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[yorekiweek]

I'm gonna go for the 2nd week. The week before my Yogi and I have stuff planned for valentines day so we'll have stuff to contribute then.

Okay, awesome! We'll definitely keep that in mind when we decide what week we want. Thanks for letting us know! ヽ(*⌒∇⌒*)ﾉ

[raiinfaiiry]

hope you feel better

Thanks! I'm doing a lot better today. <3

[jimbly]

Ask meme

Tumblr not letting me answer ask.

ace5262 asked you:

purple, green, black

10 facts about my room 1. I have nothing on my walls 2. I have a medium sized walk-in closet 3. My room's natural state is explosion (I'm working on that though) 4. My bed is in a corner 5. I have Modal Beech sheets they are so soft and cuddley 6. I have desk with desktop computer in my room 7. I do not have a dresser or wardrobe 8. My room is next to Kim's 9. I keep an uglydoll from my gf on my bed (distance sucks) 10. I have 4 pillows 8 facts about my body 1. I am 6'4" 2. I wear a size 13 in mens shoes 3. I am colorblind 4. My sternum sticks out (pectus Caranatum) 5. My 2nd toe is longer than my big toe. 6. My eyes are multiple colors 7. I'm bendy 8. I have no piercings or tattoos 1 fact about the person I like 1. She loves tea, corgis, and her friends.

[ace5262]

So Just apologizing to everyone I've been grumpy and out of sorts since Katsucon.

[raiinfaiiry]

I think I made my Nezumi mad.....XDD 

Sorry!!!

[raiinfaiiry]

Katsucon Review

I am just going to put a Read More to that this post isn't forever long

After leaving Campus and taking the drive up to my home to get picked up by my friend we finally made it to Katsucon. XD I sighed my sigh of relief as we arrived and got checked in. I changed into my Outo Maid Dress for Sakura and went to meet up with Fai and Kuro. They were in other cosplays, (forgive my mind, I can't remember who). I meet up with them, got my hugs (Yeah!) and then went to Fai's room cause Fai had to change to do other shoots before Outo. While in Fai's room I finally meet Other Ed (or call her Frau, or Kuro-tan (since I have a kuro-chan) so yeah. XD). They got all their Kuro and Fai stuff done before we did Outo, but we were all worn out and tired and looking liked we were about to pass out. OH!! I finally meet Kuro-chan Syaoran! I loved meeting her and can't wait to hang out again!

Friday started out with my Original Design Alois Cosplay for my wonderful Ciel. We got some pictures in that before we had to go and change, (Ciel train was getting annoying, and the lighting was kind of bad. -shurgs-) I then changed into Lady England to walk around with Kuro-tan as England and her friend as Spain. It was cool to finally get some pictures of her, I hope I get to see them soon. :) After that, me and Kuro-tan RAN to get upstairs after we watched Fai and Kuro-chan walked by in Pandora Hearts, where we then proceeded to change into Alice and Oz to surprise Fai (Who also cosplays Break).  We went down to the Pandora Hearts Shoot, walked RIGHT by Fai (who didn't even notice us) and join the shoot. When Fai started to come over I, (as Alice) Started to yell at Oz (Kuro-tan). Poor Fai didn't even realize it was us until she looked at Oz's face. XDD She was speechless! It was fantastic! She didn't even realize it was me until I looked at her right in the face. XD it was SOO worth keeping the secret! 

So after Pandora hearts I put on my Flame Kimono for Sakura to go to the photos of the FMA wedding (not a real wedding), but my friend wanted to get photos of me in the Kimono anyways, and it was the only time I could wear it, so I did. XDD After that I put on my Outo Dress for Sakura (Without the apron) for my Panel, FullmetalTsubasa. It was a lot of fun. But sadly I didn't really act in character, mostly cause I pissed off, PMSing and I was sick. So yeah, I was pissed off at the world. After the panel I hung out with people for a little while before going an passing out.

Saturday started out with Punk Infinity Sakura, where we went outside to do photos...it was snowing......I was in a ripped up lolita Dress...I was freezing my ass off. But it was LOTS of fun! We weren't in Punk for too long, so after that I changed in Wonderland Sakura with my Fai. Here is a Pic: 

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So yeah, after Wonderland, and going to the Masquerade to cheer for friends we went and got changed into Pandora Hearts again where We meet this really awesome Oz! We got photos taken and it was lots of fun!! After the mini Pandora Hearts shoot Me and Fai changed into Outo again and went and participated in the 18+ Dating Game.....I was SOO scared and nervous!! But it was Lots of fun! And might do it again in the future (Only if Fai does too).

After that I went and passed out.

