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sitting still is a new thing for toshinori, btw. even when he was younger he has always been on the move. he'll always be full of energy even in his older age but he's learned what it means to slow down ( a hard lesson learned, imo ).

#★ᯓ / out of character.#it's the adhd.#abt tbt.#only saying this bc it's relevant to the reply im about to post.

toshinori is, like most other heroes, an incredibly private person and a pro at question evasion.

things that are public knowledge : favorite food ( old, can no longer have it due to diet restrictions ), color, hobbies outside heroics ( generally kept vague when answering ), season, birthday. things that aren't public knowledge : age / birth year, birth place, anything about family or friends, any signifs, etc.

#★ᯓ / out of character.#i should type up a faux interview.. that would be a fun exercise.#abt tbt.#the usual sort of growing in popularity = more secretive.#he even said himself. he had his goal from the start and wasn't interested in doing much else.#it's a miracle dave and nighteye were able to be as close with him as they were ( got my own hcs about THOSE relationships ).#he's authentic and genuine but there's an image of himself that he keeps up that i think rarely few have ever seen beyond.#anyway he's a super pro at dodging questions.#no reporter or interviewer is ever gonna catch him unawares!!

what is your true role in the story?

the antihero

ah yes, hello edge lord. it is lovely to see you again. you my dear, are the incarnation of duality, and you might think of claws and venom mixed with grace but alas, nothing near as poetic. you my friend, are mixture of what is seen as right, and what is questioned. you follow the path of your own two feet, you know the twists and turns of life's forests quite well if I do say so myself. and you can meander along them wonderfully.

you strive to stay true to a certain sense of principles you might call your code, but whereas in reality, those would be your morals. people tend to see you as strange. sharp edged and glinting you hide behind a cloak of chain mail but really you just prefer to show off your imperfections first. unlike many who scramble to make it as if their flaws never existed, you proudly raise yours up. saying, "this is me, this is the worst of me, now you know what to expect." and might I say, it is quite an intriguing mindset, for truth be told, the ones that love your spikes and craters are the ones who appreciate your softness the most. you wish not to be loved as something lovable, but as a monster. for aren't we all just beasts in human skin?

you are brave, but you are lonely. you know quite well how to scare off most, making even the heroes with the boldest bravado creep away with their tails between their legs. you are not a villian, sometimes you play the part a bit too well. but nevertheless you are no hero either.

you put yourself first, but if one wins your trust then may the gods have mercy on those who might wrong them. you long to be a poetic mess of sorts, and well, if the ink sets in long enough you might just become that sooner or later. but for one who is so dead set on truth you sure do hide a lot don't you? please, step out of the shadows, there is a difference to not making your flaws visible and to simply acting as if you're the most despicable person in all the realms. it's because you're afraid of attachment is it not? well let me tell you a little secret, everyone is.

you say you wish to be left alone for eternity but than why are you craving connection. you wish to be known and understood truly, but you snarl and push the ones that might be trying away. please little wolf, accept you are lovable. you are not some ravenous beast that terrifies the multitudes, sure, you are not for the faint of heart but that does not make you an inkling less perfect as you are. antihero, step into the sun. you would do better actually reaching for the things you want rather than pining for them in the darkness.

#dash games.#abt tbt.#queued.

WHAT KIND OF ART WOULD SOMEONE MAKE ABOUT YOU?

MUSIC.

you are a breath of fresh air. you are soft & free. you disappear as quickly as you appear, & everyone wishes you had stayed around longer than you did. your voice is what makes people fall in love. everything you say is in harmonies & codes, & only the most experienced listeners can fully understand you. your presence is always enjoyed but you aren’t always given the praise you deserve; people will let you stay in the background. all you want is for someone to really listen to you.

#mello: violently forces his way into the foreground #abt tbt.

HOW DOES YOUR MUSE CARRY EMOTIONS?

please repost, don’t reblog! Bold and italicize what applies accordingly!

