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Thank you so so much @bluechatterbox for this ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE illustration of my precious baby Gibby 🥹💖💚
LOOK HOW CUTE SHE IS!!! HER DRESS!!!!!!! AND HER HAIR!!!!!!!! WITH THE LIL RIBBON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
“Will you… tell me a story?” she asked. “A story?” He snorted gently. “You are not a child, Tabitha.” “I know, but… it’ll distract me,” she mumbled, snuggling into the pillow. “It’ll help me clear my head.” “All right,” he acquiesced, as that guilt brewed in his stomach again. Blood, darkness, honey. “How about Pride and Prejudice?” “You remember the whole book?” “I have a copy here.” He found the battered volume in one of the shelves in the sitting area. “I’ve read it many times.” He smiled at her confusion. “I stress-read.” To that she giggled. “Okay,” she said, and settled in. “Thank you.” It felt good to do this. Penance, for allowing such an atrocity to occur. The spine gave a familiar, satisfying crack as he opened it, and old book smell flittered in air. He laid the wand tip to the first page. “It is a truth universally acknowledged,” he read in his lowest, most calming voice, “that a single man in possession of a good fortune, must be in want of a wife…”
— Upcoming Chapter, Wren & Wraith
Thank you so so much to @myokk for this gorgeous piece of Ominis reading Pride and Prejudice to my MC Tabitha (Gibby)!! I love it so much 🥰📖✨
✨Meet my MCs✨
🍭☀️ Gibby
a.k.a. Tabitha Fulton-Smyth
"You're an actual wizard?" "… What?" "I mean, you know, you were born into this magic thing." A pure-blood, was what you meant. Exasperation filled him. "Yes. What of it?" "That's great, because I just wanted to know… erm… which way around does the wand go?"
A naïve, silly and gullible, but staunchly loyal go-getter with a very quirky Muggle vocabulary. She's bubbly, fun, loves a good prank and has a big sweet tooth. Although not particularly intelligent or studious, she is very compassionate and finds joy in the littlest things.
House: Hufflepuff 🦡 Blood Status: Muggle-born Ancestry: English/ Welsh 🏴 🏴 Favourite Food: Sweets, particularly bon bons, lollipops and strawberry laces. 🍭
Biography: Gibby grew up above her father's confectionery in Highgate, London. She has two older brothers, Connor and Ellian, and a younger brother, Thomas 'Tam', and attended school until she was ten years old before going to work at the confectionery. She wants to take over the business some day.
Her mother is Welsh; Gibby's maternal grandparents own a horse farm near the west coast of South Wales. As such, she's a proficient horserider, and also skilled at cooking, cleaning, sewing and other practical tasks.
She's needed glasses her whole life.
Once she got her head stuck between the stair bannisters for eight hours. Her parents eventually freed her using melted butter.
Owls and birds creep her out.
Her best subject is History of Magic, and her worst is... everything else.
Name Origin: From three common Victorian names, referencing her Muggle heritage, with a double-barrelled surname to better fit her more whimsical, magical circumstances. Surname pronounced ‘FULL-tun SMYth’ (SMY rhyming with EYE).
Nickname Origin: From the word gibberish, nonsense speech, a reference to the Muggle slang she often uses. Pronounced ‘JIH-bee’.
Art and Art Gifts:
🧹 Tabitha was absolutely NOT watching Jarvis Wang [soapallo] ⭐ Tabitha, Tara De Vries and friends [idrewastar] 🪙 Tabitha and friends sleepover [Lyworth] 📖 Ominis Reads to Tabitha [myokk]
Screenshots:
Tabitha's ⭐Victorian Education⭐
POV: You're about to be hugged (by @/amethystandemma)
#MCtober Week 5: Halloween
#MCtober Week 4: Fear
#MCtober Week 3: Amortentia
#MCtober Week 2: Friends (feat. Maeve Clancy and Siobhan Sloane)
#MCtober Week 1: Introduction
WREN & WRAITH Chapter 7: Prejudice
Birthday Smile
Distracted Girlfriend (feat. Allegra Chant)
When MC has a sweet tooth (with bonus shots)
My MCs (with Prim and Missy)
WREN & WRAITH Chapter 1: Same Old
Ominis and Tabitha in the Scriptorium
"Tabitha! Give me a boost!"
Ominis and Tabitha in the rain
Barfi (feat. @/whalesongsblog)
Stronger Than She Looks
Ominis Piggybacking Gibby
Gibby Paints a Portrait (feat. Aurélie Collins)
Glaring at Seb
Ominis and Gibby Standing Together
Ominis Reads to Gibby
Read her story in 🍭☀️A CRUELTY VIVID AND SWEET, 🌦️☄️ WREN & WRAITH and related stories.
Meet Prim here! Missy coming soon!
Gorgeous art by @lyworth!
🍭☀️A Cruelty Vivid and Sweet
Slow burn angsty Ominis x F!Reader [T-Rated, 5.4k words]
Never before had he really met a Muggle-born. He had no idea how naïve they were. How unprepared. Certainly, his family said they, and Muggles in general, were inferior, stupid, barely worthy to be at Hogwarts. Barely worth existing. But you weren't any of those things. You were just afraid.
In which, against the wishes of his staunchly pure-blood supremacist family, Ominis Gaunt befriends you, a naive Muggle-born Hufflepuff, and his life inexplicably changes.
Or, what happens when a pure-blood from an anti-Muggle family falls in love with a Muggle-born?
Tropes: angst/ romance/ drama, slow burn, black cat x golden retriever, opposites attract, forbidden love, pure-blood culture, canon rewrite, book!canon compliant.
[MASTERLIST][NEXT] [read on AO3, read on Wattpad]
TW: familial abuse, blood/ injury, torture, fantasy prejudice/ racism.
1: Strawberry Laces
He calls you Gibberish, because sometimes that's all you speak.
In first year, Ominis remembers crossing your path after the Sorting ceremony. You, a shaky little Muggle-born, near no knowledge of the magical world and its machinations, and the depths of its cruelty. You, who only enjoyed wonder in everything: every moving painting, the candles that floated untethered, and the way the air hummed with something else, something ethereal. He remembers hearing your distinctive voice in the foyer outside the Great Hall.
He remembers how you, somehow, managed to get lost.
Your upbeat curiosity pealed like a bell amongst the sombre tension of the first-year Slytherins. For some reason, your hair is what Ominis remembers best. Later he would find out it was thick, bouncy wild curls pinched into two pigtails at the side of your head, but the first thing he recalls is the smell, faintly of something saccharine.
"You're in the wrong place."
A pause, presumably as you realised he was addressing you. "Aren't we going to the form rooms?" you asked, that high-pitched voice like birdsong at dawn. It was hard to forget, given the nervous squeal you made when you were called up to be Sorted. It was already ingrained into his head.
"You're meant to be going to the Hufflepuff common room," he said, frowning. Form. What was a form? He pointed his wand at the Hufflepuffs heading the other way through the hall. "Your house is over that way."
"Oh!" You giggled, a sickly sweet noise, and headed over. "Thanks!"
How did you even get them mixed up? Ominis still doesn't know. He didn't think about you again until the next day, when term officially began Charms. By chance, he was seated next to you. That smell again, that voice.
"Have no fear, Master Gaunt," cheered Professor Ronen, "I will be giving you more practical assignments, so you don't have as much writing to do."
That was some consolation, he supposed. Practical assignments played to his best strengths.
When Ronen moved on to check Adelaide's technique, Ominis heard your chair squeak. Heard the hiss of your clothes as you peered over. Something rattled on your face – glasses.
