Dec 6, 2014
so like if I can see Gunnar, and Trista and Mark soon that'd be a pretty cool thing. I don't have many friends anymore (outside of my band) so normal humans are necessary. I miss you more than I can explain and the guilt I carry knowing I can't come to you breaks me. There's a emptiness inside me I feel it daily even though we're still in contact. I don't know man I guess I just really let you in and fell in love with our friendship and the way you guys look out for me is incredible. I guess if you read this I want you to know I love you all and I'm doing everything I can to spend as much time with you as I can in the future... One love