Whilst may not have been on a date with you, we spoke quite a bit a long time ago with the possibility of it. And I certainly wouldn't say you are unloveable, you were quite enjoyable to talk with and your genuineness was quite refreshing. There is nothing wrong with who you are so just keep being you and you'll find someone who isn't an arse and deserves you :)
Hey, thank you for that.It takes a lot for me to even gain the courage to go on a date. I never go on any because I always chicken out because i KNOW it will end with me being hurt. I didn’t even particularly like this guy, it’s just…the flat out rejection I think for something that I am that hurts. It wouldn’t hurt if it was something stupid I did because i’d be like “yeah, i deserve that”. It’s the rejection of liking ME as a person, no matter what I look like which just fuckin’ sucks. I have zero confidence as it is, and at this point, it’s like, why bother?