"It's... Ominis, right?"
He pursed his lips, displeased at the interruption. "Can I help you?"
"You're an actual wizard?"
"... What?"
"I mean, you know, you were born into this magic thing."
A pure-blood, is what you meant. "Yes. What of it?"
"That's great, because I just wanted to know... erm... which way around does the wand go?"
That had to be a joke. "You can't be serious."
"S-Sorry, I swear I'm not pulling your leg." Pulling your leg? You laughed nervously. "It's just— my wand is a little crooked, and it doesn't have a handle, like yours— so I don't actually know if I'm holding it the right way up or not, and I don't want to blast myself in the face."
A wave of that saccharine soap again. Ominis wrinkled his nose and continued practicing Wingardium Leviosa. Swish and flick. "Can you really not tell?"
"No..."
You sounded genuine. Not joking.
Hmm. Never before had he really met a Muggle-born. He had no idea how naïve they were. How unprepared. Certainly, his family said they, and Muggles in general, were inferior, stupid, barely worthy to be at Hogwarts. Barely worth existing. But you weren't any of those things.
You were just afraid.
"It's the tapered point that's the end."
"They're both thin."
"Let me feel it."
You hesitated. "Feel— it?"
"Well I can't look at it, can I?"
Another moment of hesitation. An intake of breath.
"Oh!" You nearly blew out his eardrums. "Sorry. You're blind!"
"Well spotted."
"I didn't notice."
"I figured."
You made an indignant noise and handed it over. His senses immediately flooded. It was an intimate sensation, to hold someone else's wand, especially that of a near-stranger. To feel the springy wood beneath his fingertips, the coarse grains of the wood. A light wood, airy. He was no expert on wands, and certainly no Ollivander, but he'd been touching and feeling things long enough to recognise details most sighted people would miss.
Yes, it was crooked, an odd shape for an odd person. He drew his thumb up the wand's janky spine.
"That's the top." He held the handle and offered it back to you. "There."
"Brilliant. Okay." You took the wand back. Cleared your throat. "Here goes then. Wingardium Leviosa!"
Something shifted beside him. A soft fabric drew up against his leg, raising higher and higher, past his head—
"Wait," Ominis spluttered, "is that my satchel?"
"It didn't— oh!" Panic fluttered through you. "No, no, no! Stop, wand! Un-Wingardium Leviosa! Erm, Spellus Stoppus?"
He didn't know how you did it, but even when he told you the right orientation, still you managed to point it the wrong way, the tip facing the bag by his chair, and Professor Ronen had to instruct you on the correct way by using chalk to mark the right end – after he got Ominis' bag down from the ceiling.
There are so many things he still doesn't understand about you.
Weeks into first year, when he'd learnt to adapt to your strange, Muggle quirks, your funny language and unwittingly explosive efforts in other classes, the two of you were doing homework on the lawn with Ominis' Slytherin dormmate, Sebastian Sallow. Sebastian thought you odd, too, but he had more exposure to Muggles than Ominis did – certainly more than the anti-Muggle disdain he received at home – and quickly warmed to your jolly attitude.
"It's strange. My dad hears all the confectionary chatter from America. Apparently this thing called peanut butter is making waves over there now." You grounded the sugar quill with your teeth – Ominis could hear it like a second heartbeat. "Doesn't that sound disgusting?"
"It does," marvelled Sebastian. "Butter and peanuts? What a strange combination."
"I know!" You rolled onto your back – and Ominis caught it again. Your scent. So intrinsically tied to you that every fresh wave made him feel comforted somehow. "You can't just put those two things together!"
"Your soap," Ominis blurted, and the conversation paused so abruptly that his cheeks heated. "What is it? It doesn't smell like anything I know."
"Oh, yes." Your voice was contemplative, sheepish as you pushed up your glasses. "I brought it from home. It reminds me of my family. Smells like our confectionary shop."
That didn't answer the question, and by his expression, you knew it.
"It's strawberry laces! You know? They're strawberry-flavoured, and they look like laces..."
"What in Merlin's name is a strawberry lace?"
"It's a type of candy! They're chewy and sweet!"
"Are they laces for your shoes?"
"No! That's just the shape of them."
Sebastian leant over crinkly parchment. "Do you mean red liquorice?"
"Yes!" You belted it so loud Ominis fell back. "Sorry! Sorry, yes. Red liquorice. That's its proper name."
"Then why didn't you call it red liquorice?"
"... Because it's strawberry laces. That's what we call them. It's my favourite treat."
"But that makes no sense! Why not just call it what it is?"
"Is it a Muggle thing?" Sebastian asked.
"No." A beat. "Maybe?"
Ominis scoffed. "You talk so much nonsense I can barely understand you sometimes."
You spat out your tongue. "Oh yeah, Ominis Gaunt? Mister, I Cast Whoopy-Doopy-Goopy to make your Thingimajig Ringadingdong?"
He spluttered, exasperated. "I don't sound like that! That's— that's just gibberish!"
"... Wait, is gibberish an actual language? Because goblins speak Gobbledegook, so..."
Sebastian howled with laughter. Your naivety was kind of adorable.
"The only one who speaks gibberish here," Ominis said, going back to his wandwork, "is you."
"Hmph!" You enunciated your indignation with such purpose. "Then maybe I'm fluent!"
And you were. You still are.
Neither Ominis nor Sebastian let you live it down, and the effects rippled throughout the first years. Sebastian's sister Anne found you adorably strange and joyfully brazen. Your Hufflepuff housemates enjoyed your humour and shenanigans. Even outside of your mismatched little groups, others in the the year, like Amit Thakkar and Garreth Weasley, thought you were a hoot, the silliest Muggle-born they'd ever met. Gibberish was your native language, and they all agreed. Soon everyone gave you the nickname. At one point it became Gibby. You pouted at each mention at first, but you grew fond of it eventually – then wearing it like a badge of honour. You adopted it, made it your own.
And even into second and third year, when the magical world became more familiar, you were Gibby.
Of course, you were never Gibby when Ominis wrote home. You were never anyone. It didn't take Ravenclaw wisdom to clock that his friendship with you was never considered proper. Pure-bloods, you learnt as quickly as he did, were the superior blood-status, and Muggle-borns the dregs left to rot at the bottom of the scummy barrel. That Mudblood was a slur of the lowest calibre. Ominis was shrewd enough to lie by omission in his letters back home, when his parents demanded to know about his friends and alliances. He simply never mentioned you at all, and all your adventures were given to Sebastian.
That didn't stop them from finding out.
"Who is she?"
Father had marched him to his study, made him sit. Even though a fire roared in the hearth, the place was cold, a slick tar against his skin. Even in the plushest chair, a high-back velvet with curling arms, he was the most uncomfortable he'd ever been. Even though he was blind, he could feel his parents' gaze like the tips of a thousand knives, pressed to the soft flesh of his throat.
"She's— no one."
"Don't lie to me," snapped his father. His mother was silent but complicit, by the way she paced from wood to carpet to wood again. "Edwin Malfoy said his son mentioned you frolicking around the school with some Hufflepuff. A Muggle-born."
There was no way he could deny it. Damn Peregrine Malfoy. They weren't in the same year group at school; why did he have to mention you at all? Why couldn't he have kept his mouth shut? It had been three years already – what was another four?
Ominis contemplated what to say, urging his fingers to still, his toes to flatten. He could not betray his fear, betray the sudden rising heartbeat, the clamminess of his palms, nor the pure, unadulterated dread that roiled through him.
