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[abuzd]

:0 ! my remake blogggg after getting Scrubbeddd by [#the usual men] turned 5 years old just now 🥲 they didn't stop me lol and i was right 👀📊 happy birhday @ abuzd and rip angeltw and sickeda and All The Old Ones <3

[ravonixx]

did u know...........that we think you're really cool and nothing you do could change that for all of time, bc Who You Naturally Are is STUNNING? did you know that 👀 did u know 👀🤟

AAAAAA im so sorry i forgot to respond to this THANK YOUUU??? SO MUCH???? ;O;

you have the kindest soul!!!! and your style and vibes are so cool too!!! I'm so lucky to have you as a mutual + buddy, you're so sweet ;w;

[fairycosmos]

can i be your free range pet bog frog in australia 🥺

of course!!!! <3 puts you in a fun safe and appropriate environment

[headspase]

what do i do with a l l these c h i c k e n s*

**thoughts

[wounddread]

im so sorry about your immune system 😭 fawn response IS THE WORST!!! like is it not enough that trauma took so much away, they gotta make us think we WANT to feel that way?? 😭 the body really says "we're safer when traumatised :)" and brain is like YAAYAYY:)) 😭😭😭😭😭 and then DIAGNOSIS so cant even be like "theres nothing wound thats bleeding lol" YOU DESERVE BETTER 😭 daily sending u so much love i see you in my notifications and dash and send little angels to gently kiss your forehead and keep u safe 🥺

SOOOOO REAL ACTUALLY this is actually my theory because i have such a wild list of medical problems and nothing seems to make it better and it's worsened with trauma so.... my rheumatologist works at nasa 5 days a week "FOR FUN" but he cannot figure me out and he'll call me WHILE AT NASA like "soooo i asked my colleagues about you.... and they're stumped." i joke a lot about it irl because i have a very bitter sense of humor but idkkk.... the trauma may have legitimately done all this shit to me lmfao but it's also like. one of those things you can't open up to a doctor about either. because yenno. you live in the home that skinned you alive and the one with the carving knife is sitting right with you in that doctor's office. so LOL i have something called schrodinger's mcas which is like, a highly reactive syndrome where in my case at least ANYTHING can set me off. so if i get too excited or too upset i'll get hives + i can literally start bleeding about it. it really is like anything outside of the norm throws my body into overdrive. trauma takes so much away and makes you feel like you can't be or do anything without it. i completely completely understand and similarly i am 100% here if you ever wanna vent or have any questions TYSM 💜💜💜💜 you are such a sweet gentle soul skdfkd i deeply appreciate the concern <3 i absolutely promise i'm okay though :) i'm sending little angels to gently kiss your forehead and keep you safe too 💜💜💜 i genuinely wish you sweet and gentle rest. you deserve it.

[tearfulangel]

reminder that i love you always and think of you every day 🥺🤍

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! always and forever 🥹🤍 you’re always on my mind, always in my heart 🫶🏻

[slipnslideindustrialaccident]

Note to self: raven would like a sexy nun gnome for the garden 🪏

[feral-incision]

noooo HEALTHY GRASS!!! not “not so healthy” grass!! 😭 but yes drink water pls 🥺🙏🩵

O HELL LOL yes we would love to cloud watch with y'all! I miss playing in the grass 🥹