Sunday I was going to do Allen Walker...but I just wasn't feelin good. So I through my hair into my wig cap and through on my Sakura wig. Only after I dragged my suitcase to Fai's room did I get talked into putting on my Outo dress again. XD We got some shoots for Kurogane and Syaoran over in Germany. (they are planning payback...0.o). But it was lots of fun!!

I had a lot of Katsu this year! (even if the Jewish Con was a hassle (and I'm not being mean, but they were a horrible group) I mean, they cusses at me JUST cause I was in a made dress).

It was great to see everyone and I can't wait till next con!

[raiinfaiiry]

Last day of 2012

And I will be spending it at work, at McDonald's and then when I get off at 9pm I get to come home to drunk adults and get to play DD for the night....well DD is better then drunk drivers.... Oh well.

Anyways, my reflections on this past year. . . well it all started when I found...

Nah, just joking with you. 2011-2012 year started with my Surgery on Dec. 21 2011 and the removal of my stitches on Jan. 4, 2012. I was in a lot for the first week or two of the new year, mostly cause the surgery, but also because a co-worker elbowed me right where I had my surgery and I started bleeding...my Manager found me under a table in the crew room crying in pain. . . it was a long few weeks when I first went back to work.

After the 8 week recover I went to my First ever convention where I meet my FMA cosplay buddies. I love them oh so very much! Katsucon was A LOT of fun and it just got me addicted to cosplaying and just going to cons. I had so much fun meeting all kinds of new people and running around like a crazy person!

After that I just worked...and worked...I didn't really have much of a life. But we did have spirit week at work and I went as Edward Elric....I was also him at work Halloween 2011...XDD My nickname at work is now Elric. . . it is annoying sometimes. :P

But it was fun. My sister graduated from college in May and that was when I decided that I wanted to go to college. . and I got accepted to the school of my choice where I live 8 moths out of the year, I love it down there! Longwood Lancers for the WIN!!

Anyways, I went to Otakon in July where I meet the OH SO WONDERFUL Tristiahna. I love oh so very much! <3 I love my Ciel~  But in reality I was so nervous to meet her cause I did't want to sound like an idiot or even act like and idiot...XP But it all worked out and she is a really good friend now!! >.<

Yeah, after Otakon I moved into the dorms where I am a student and Longwood and am a major in Chemistry for the time being, I might be switching to something different..I am currently struggling in my major, big time.. ^^;

But during school I went to AnimeUSA where I meet Lostdreamz82 and Ace5262 Both of whom I am going to see next weekend! I am SOO excited! I can't wait to see them and take lots of pictures!!

XDD

But nothing really TO big, like life changing happened this year...wait I lied...their is one thing...I got a Tumblr...XDDD

[ace5262]

6 Things that that are most important to you?

Oh Wow... Well... May not be what your thinking that came to mind...

1) When I wake up in the morning and I curl closer to Luna and she grunts and presses herself closer to me and we lay like that for a few minutes and I tell her I love her and pet her tummy and she tilts her head up and gives me a kiss.... That is very precious to me.

2) When I'm at a convention with my Mage, and I lay my head on her lap or shoulder or she does the same to me. Doesn't matter what we're doing what cosplay we're in, just spending time with her and being able to relax. 

3) Good morning messages from the bookman, even if she is a stupid bookman. Awesome to feel cared about first thing in the morning, and she makes me smile just by being her. Even if bookman is crazy. 

4) Dancing with Zero at Otakon on the way to the shoot. Surprising me with a little origami rose, Never had a zero like that as Yuki and it made me so happy. And when she yells at me randomly in character with no prompt to. 

5) My stupid Moony who forgets about me a lot but when she tells me I'm important to her, and answers a rollplay we started almost 6 years ago once a month. Some things don't change even though our crazy lives have. 

6) My family when their supportive. My brother will come be there for me during the toughest decesions in my life and just knowing he's there and will support me is awesome. My dad when he hugs me and describes to me how the claymation movies were made at christmas even though he's told me every year since I was born. My mom when she hugs me after a stressful day. 

So in short Its not physical things... its the feelings I get when I'm with these people, My family, friends, my dog. The people who make my life worth living in little ways. I know its Christmas and everyone gets caught up in gifts and crap and its nice to be thought of... but Its really those moments throughout the year that make you feel wanted and accepted, loved and a sense of belonging and right that are most important to me. My greatest fear is being alone and forgotten about. Maybe I'm just sentimental cause my mom is in the hospital and things get put into perspective when you see her on a breathing tube. She's getting better but slowly. I lost my horse last month and still feel that emptyness that he's not there when I go outside and feel how lonely it feels to walk around the property without him being there. So whats important to me right now is the people and friends who give me little moments to smile and forget all the crap going on in my life.