"It's— it's just Gibby," he forced out as calmly as he could.
"Gibby?" shrilled his mother.
"Not her real name," Ominis said quickly. "It's actually—"
"But she's Muggle-born?" his father demanded.
"Yes, but—"
"Have we taught you nothing, boy? Muggles, and their filthy spawn, are weak. Muggle-born magic is diluted, and therefore they are not worthy to wield it."
His mother was sobbing in the corner, like this extended hand of friendship he'd given to you, this supposed error, was grievous enough to tear a hole through her heart.
"Our bloodline is sacred. We are descendants of the great Salazar Slytherin himself! When you choose to associate with these disgusting Mudbloods," he spat the word, "you are sending a message that these interlopers can take our land, our magic and our privileges. They can encroach on what is rightfully ours. Did you know they used to burn witches? Even though, in every way, we are superior to them?" His father drummed impatient fingers on the marble mantelpiece. Each clack sent more and more terrified shivers down Ominis' spine. "A good thing Noctua went missing. Spending too much time with her addled you. Now we must have a more formal hand in your education."
Ominis didn't know how to respond to that. How could they say that about Aunt Noctua? "What do you—?"
A knock at the door cut through his words – Ominis immediately recognised the knock's low timbre. His older brother. Marvolo. Panic rendered him paralysed.
"Come in," called his father.
Ominis heard his brother's footsteps. Heard the cruelty of his smile.
"Is it time, Father?"
"Yes. Take him downstairs."
Ominis didn't speak. There was no point. Marvolo, of all his older siblings, was the cruellest, an exact replica of their father who despised Muggles and Muggle-borns, despised Noctua, and revered the family name and the bloodline as divine, rather than simply blood and sinew and a surname. His grip on Ominis' shoulder was hard enough to draw blood, curled into the muscle like claws.
They all went downstairs, silent. Ominis had never been to this part of the house before – sometimes, when the moon was highest, when he stowed quietly to the kitchens for a midnight nibble, he heard screaming. At first he thought it his imagination, the night playing tricks on his keen senses.
When he descended into the cellar, he realised for the first time that it was not the night's whims having their fun. The dark, after all, had never been so wicked to him before.
The smell was the first thing that hit him. A strong, tangy scent, coppery and unpleasant. Blood. He couldn't help a sharp intake of breath, which only left the taste on his tongue. The chill was second, as bone-deep as a tundra. By the echo of breath, the ceiling was low and poorly lit, for his father cast a Fire charm at the braziers besides the doorway.
There was a ruffle of cotton. A low murmur. Marvolo's grip ceased, and he roughly shoved Ominis forwards.
"Do you know what's in front of you?"
Tremoring, Ominis reached for his wand. In the time he'd bought it at Ollivander's, it had become something special to him. A way to navigate the castle, yes, but it was much more than that. Almost sentient. It seemed to know how he was feeling and how to react to it, just as it did now, pulsing like a wild heartbeat beneath his fingertips. At eleven he'd been sceptical of the phrase 'the wand chooses the wizard', but now he believed there was truth in it. His wand had shown him that magic was in the air, all around him – all he had to do was draw on it.
He reached out, trying to fit together the scattered pieces of feedback. The ruffles and strangled breaths and scratch-scratch of rope. The cold, as sharp as the ice they used to keep fruit and meat fresh. The overwhelming smell of blood and dirt.
"Is—" He shouldn't have second-guessed himself, not with his family present, but he couldn't believe what he was hearing, smelling, tasting, what he was potentially beholding. "Is that a person trussed up?"
"You missed an important factor," said his father. "This is no person. This is mud."
A Muggle.
The Muggle whimpered. There was some gag around their mouth, and yet Ominis deciphered every note of fear.
"But this is dangerous!" He went to hide his wand, but Marvolo's hand stopped him. "You shouldn't have brought—"
"We can do what we want," Marvolo said. "We're Gaunts, little brother, and this scum before you requires humbling."
Ominis swallowed bile. Perhaps errantly, your voice hummed in his mind then. Your laugh. He imagined hearing it. Imagined it was you tied to the floor.
"No," he said at once. "I won't do it."
"The Cruciatus Curse has been used to subdue our enemies for centuries." Pride flowed through his brother's words. "You should be overjoyed to have this opportunity. Your siblings and I were thrilled with our first Muggles."
They've tortured innocent people before. All his brothers and sisters – they'd all done it.
"But— I can't hurt them. T-They've done nothing wrong to me. They're just—"
"They are worms beneath our boots, and their very existence is an abomination." Marvolo gave him a rough jerk. "I taught you how to use Crucio."
Yes, but Ominis swore it was only for self-defence.
When he didn't reply, Marvolo spoke, "So cast it now, on the Muggle."
Ominis shook his head. Fear and panic ran his mouth dry. "I can't."
"You will, or so help me, boy, you'll be a disgrace to the family," muttered his father. "Cast it."
"No."
"Cast. It."
"I won't."
Marvolo's laugh rang out. "I didn't realise your spine was made of cotton, Ominis."
But Ominis was made of steel in that moment, for he couldn't imagine a better reason to defy his family than for the sake of Muggles and Muggle-borns. For you.
"I won't cast it."
"Then you clearly need some encouragement." And before Ominis could even process what that meant, Marvolo yelled, "Crucio!"
It was unlike anything he'd ever felt before. Pain, as he understood, was simply a reflex of the body to let the brain know something, somewhere, was wrong. A warning sign to cease whatever behaviour was causing it.
This was pain with no epicentre. There was no singular point that was bowing to the most pressure. This was all-encompassing and never-ending. This was his stomach and chest and heart, his brain and lungs, from the tips of his fingers to the knobs of his shoulders and knees and the ends of his toes. Every part of him, alight, doused in oil and set on fire through the concentrated rays of the sun.
Nowadays he doesn't remember that moment very clearly. The anguish was so great, he must've blacked out once or twice. Marvolo held it for a long time, longer than he needed to ingrain his foul teachings. All Ominis does remember is the pain, so acute that words fail to describe it, even to this day.
And the thought, back then, that his family could cause such pain, tore something inside him he would never be able to stitch back up.
When his brother released the curse, Ominis was curled up on the floor. Something wet lay beneath his cheek. Perhaps sweat. Perhaps spit. Perhaps blood, his own or the Muggle's. Perhaps even piss, for the curse had been too much for his bladder to handle. Every nerve ending on his skin was trembling. He'd let go of his wand somewhere in the room, and even now he couldn't sense it, like the pain had burned a hole where instead should be that bond.
"That is a Gaunt," said his father, pride sugaring his tone. "Your brother didn't hesitate."
Marvolo's voice was warm with mockery. "I have no qualms using the Cruciatus Curse on you, little brother, if it will teach you a valuable lesson."
What lesson could that possibly be? In the dizziness, Ominis couldn't untangle what the crucial moral was. It was a puzzle he couldn't solve, and perhaps never would.
"Would you like me to cast that on you again?"
"No!" Ominis managed to weep. He dribbled as he did, and shame burst through him. "N-No, please."
"Then get up," Marvolo hauled him to his feet, whether he was ready or not, "and cast it on someone who really deserves it."
Ominis is ashamed of the memory that follows. Sometimes he wishes he could alter it, pull it out of his mind like brittle thread and snap it into pieces, but then he wouldn't remember the valuable lesson he did learn that day. That his family were a cruel peoples.
And, as he raised his wand at his victim, that he was cruel now too.
"Crucio!"
