#actually vampire

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GUESS WHO GOT ANOTHER BLOOD FEEDING HEHEHEHEH

SAME PERSON EACH TIME

I THINK IT'S SAFE TO SAY IF I STAY HERE I NEVER HAVE TO STOP DRINKING HUMAN BLOOD

I HAVE A BLOOD DONOR

*happy vampire noises* ^_^

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Every time I get angry I go HISSSSSSSS

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Happy vampire >:3

(Photo taken by me, of myself)

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Yeah, I drink blood (really!)

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I hate calling myself "vampirekin" bc I'm on a physical level a vampire. I don't care if you think it's a delusion. I don't care if I don't have fangs. I don't care I can walk in the sun. I have enough physical things in common with vampires that I feel comfortable saying it's my physical species. I've drank blood. I turned into a bat before. I don't care if it was real, or a product of my brain tripping. I really think it's real tho coz I have witnesses. I was named "Ashley Rose" which sounds like "Ashes Rose" which is a reference to immortality. I was born in 1999 upside down 666 w a pointer down. My mom always looked at her teeth in the mirror and watched vamp films. Human food often makes me sick except meat. My brain only wants to sleep during the day and stay up at night. My mom was the same. I think I inherited my vampirism from her. Even if she never awakened. She never left the house and always felt like she was different. Me too. I can't have a bible in my possession because I always destroy them compulsively even if i try not to, and I have a VERY strong aversion to all abrahamic religions and am very compelled to dark, macabre, and satanic things, media, and ideas. I've seen my BROWN eyes glow icy blue in the mirror, and other people said they saw it too. Humans seem so docile and like prey when I think about my instincts compared to theirs. To explain what that feels like, it's like a lion living with domesticated cats. I feel the need to get violent when confronted with issues rather than talk it out. I don't get a life where everything in my brain is innocent and nice. I'm prone to survival instincts, dark intrusive thoughts, anger, feeling like they're being rude constantly because ofc a diff species has diff social rules (doesn't matter if i know other vamps either, u can isolate cats and they still have specific boundaries and rules humans don't)... and whenever I see vamps in films I feel like I'm seeing myself... like "OMG REPRESENTATION" oh.. did I mention I've drank a lotta lotta of blood throughout my life????? Yeeah. Hard to find other actual vampires bc you can't even find info on us. We're a govt secret. So the "vampirekin" tag is all i got. But it feels so fake.

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I told them I was a vampire, and they laughed at me. LAUGHED. and placed a container of garlic salt in front of me.

Sad day for vampires.

[realpersonscreams]

My bangs are always fucked up because I cannot see myself in the mirror…for obvious reasons