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it’s been snowing a lot since yesterday and I woke up to this. I have sore throat and flu but I’m pretty happy since  I get to draw a lot and I’ll probably stay inside ♡

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same spot, different time.  1.19pm - 5.29 pm view from my balcony. 

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I’ve been having nostalgia all day long. I don’t what’s wrong with me tbh; it’s a positive period, like I’m finally doing the internship, I have a nice group of friends and I’m glad that the old ones didn’t forget about me. But I’m not happy. I can’t feel the peace inside of my mind. I’m constant living in a state of fear. My life is filled with languor and I don’t know how to get out from this. I’m drawing everyday when I get out from work, from 8pm to midnight. I draw as much as possible because it’s the only thing that makes me feel better. But how long do I have to be like this? How long do I have to feel that emptiness surround myself? 

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you have no idea how much I want for the fall season to come. Summer has never been my fave time of the year. Too much sweat, too much heat, being lonely all day, the internship to do (so it’s no summer at all), laziness for a creative soul is the worst because you wish for an “all day long drawing session” but you don’t feel like doing so. But let’s just take a minute to think about the fall season: beautiful fresh and warm colors, from the red and tangerine leaves to the ice blue and grey skies. September/October breeze and Halloween, hot chocolates and cozy scarfs, rainy days and nobody says that the vacation is ruined, you just enjoy them in your little home while having a tv show marathon. All your plants on the balcony are safe in your home because the air outside is too cold for them and you take care of them even more. I don’t know how it works for you guys but autumn definitely inspires me more. What about the cinnamon sweets? Pumpkin lattes? And a lot of good things. And all people noses turning that peachy red because of the cool weather. That’s why I love autumn, because of all the little things.  What’s your favorite season? And why? Let’s just share the love for what we like the most :) 

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a funny story: I was about to reply “LET’S KIT KAT” to my crush who texted me back “Let’s KIT” which stays for “let’s keep in touch.” and I didn’t know what “kit” meant.

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let me explain where I’ve been the past few weeks. As you know I got admitted at the design class so I was following the lessons and the projects of this school. I have to do a 2 months internship before the finals because we “have to practice what we preach” lol. I’m looking for a place to do the internship but the problem is that I live a bit far from the city and that there aren’t so many place -in the city- to do the internship. Another issue is that I did more than 3 interviews for the graphic designer job but nobody asked me about my portfolio but mostly about me moving in another city (I’m from Rome and i moved to Northern Italy). What has to do my personal life with graphics? I mean, you should judge my design taste. One of these interviews went well (but I got the feeling they just needed someone, it doesn’t matter the portfolio) and I still haven’t accepted the job because I want to be sure of what I’m doing, basically I need a job who will last in the future and not just 2 months for the internship. So yeah, that’s why I’m not always online as i used to be before. I hope  to find a creative place soon. 

And another thing, I need all your support for @keonemei (same name for all the social networks I have), my art. I don’t want to leave my art life. I love it more that everything and I really hope to see some love under my drawings. I’m considering to open an online store and commissions again, I have lots of projects in mind and I need your support to make it happen, like I’m not asking to buy my art but a thumbs up or just sharing is soooooo much appreciated. Thank you in advance 💙

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I’m editing the video of my trip to Paris and I’m kinda sad I didn’t film more. I only had my phone with me so I was saving the battery for family calls and emergencies :c anyway, less is more and I’m enjoying the short footages I got! Paris is magical. Def coming back soon again! I will post some photos later this week! ♡

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I finally slept a bit, I lost count of all the sleepless nights I had till today. I woke up with a good mood, had a good breakfast which is the most important thing to me along with my drawings and I’m lighting up my favorite candle, currently burning the fresh peonies one by Yankee Candle.  nobody is going to ruin my mood. they fucked up all my days the past few months. don’t you ever try to come at me with your negative vibes, stay in your lane and let me enjoy my Saturday. thanks.