Back near the end of third year, Ominis had found you climbing a tree on the school grounds. The wind was high and fretful – like his nerves, hearing you so far up, that carefree giggle carried on the current like bird's wings.
"Is that you, Gibby?"
"Ominis!" you chirruped. "You have to come up. The view is great!"
"I bet it's really swell."
"Sorry, sorry! I mean— oh, just come up! It's amazing, I promise!"
"You know you have a broom, right?" he called up, exasperated. "It's much safer than climbing trees! Where you could fall."
"I know! But this is all I've got back home, so I'd better get used—"
You let out a noise. The tree rumbled. There were four hard knocks that sent terror through him like lightning and a sudden thump on the ground like a knife to the gut. He rushed over to where you were crying out, breathless with pain. He'd never heard such a keening sound before, not in a physical, raw sense, where he could almost feel it himself. Pain that was almost too burdened to bear.
"Ugh, you're so foolish!" He nocked his wand skywards and sent out a flare. Hopefully someone would see it. "What have you hurt?"
You were in too much agony to reply – something had to be broken.
"I'm going to feel you, okay?"
You made a straggled noise he took for consent and pressed a hand to your arm. It came away wet. Blood. A broken and torn arm for certain then. You wheezed, too. Perhaps a broken rib. He pressed gently around, searching for the worst sources of pain through the leaf-ridden folds of your robes and shattered remnants of your glasses, but only when he reached forwards, felt the wetness around your upper lip and cheeks, did he realise you were choking from the blood of a broken nose.
He'd never felt a face before, not anyone outside his family. Yours was smaller than he'd expected. Your presence was so loud, so vivid, he'd expected you to match it physically as well. Even in the state that you were he could smell that sweet soap, and for some reason had the sudden urge to touch the rest of your face, explore how you were made, how the world shaped you.
"I'm going to staunch the bleeding." Instead he dispelled the thoughts and pointed his wand, enunciating as clearly as he could, "Episkey!"
A whip-like crack. You shrieked, but after a moment, your hysteria calmed, and he wiped the blood around your nose with his sleeve.
"I—" Tears filtered your winded voice. "I can't... move... my leg."
"It's probably broken too, like every other bone in your body," he retorted sharply. Good thing he'd had advance tutoring for healing spells. "I told you it was dangerous."
"I know," you bleated.
But his anger dissolved. There was no point rubbing it in your face. Whether he was right, or whether you had come down the tree perfectly well, you would've done it anyway.
"Can you last until someone comes to help?" he mumbled, lowering his tone.
"I can last."
"Good. I'll wait with you."
"Promise I... won't look into the light."
Ominis wrinkled his nose. "A sight joke now? Really?"
"No, no... it's a Muggle saying— never mind." A weighted pause. "Thank you."
He scoffed. "For being right?"
"Yes," you said softly, an admission. "But also... for being my friend."
Madam Blainey hurried over eventually and carted you away, cooing over your injuries, admonishing your actions, and Ominis stayed at your side until you drank every last acrid drop of healing potion, and you were fast asleep in the infirmary wards, at peace.
Even though you were silly, frivolous, an oddball who spoke fluent gibberish, he never wanted you to be in such pain again. He certainly couldn't imagine being the cause of it.
Which is why he swore on that day, after the Muggle had long since collapsed on the cellar floor, after his father and mother and brother delighted in his first successful cast of Crucio, that he would never again cause anyone such agony. Least of all you.
So in fourth year, he did his best to ignore you. To create a wide berth. And to find a way to escape his family.
He hung out more with Sebastian, even though his friend was slowly changing, ambitions growing. Both of them were equally matched in many things, like academics and opinions, and with Anne taking suddenly ill, trapped within the bindings of a unknown curse, Sebastian had his own demons about finding her a cure. They explored more outside – the countryside was huge, after all, and Ominis had always found the place intimidating for someone who couldn't see any of it. They lounged in the Undercroft more often – their own hiding spot to where they could escape the stress of school and home life and the increasingly pressing threat of a goblin rebellion. Mostly, Ominis went there to avoid you.
Sebastian quickly noticed you were missing from these adventures, though. Nothing much escaped his notice, even when his sister's illness consumed him – too shrewd to forget the giant girl-shaped gap in their homework brainstorming sessions, or learning questionable jinxes, or snacking on magical sweets. Ominis eventually confessed to what he'd had to do over summer – and what he would do to keep you safe.
"Very noble of you," Sebastian said, the wide, open walls of the Undercroft echoing his voice. "But you didn't have a choice."
"I did." Ominis shot at the dummy, again and again, to channel his frustration. "I chose to hurt that Muggle. I chose to cause them pain. And I couldn't have done it if I didn't want to."
"What else were you supposed to do then? Let your family hurt you again?"
"I should have! What I did to that Muggle... they're probably dead now..."
"Your family would've killed them regardless."
"That doesn't make it better!"
Sebastian yanked Ominis' shoulder, obliging him to stop, to listen. "You're being ridiculous. Your family forced you to hurt that Muggle. Now you're going to self-destruct an entire friendship because of them?"
Anguished panic stripped his insides raw, but he fought to contain it. "If they'll do that to some random person they found on the street, think what they'll do to her! My family isn't like yours, Sebastian. I can't risk Peregrine Malfoy telling on me. I won't."
Sebastian let out a singular, dark chuckle. "Don't you worry about Pretentious Perry. I'll sort him out." He exhaled, softening. "You ignoring Gibby isn't going to do anything but make you both upset. She's tenacious, and too loyal to us. She's just going to keep demanding an explanation until we give her one."
"Then she's going to be disappointed for a long time. Tell her whatever it takes to keep her away from me."
"You can't—" Sebastian let out a frustrated grunt. "You can't make me the mediator between you two."
Ominis turned back to the dummy. "I'm not asking you to. I don't care if you want to be her friend, but I won't. For her sake."
"Yeah? And what about yours?"
Ominis didn't have an answer for that.
He did manage to avoid you all autumn term. An excruciatingly difficult task, because teachers often paired the two of you together now – your chaos matching Ominis' order perfectly well. But he was cold to you, callous when you pried, outright mean when you demanded. You were as tenacious and loyal as Sebastian warned though. No matter what Ominis said, how rude he was, you never gave in.
Eventually the cold shoulder was all he could give emotionally. He was tired of drawing from the hatred that welled inside him, and turning it on you.
Over Christmas that year, Sebastian invited Ominis to stay with his family in Feldcroft, and Ominis agreed. So did the Gaunts, who knew the Sallows, albeit poor, to be a well-bred family, though perhaps less aware of Sebastian's more radical opinions on Muggles and Muggle-borns. It was good to see Anne, too – even sick, weak, body breaking down piece by piece by the curse, she was spirited and stubborn and filled the feminine void that was missing between him and Sebastian.
But she wasn't you. She could never replace you.
"Have you heard from Gibby?" she asked on one of her good days, when Solomon Sallow was mucking out the horses. She was tucked in bed still, wrapped in thick cloths and furs whilst the boys played Gobstones by the foot of her bed. "I miss her enthusiasm for Muggle sweets."
Before Ominis could speak, Sebastian declared, pouring on the smarminess, "They're not talking anymore."
"Oh?" Her curiosity was directed at Ominis. "Why?"
"We fell out," Ominis said through a clenched jaw, hoping his tone was enough to quiet Sebastian. "Nothing else to it."
"You and Gibby? Falling out? What did you do wrong?"
"Why do you assume it's my fault?"
"Because Gibby would sooner stake her own heart than argue with you."
