#actor bee

[90sbee]

GOT.INVITED TO JOKN AN ACTUAL PLAY LIKE AN ACTUAL LPLAY WITV EXPERIENCED ACTORS AND I'LL GET PAID FOR ACTING LEIKE HELLO J AM SCREAMING NOT TO MENTION THE PKAL HAS THIS REALLY COOL CONCEPT HELLOOOO I CANT BELIEVE K COULD CALL THESE.PPL MY FELLOW CASTMATES HOLY SHIT IS THEATRE REALLT BECOMING MY SECOND JOB TBIS IS NUTS

[90sbee]

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[90sbee]

opening night is tomorrow and we got a huge storm coming but that is cool because performing hamlet in a library while there's thunder outside is what shakespeare would have wanted. also very sure that our dear shakespeare would be a lil confused at my character constantly talking about messi but i'm sure he'd understand

no i will not elaborate on how fulbo fits in hamlet. this is argentina. of course there was gonna be fulbo. y'all will see the vision™

[90sbee]

things i should be doing: going over my lines for tomorrow's rehearsal

what i'm doing: ??..?!???...!?

[90sbee]

only one month until opening night and oh god. the stupid nerves never leave, huh.

[90sbee]

i think it's really cool how my view of shakespeare has changed as an actor.

like i remember reading romeo and juliet in high school and finding it too posh, too sad. but as an actor you realise that it's not posh, it's just how he wrote, and also... it's not sad. it's just a play. doesn't matter how many high literature interpretation and analyses you put onto it, it was meant to be played. both senses of the word, you know.

if you remember it's just supposed to be a play, you can breathe. the deaths are no definite. they're supposed to happen, again and again, in thousands of other stages. romeo and juliet are supposed to fall in love again and again, hamlet is supposed to stay in elsinore again and again. everything was written taking into account that an actor would come up, steal a name for a while and then brush it off and go home

there is no tragedy in that, quite the opposite. tragedy would be if that's the definite answer, the last word. but romeo and juliet and hamlet and ophelia and laertes, they all get to live again and again, in a thousand difference faces. to experience a thousand different things. there is no tragedy on that, only an exploration of life.

and that is very soothing. knowing that the pain was supposed to be finite. and then you're supposed to go home. and you can watch that play forever, for eternity.

[90sbee]

i'd do anything to learn my lines. except for actually memorising my lines.

[90sbee]

i have decided i will just forever ride that high i experienced the time i was performing on stage and there was a random girl cheering for me and who then asked me for a photo and like. is that how it feels to have fans. baby girl i didn't ask for your name cos i was still processing the fact that a whole ass stranger was all over me but if you're single hmu 🙏