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor
2333 words | Teen and up
As he stands by the counter and waits for the kettle to boil, Henry goes over his illness management tactics in his head.
Drink lots of tea and water. Take more medication whenever he reasonably can. Never, ever, let anyone see how sick he is.
He has been following this mantra since his late teens. Royalty isn’t allowed to miss an event because of a cold. It simply isn’t done to stay in bed when there are hands to press and ribbons to cut.
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Here's a little snippet from the next chapter of And Everything Nice!
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As Alex walks up, Henry realises he has no idea how to greet him - something which Alex himself also seems to realise at the same moment. A handshake seems far too formal but a hug is definitely not in the picture yet. Alex stops a few feet away and then raises a hand awkwardly in greeting. “Hey. Thanks for sending the car.”
Henry tries to pretend he doesn’t notice the awkwardness they are both obviously feeling.