Neither twin pressed, so Ominis didn't answer. Later that week, however, her prodding questions changed to sympathetic disagreement, and he suspected Sebastian gave her enough information to infer his reasoning. Unfortunately, Anne's thoughts on the matter aligned with her brother's, and though she frequently tried to convince Ominis of this fact, most of the time he couldn't stand to listen to it, and he simply walked out of the house.
She would never understand his decision. They did not have his family.
When Ominis returned to Hogwarts for the spring term, however, knowing Anne was partly right about leaving you in this middling state, he resolved no longer to hide behind feeble excuses. Sebastian was slowly seeking solace in the Dark Arts, something Ominis rejected vehemently, but even then there was safety with Sebastian's status that there never was for you.
He had to protect you by any means necessary. That meant it was time to end the friendship for good.
So it wasn't surprising when, on the first day back, he entered the Undercroft and found you standing there.
"Colloportus!"
The lock behind him clicked, the grille sealing shut. This infuriated him to no end – four years and your naivety still preceded you.
"You know I can cast Alohomora—?"
"Expelliarmus!"
The wand flew from his grasp, clattering somewhere to his left.
"That was excessive."
"Was it?" you challenged, coming up to him. Strawberry laces. "You've had the whole of Christmas to think about what a meater you've been, and I'm not going to let you start the silent treatment again."
Meater. Context was a useful thing at filling in Muggle-vocabulary-shaped gaps.
"How did you find this place?" he asked.
"I followed you, last term, when you were not talking to me."
"Why don't, for once, Gibby," he snarled, "you mind your own business?"
"You are my business!" you yelled – and there it was, the first inkling of pain. "Last year you were my best friend. You and Sebastian, and Anne too. Now she's sick and I haven't seen her in months, you refuse to talk to me and Sebastian won't tell me why!"
Ominis pushed out a laugh and ran a hand through his hair. Sebastian had done a terrible job at warding you away. Yes, you had spent more time with other people in your year, like Adelaide and Evangeline and Arthur, and Garreth, Leander and Cressida and even the new girl, Natsai Onai. But still you crawled back to him.
"Like I said, it's not your business."
"I'm not accepting that answer."
"It's the only answer you're getting."
"Is it me?" you flung out. "Did I say something wrong? Did you get fed up with me copying your homework? Or showing Natty around? I know you pretend to despise everyone in that house. Or maybe it's personal? Have I been annoying? Do I smell bad?"
You never smell bad. He opened his hand. "Give my wand back, Gibby."
To your credit, when he asked for the thing that helped him make sense of the world, you retrieved it, no resistance, and placed it into his waiting palm. The brief touch sent a pleasant, unwanted current tingling through his skin.
"Is it family?"
Ominis snatched his hand away. "No."
"It is. It must be. You stayed at Feldcroft all Christmas." You softened. "You know you can tell me anything—"
"Butt out, Gibby."
"Ominis—"
"No. Listen to me, because I'm only going to say this once. I'm tired of picking up the pieces after you. I'm tired of your clumsiness and your stupidity. I'm tired of holding your hand and coddling you. This world is cruel, and since you haven't learnt it yet, maybe you will now. You don't need me, and I certainly don't need you. So leave me alone." Then the word slipped out, unbidden. "Mudblood."
Your gasp was drawn out, a long inhale that sucked all the light over an arid horizon. Ominis immediately regretted it. He'd caused that Muggle physical pain, he'd been a silent bystander as you fell off that tree in third year, but emotional pain, the crossing of a line that could never be turned back upon, the shattering of your heart into pieces no spell could mend... that was worse than any Cruciatus Curse.
"T-Take that back," you demanded, holding back a sob. "Y-You take that b-back, right now!"
He didn't. All he did was turn around and cast the Unlocking charm. The grille lifted.
You sniffled. Tears splattered onto the stone. In that moment, your sweetness had been stolen, your brightness dimmed. All because of him.
"You're a beast, Ominis Gaunt," you yelled as the lift churned into motion. "I wish I'd never met you!"
And he left you there, knowing you were right.
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🍭☀️A Cruelty Vivid and Sweet
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"Kill..." He feels your hair dribble down, tickling his face. Your hand is shaking. The tip of the dagger teases into his flesh, drawing a meagre bead of blood, but you haven't pushed down yet. Still there. Still fighting back. He summons all the strength he can muster. "I love you," he rasps, letting the truth be known. "I would say it a thousand times over. I would let it be my last words. I would let my last thought be of you. All your strength, joy, laughter and love – I will remember it in this life and the next."
In which, stranded together in the Muggle world, you and Ominis make your final stand.
Tags: angst/ romance/ drama, slow burn, black cat x golden retriever, opposites attract, forbidden love, pure-blood culture, canon rewrite, book!canon compliant, comas, wizard in the Muggle world, wizard/ Muggle relations, innuendos, final showdown, domestic bliss, protective!Ominis, protective!Reader, minor sexual assault (not committed between Ominis and Gibby, the passage has been marked with /// if you wish to skip <3), coarse language (one f-bomb).
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11. Peace and Pain
When the dawn finally comes, bathing you both in light, he neither wakes you nor regrets it.
He spent most of the night with one ear on his surroundings. There is peace in the outside world, the fields of rye that susurrate in the wind, birds whistling that herald the dawn, the soft clatter of horse-drawn carts, a gentle rhythm of country life. It is beguiling, but it is a lie. He is not a normal man, cuddled next to his loving wife, this place a mere resting stop in the midst of adventure.
He is a blood traitor in search of sanctuary, and you are his illicit secret.
His other ear, however, the one he admittedly paid more attention to, was keenly trained on you. It heeded to your soft breaths in slumber, your odd whimpers, your funny noises. Turns out you snore a lot. And you shift, restless, one time swinging your arm hard enough to jerk him awake. You drool, too. You are so intensely, adorably human in your sleep, and he cannot find fault in any of it.
So he holds you close, believing the beguiling lie for as long as he can.
When he detects a change in your breathing, and you finally rouse, you croak a rusty admonishment.
"You didn't wake me."
He smiles. "Good morning to you too, my darling."
"Did you sleep?"
"A little."
"Ominis," you chide, but there's no real scorn in it.
He tilts your chin up for a kiss, but his lips meet the back of your hand instead.
"You cannot be that mad."
"No," you say, muffled and shy. "I just— I get really bad morning breath."
He laughs. Merlin, he laughs. You end up laughing too, and he takes advantage of the moment to pin your wrists above your head, giving him free access to your mouth, which he kisses, delicately, deeply, savouring your moan.
When you both break apart, he smiles. "I don't think you have morning breath."
"Wait, really?"
"No, but I shall have to kiss you again to be sure."
You laugh and find solace in one another's embrace again. The bliss cannot last forever, though, and eventually you pull apart to face the morning. Coventry is the nearest city – about a day's ride north, you decipher after consulting a map. So after washing and dressing and putting your parents' rings back on, reinforcing the marriage ruse, you go to pay the innkeeper and procure a horse as Ominis clears the place, vanishing the extra bed you never used and dismantling all the protective enchantments. If the Gaunts come through, he wants not even the walls to whisper in betrayal. He packs your things and leaves nothing behind, mumbling his thanks to the innkeeper when you both leave for the stables.
Things have changed now. It feels different around you, some strange barrier he didn't know he'd erected having evanesced overnight. Every touch makes him glow, every laugh sparks his heart. He knows this is what couples refer to as the honeymoon period – the time in a budding relationship where everything you say and do brings unbridled euphoria. At some point, that will dampen.