ANGER: jaw clenching, hands balling into fists, teeth grinding, yelling, going nonverbal, stuttering speech, rushed speech, slow concise speech, rambling, quiet, arms crossing, shaking head, tearing up, animated, expressionless, projects, internalizes, vents, withdraws, passive aggressive, direct, physical outbursts, verbal outbursts

JOY: easy smiles, fighting back grins, suppressed laughter, loud laughter, giggles, chuckling, smirks, whole body laughs, covers mouth when laughing/giggling, throws head back when laughing, slaps leg, touches people around them when laughing, looks down when laughing, looks for eye contact when laughing, sparkling eyes, bubbly happiness, quiet subtle happiness, obnoxious happiness, wants to spread joy, quietly savors joy

SADNESS: crying, bottling it up, seeks distractions, wallows, meditates and processes, avoidance, seeks out comfort, withdraws, talks it out, internalizes it, sad smiles, depression naps, uses alcohol, uses drugs, seeks out sources of joy, fidgets with sentimental item, sits in silence, broods, gets moody, wants someone to share the misery, tries to hide negative emotions, nurtures others to make themselves feel better

EMBARRASSMENT/SHAME: blushing, looking away, rubbing at back of head, covering face, laughing nervously, laughs it off, overthinks, lets it go, self deprecating humor, deflects, gets irritated, smiles, withdraws, crossing arms over stomach, crossing arms over chest, hands in pockets, shoulders sinking, shrugs, falling into silence until comfortable again, talking a lot to compensate

GUILT: avoiding eye contact, shoulders sinking low, head hanging down, crying, chest aches, lashes out, internalizes, apologizes, deflects, communicates, withdraws, grand gestures for forgiveness, accepts fault easily, punishes themselves, martyrdom, victim complex, guilt complex, healthy conscience, internalizes even after forgiveness, seeking redemption, moves on easily, denial, lack of guilt/conscience, sorry they got caught more than caused harm, can’t handle knowing they hurt others

FEAR/ANXIETY:trembling, crying, sarcasm/sass to cope, rambles, goes silent, gets angry, fidgeting, clenching jaw, picking at nails, chewing at lip, pulling at clothes, adjusting jewelry/clothing, swallowing thickly, eyes widening, over-reacts, under-reacts, calm, logical, panic, irrational, overthinks, carefully analyzes, talks to themselves, breathing exercises, flight, fight, withdraw, fawn

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#u dont have to tho!!!#also i found some of my old icons so yaaaaayy #abt tbt.

i v much wholeheartedly believe that mel is the kind of person who, from afar, is super easy to admire & think "oh wow they're pretty" & u might think he’s kinda attractive but once u actually talk to him it's like "oh fuck nvm"

#abt tbt.#✞ / OOC .

HEALTH

repost & BOLD all that apply to your muse .

gets colds easily / has a chronic condition / spoonie / has had major surgery / has had minor surgery / suffers from spring allergies / has broken a bone / has a sensitive stomach / gets headaches easily / has anxiety / has depression / has psychosis / disassociates / has trauma / has a phobia / has an addiction / is prone to panic attacks / bruises easily / has had a major health scare / has lost a loved one to health issues / pushes themselves when sick / is a poor patient / is a good patient / ignores signs of poor health in themselves / is a hypochondriac / has undiagnosed health issues / isn’t bothered by medical settings / hates medical settings / takes their medicine / doesn’t take their medicine / only takes their medicine when they need remember it / doesn’t have medicine / works on improving their health / makes choices that worsen their health .

tagged by: stole it from @obeysword

tagging: steal it

#abt tbt.

when you get your soft, italicized, "Oh."

THE KISS : you typically wait until the last second to believe the truth -- because it would destroy you to believe it, and then find out it was a lie. you are someone who has never wanted to want, but has rarely been able to do anything else. the idea that you might have to break down your walls for the sake of someone else, someone who could easily decide they don't like what is on the other side, is harrowing. why let people get close enough to be rejected ? you are enough for yourself. and you will tell yourself that every time you catch yourself staring at their mouth, smirking at their joke, finding a reason to flick their shoulder. until the kiss. that's when the flood of want, want, want bowls over you and you realize that you are torn between two ways of living. Oh, you think. because despite how complicated you have made it, the moment you kiss, somehow, things seem incredibly simple. they won't be once you start thinking again, but for now, for this moment, you live in the quiet peace of revelation. Oh.

stolen from @riwrite

#abt tbt.