Or it should – somehow he can't imagine it ever will.
Being with you is so easy. Getting to this point was not, but the relationship part, the loving part, comes as naturally as breathing to a person, as magic to a wizard, as your hugs to his melancholy.
"If my mama asks," you're saying to him, as you turn them both around the corner for the stables, "we did absolutely nothing together last night."
He clears his throat, focusing on you. "Nothing. Understood."
"You definitely did not take my virtue."
"You are incredibly virtuous."
"Oh drat," you say, jerking him to a stop suddenly, "am I going to Hell? For doing the oodly-doodly?"
"... The oodly-doodly?"
"The marital act, amorous congress, playing the game of nug-nug—"
"Sex."
You hush him. "Don't say it aloud!"
He sighs. You can take the witch out of the Muggle world, but you can't take the Muggle world out of the witch. "I'm telling you, wizardfolk don't care nearly as much as Muggles do. And as you so kindly reminded me, you are not a Muggle." He leans close. "You certainly had no reservations last night."
He can practically hear you blush. "I don't regret it, I just hope I'm not a dollymop cursed to the fiery pits of oblivion, you know?"
With everything going on, it's almost... sweet, that this is the thing that occupies your mind. Not your broken family, not his, coming to kill you. Just the future. Just your love.
For another moment, he believes the beguiling lie.
"If that's the case, I'll be going with you, since I didn't wait until marriage either." He smiles, tugging you along again. "We can accompany each other."
"We would make a rather an attractive couple down there, don't you think?"
"Even Lucy would be jealous."
"Lucy?" You sound confused. "Who's Lucy?"
"You know, that demonic figure all the religious Muggles fear."
"... You mean Lucifer?"
Whoops. You giggle and he shakes his head. You can take the wizard out of the wizarding world...
He feels the dawn heat peel back once you pass under the stable roof. The place has that odour of the outdoors that instantly wrinkles his nose: hay, mud and dirt-clod animal hide. He takes a quick peek using his wand in his pocket; the horse you've chosen is a large stallion, restlessly stomping its hooves in the furthest pen. It ruffles as you prepare the saddle.
"You can ride this creature?"
"Mama comes from a horse farm in Wales," you chirrup. "She taught my brothers and me how to ride. I always loved it. Wasn't very good, mind you. Could never beat Connor or Ellian in a race. But I could out-side-saddle them all. My queenly wave is very practiced. I think I could give Vicky a run for her shillings."
You prattle on, but his thoughts ravel back to yesterday, when he realised just how little he was contributing to this journey. "You are... extraordinary."
"Honestly, Ominis. What have I said about flattery?"
"I mean it. You seem to have infinite knowledge about the Muggle world. I don't know how to cook or clean or sew. I don't know how to make a poultice or navigate a map or ride a horse. I don't even understand something as simple as Muggle currency. Everything I've ever needed was either handed to me or conjured with a wand. I can't help but feel... rather inadequate in comparison."
You seem thoughtful. "I suppose when you have no means and no magic, you have to rely on yourself. But that's the great thing about it." You take his hand, curl it close to the horse's nose so it can sniff him. "It's never too late to learn."
It licks his knuckles, a slick wet slug, and you press his hand to the horse, its softness surprising him. It's a little like a Hippogriff, fluffy down that disguises the strong and lean musculature beneath.
"Don't sell yourself short either," you say, taking your hand away, letting him pet the horse on his own. "You're far too smart to feel inadequate about anything. You're like my own personal encyclopaedia when it comes to magic, and you're the best spell-worker I know. You're a very good dueller too, could've given anyone in Crossed Wand a run for their Galleons, and you know my grades were always mediocre, so I wouldn't have made it through school without copying your homework. You're very meticulous and organised. It's not like life gave you an easy hand either, what with your blindness."
It is a small comfort to know you support him unwaveringly, and his cheeks warm at the rampant compliments. "I suppose."
"Oh," you add brightly, "and you're a very thorough lover."
He barks a laugh. "That might be the highest praise of them all."
You give his arm a cuddle. "Now, no more self-doubt. Coventry will have an owl post."
You help him onto the steed, and you sit in front. It tugs back a fond memory of you in fifth year. "I trust your horse-riding is better than your broom-flying?"
"Much better. For one, the horse can't go very fast with two passengers. Hold onto me, okay?"
He slides his hands around your waist, and presses a gentle kiss to your ear. "Gladly, my darling."
You puff up as you prompt the horse into a trot.
The hours pass, but with you it seems like only minutes. You describe the world to him, or share funny anecdotes, talk about random topics or admit your worries about your family. The sun beats down, tiring him, but he engages with you every moment; he could listen to you speak forever. There are moments, though brief, that he completely forgets who he is, what he's running from, the impossible task at hand. The beguiling lie that he wishes were true – just two friends, partners, lovers, on an adventure together into the welcome unknown, at peace.
Maybe someday it will be real, but not yet. For now, he must face what comes with his head high.
At about midday, you stop to let the horse rest at a local outpost, as you both snack on dried nuts, cheese and some chocolate bourbons.
"We ought to get our story straight, in case we have to talk to strangers," you say firmly as you crunch on shell. "I guess we can stick with Sebastian and Anne, but we need a surname. Oh, how about Butter? Yes, that'll work. So I'm Anne Butter and you're Sebastian Butter."
His brow slants in exasperation, but you continue.
"Now, our past. You and I... met at the local church. In Scotland. St... Slattery's Church of Holiness and Virtue. Yes. I sat next to you during the, erm, prayers, and asked who you were praying for, and it was love at first sight."
"... Really?"
"Sorry, sorry, love at first... sound? It doesn't have the same ring to it. Now, how's your Brummie accent?"
"No, no," he says, pinching the bridge of his nose, "I mean that if anyone cares to ask us for this much detail, we'll simply wipe their memories."
"We're not going to Obliviate anyone!"
"There's no way I can say St Slattery's Church of Holiness and Virtue with a straight face." He smirks. "Especially after last night."
You swat him. "Have some decorum, Mr Butter. We'll need to be prepared for any scenario. No Obliviate."
He sighs. "Can we at least change the surname?"
"No! It's cute!"
He acquiesces, because it's you.
On the road again, you fall into companionable silence. It never feels awkward, because you could, if you wanted, speak, but you're content to leave him to some moments of quiet reflection, and he's grateful. He isn't afforded the luxury of solitude at the moment, so it's kind of you to give him space for his thoughts. That you're happy to fill either role, stoic and chatty, reinforces how dear you are to him. It isn't long before you're talking again though, this time about the future.
"What about marriage? Would you ever want to get married? If it was your choice, that is?"
He keeps his grip on you steady. "I would, if it were to you."
"Don't get any ideas. Mama will go loony if I'm married by the time we get back, and Papa might just skewer you with a lollipop stick." You adjust yourself. "Do you have a dream wedding?"
"A what?"
"You know, a wedding you really want?"
He's never thought about it before. "Small," he says, the thought coming to him at once. "With only people I like."
"So that's, what, three guests?"
"You're teasing, but that sounds perfectly fine to me."
Your laughter rumbles beneath his arms.
"Your mama mentioned you had a dream wedding yesterday."
"Oh." You deflate. "It's silly."
He gives you a reassuring squeeze. "Tell me."
"Okay, well, suppose it's not the wedding but after. I don't mind where I get married, but I always wanted to have the honeymoon by the coast. Like a little cottage on the beach or something! That would be so nice. I want to pick out loads of conch shells and go swimming and eat fish and chips." You hunch. "Seaside honeymoons are really expensive though, and now I guess my wedding fund will go to rebuilding the confectionary, so..."
He drops his head onto your shoulder. "That sounds lovely, and I shall endeavour to make that happen. If you marry me, that is."
"Don't tell me that's your proposal."
"Of course not. I'd be much more romantic than that."
"Good, because I want you down on your knees."
He smiles devilishly. "That's my favourite position for you too."
"Ominis!" He laughs, and you let out a hysterical grunt. "You have such a filthy mind!"
"Only for you."
"Hmph! And there I was, thinking you were a gentleman."
"As I've told you before, Gibberish," and brings his lips close to your ear, "I never said I was a gentleman."
Your shiver feeds his male ego.
Tension rolls over you both when Coventry nears, close to sunset. The trees, tall and copulent, surround the roads leading to the centre of the city, and they rustle precariously as you pass through the wood. He is tired, ravenous, exhausted – and his tailbone shrieks in pain, but he's been quiet about it for the sake of the journey, so to know you've finally reached your first destination is nothing short of a blessing.
"Supposedly this is where St George was born," you say – instantly he can detect nerves. "I asked Professor Binns once, if it was true, and he went on for about two hours about historians argue about whether the dragon was a Libyan Lacerator or a Common Welsh Green. Doesn't really make sense to me that it's a Welsh one, I know he's the patron saint of England, but George was said to have originated in Greece—"
"Darling," he says gently, "I know you're nervous. Owl posts are open twenty-four hours, so how about we eat first, all right?"
The small goal seems to give you courage. "Okay."
After leaving the horse, you take his hand and guide him through the city gates. Coventry has a different flavour to London, and though some things they share, crammed streets and beggars and coal, it is also fresher here, and there is more beneath its working-class surface. Supposedly the city has become a boon for clock and watchmakers, you tell him over a quick pub dinner.
"I have an idea how to find the wizarding outpost. Erm..." Your spoon taps against the wooden bowl. "But it's a bit... controversial."
He huffs a laugh. "Controversial appears to be ordinary for us. What is it?"
"Well, we need to find another wizard to lead us there, right? What if we stand on a soapbox and just blurt wizard terms?"
He hopes his face conveys his utter bewilderment at such an idea. "Do you want to get us arrested?"
"I wouldn't be yelling magic is real, filthy Muggles or anything like that. Just saying words and phrases that only wizardfolk would understand. Like... Merlin's beard, or Diagon Alley, or Hogwarts, you know? They'll see we need help, and the Muggles— well," you chuckle, "they'll think I'm speaking gibberish."
He massages his temple. It's mad. Completely mad.
And it might just work.
"It won't be quiet," he says. "We won't be inconspicuous if you do that."
"I know, but we need to warn Missy, and we can't do that if we can't contact her. I think we're beyond the point of inconspicuous."
"It might alert my family," he says instead, the more pressing issue with the idea. "We might not have to worry about being labelled lunatics by the Muggle police or risking the Statue of Secrecy if they get to us first."
"If they do," you say confidently, "we'll run."
So he agrees, and after eating your fill, you both find a spot in the city's centre. A market square, dogs barking, awnings flapping, people chattering. It's not busy at this time of nightfall – a nice change of pace from London – but Merlin would he prostrate to his knees if it would give this even a slither of a chance of working.
"You don't have to stand so close to me," you say with forced brightness, going to the fountain. "You can hide, and I'll find you when I get some information."
Never mind that the Gaunts could appear at any moment, this will be humiliating enough with him at your side. "I'm staying."
You squeeze his arm in thanks. "All right then. Goodbye dignity." You clamber onto the fountain's base. Then you're belting out, as loud as you can, "MALLOWSWEET LEAVES!"
This is one moment where he is glad he's blind. At least he can't see the people in the square. See their reactions.
"EXPELLIARMUS!" you shriek without abandon. "JOBBERKNOLLS! DRAGON HEARTSTRING! HUFFLEPUFF IS THE BEST HOUSE!"
"That I must protest."
"SLYTHERIN IS ALL RIGHT TOO, I GUESS!"
"Oi," someone says, "get down from there and quit your yappin'!"
His face bursts with a colour he knows simply by feeling – red. He keeps his hood low as you continue, voice straining with each second. Please, please.
After a painful two minutes and twelve seconds (he was counting), he hears footsteps and a scuffle as someone yanks you off the fountain, you gasping out in shock. He's at your side in an instant, hand itching to draw his wand, nestled in his pocket, but he resists. There are too many Muggles present, and the last thing either of you want is the Ministry sniffing up your backsides.
Unfortunately the voice, female, seems as unfriendly as it is panicked.
"Are you insane, girl? What do you think you're doing, blurting words like that?"
"No, no—" You struggle to release her grip. "Please, you have to help us—"
"Help you?" hisses the woman. "You're threatening to expose us!"
Ominis steps bodily between you then, seizing the woman's hand and pulling it forcefully off. It works, and he keeps his arm in front of you, haunches up – your hands brace on his back. "We're lost in the city. We've travelled a long way and we need the nearest owl post office." He forces his voice to calm, soothe. "I apologise for her outbursts, but we didn't know how else to find... others like us in the city."
"And that's the best way you thought to do it? The youth of today and their reckless ideas!"
"Please," he says again. "If you could tell us where the nearest owl post office is, we'll be on our way."
"And out of your hair," you squeak, more timid he thought possible, "promise, ma'am."
He hopes this woman knows what out of your hair means.
A second passes, then two, before she relents, stepping out of his personal space. "There's lots better ways to find the entrance to the magical world." Her teeth grind with displeasure. "Next time use a little common sense."
He didn't realise he was holding his breath, and it whooshes out of him. "Thank you."
"Follow me, and for Merlin's sake, keep quiet."
He loops his arm with yours and follows on antsy heels. You don't seem particularly relaxed either as you keep a taut hold on his arm, unwilling to even let the smallest space separate you. You guide him behind the woman down a few streets until the woman stops. Judging by the noise lilting from the doors, music and laughter and drinks clinking, it's the public house. Good.
"Thanks for stepping in," you say quietly, after the woman leaves. "She was really quite scary. You should've seen her face! Like Professor Sharp's every time Garreth blew up a cauldron!"
The sounds inside the pub, called Spick and Span, are deafening. Toasts turn into glass vibrating with each clank, laughter turns shrill and piercing, music turns into some gramophone spitting a grainy but upbeat tune, tumbling through the din like pebbles. The people, you say, look like witches and wizards – funky cloaks and outrageous hats – so you ask the bartender how to access the 'Diagon Alley' equivalent – apparently called the Glamour Ginnel.
"Ah, you'll be wanting the portrait." His accent has a musical drawl. "Go 'round the corner, you'll know what to do."
You go around the corner as instructed – Ominis scents paint lacquer and wood.
"Wowee, that portrait is huge," you say.
"I'm afraid I'll have to rely on you to decipher how it works."
"Well," you say, clearly flummoxed, "it's... an enclosed street with lots of shops. It's really nicely painted."
He takes your hand. "Touch it."
"Just... touch it?"
"Mmm."
"Okay..."
Your fingers graze the oils – then he is being sucked through, your scream supple and strange, until he is stumbling forwards, hand still in yours, on cobblestone in fresh air.
"Wow, it— the painting! It took us right there!"
He takes a moment to steady himself, but even without his sight, he knows you've reached the magical side of the city. Magic pulses around him, suffusing the air like mist, and his displacement peels away for relief. Tentatively he pulls out his wand, and when you don't stop him, he draws it in the air, and the world comes to life beneath his fingertips. It isn't unlike Diagon Alley with its clustered shops and crooked buildings, but it is much, much smaller, an enclosed street like you said, and there are far less people that wade through his senses. It's far past closing now, and each shop has its double doors, converted stables, sealed tightly.
The quiet hums a pleasant melody of night. Things aren't so different, no matter the south or north, and there's a cosiness to the Glamour Ginnel that Diagon Alley lacks. It would be nice to stay a while, look around, browse...
But then he remembers – this isn't a fun little holiday. He hunches his head, tugging his cowl over his face, hoping to hide his distinctive eyes.
The beguiling lie.
"See a post office?" he asks quietly.
"Yes," you mumble, "two shops away."
So you go, and he keeps his wand clenched in his grip. It reacts to his tension, pulsing frequently, refreshing the area as people move. A group of witches whinge as they pass to his left, revellers enjoy bottled Firewhisky by another open pub, and someone strolls behind him. Ominis makes a mental note to track their position.
The owl post office is mercifully empty when you both clamber inside. Quickly you cover cost for a letter and one owl, quill dipping into ink to scribble the circumstances of your impending visit. That you're in Coventry right now, and it'll take a few days to reach Yorkshire.
That his family are actively searching for you.
Just as you roll up the parchment and tie it neatly with a bow, his senses prickle. He palms his wand, asking it for a fresh image of the area. It obeys, reminding him what is where – and something catches his notice. That same person who was walking behind him outside the post office, tucked into the open doorway opposite. The hairs on his neck rise. They haven't moved since you entered the building.
"Gibby," he says quietly, "I think we were followed."
You hand the letter to the clerk, offering Missy's address. "What? By who?"
"I don't know. There's someone outside who seems suspicious."
"It could be anyone." But you don't sound convinced, and you're not stupid enough to test it. "What do we do?"
"We have to assume we've been compromised."
"All right. I can Apparate us to the horse."
"No," he says. "We must assume everything has been compromised. Horse included. If we Apparate there we don't know what will be waiting for us."
"So then, we... what?"
"We sneak out the hard way."
"Disillusionment will be too weak."
"I mean," he says, "we blend in with the crowd. Put your hood up."
You do. "You can't use your wand too much. They'll recognise you."
"I know." His heartrate jackhammers. "You have to lead me."
You loop your arm with his, no hesitation. "All right."
He was right to be suspicious. When you exit the shop and quickly curve back towards the exit, the body stands to attention and follows. Whoever they are, they must not know you know they're tailing you, a small advantage if there was one. He isn't sure how he feels so calm, but perhaps because you're with him, and you need his reassurance, his hand squeezing your arm, that he's finding it in the deepest pits of his chest. He doesn't want you to worry or fear, even though the circumstances call for it.
You almost reach the entrance when a spell is cast.
"Impedimenta!"
He pushes you forwards before it hits you, and his movements slow at once. It takes him another second to recognise that voice.
"Thought you could run, did you?"
No way. No damn way.
He clenches his wand, detecting an overpriced cologne and hair product. His insides cinch with fear – for you, scrambling to cease the Slowing jinx. There's no doubt now that this will end in confrontation.
"I told all of them," said Peregrine Malfoy, sneering, "that you were a pathetic weakling. I warned Dorothy to watch it with you, but never did I actually think you'd have the guts to run away with the disgusting bitch of a Mudblood—"
"Oscausi!"
Hs mouth snaps shut, and you grab his arm.
"No time for that same-old spiel, Perry! Let's go, Ominis!"
Merlin, as if he can't be any more in love with you.
With your cover blown, you seize his arm and run. His back prickles as more people make to follow, and he anticipates the jinxes and hexes flying his way. He blocks them with non-verbal Shield charms and flings back his own, exploding at their feet, flipping them in air, whatever it takes the put distance between them and you. Without his sight, his other senses are better, stronger, and because of it he can anticipate his opponent's actions by their movements alone. Tells they give away, a foot grinding into the dirt or a grunt of anticipation. There's truth to what you said – he's a damn good dueller, and he burns with the need to prove you right.
You fling yourselves out the portrait, and take his arm at once. Apparition spits a dizzy warble through his bones, and it takes a second to gather himself. In the middle of the wood, close to where the horse was tied up in the stables – but not next to it. You both cast Disillusionment at once.
"Anything?" he asks.
You peer through the trees. "Can't see anyone. You?"
He casts his wand out. No. Not a single soul that would catch his attention, and he shakes his head.
"Make a run for it?"
His brow tenses. "It's too easy. If they know we're in the city, why haven't they cut off all possible exits?"
"I don't know, but if Peregrine's here, the rest won't be far behind. If we're going to go, it has to be now."
He curses beneath his breath. The walls are closing in – the Gaunts, catching up. He cannot afford to make mistakes now.
"All right," he whispers, "but go quietly."
You both manage to make it to the horse without incident. He dispels Disillusionment when you help him up, swiftly preparing the horse to run. He keeps his wand clenched in his grasp, even as he puts his hands on your waist, to detect for signs of enemy life. The horse pushes into a gentle trot, then a canter, then the drumbeat of a gallop with your hurried encouragement, and soon you are leaving Coventry behind.
"I-I think we made it!" you say, breathless and relieved. "I think we'll be okay!"
But he doesn't believe for a second.
And he was right to.
He becomes keenly aware of pursuit not two minutes after you've left the city.
The horse hooves batter the ground, disturbing the rush of brooms in air and the crack of rapid-fire Apparition behind. It becomes quickly apparent that the window to escape hasn't just narrowed – it has sealed shut completely.
"They're behind us!" he roars over the wind. "You need to Apparate us away!"
"Where?"
"Anywhere!"
"All right," you let go of the reins, and he tightens his hold on you, "then brace—"
The horse explodes off its feet, sending you, and Ominis, flying. He doesn't even get to register the spell that hit its hindquarters, no doubt meant for him, before he hits the ground, shoulder lurching, insides splitting, nose cracking. He rolls to a stop at the foot of some tree and curses, snatching his wand at once. The wood encapsulates him, blots out all other noise, and he quickly presses his back to the tree. There's movement behind – not far behind at all. No, no. A tight sensation squeezes at his shoulder again, the wound from yesterday splintered at the seams, and he hobbles forwards, desperate to detect you before they do.
Where are you? He sends the thought into the universe.
A rumble ahead causes him to stop sharply, but he cannot identify the sound. Like rolling thunder trapped in an echoing cavern, and an acrid smell erodes the air. Footsteps clamber behind him, and he bolts forwards into the wheat, throwing up Disillusionment.
Compose yourself. Focus. He forces himself to control his breathing. There is no escape now, but that doesn't mean he has been defeated. Yet. The silence is worse than sound; he must find you. His wand hand trembles, pulsating intermittently, attuned to his heightening terror as he continues to search the area. You can't be far. Please don't be far.
"There's nowhere left to run now, little brother!"
His spine almost buckles at the voice. That damn sneer. Marvolo isn't far away. Shit. He has to find you, now.
Because if he doesn't—
His brain doesn't let him finish the thought. He concentrates on maintaining Disillusionment and masking his footsteps along the forest floor. Ironic how he tries to mimic the way a snake undulates along the ground, slipping towards its prey.
He hears spells fire off somewhere to his left, and his heart ratchets. Someone grunts – it sounds like Lenore.
"Stupid Mudblood!"
Oh no. He pivots left and quickens his pace, wand up.
"Come out! We know you're here!" Marvolo taunts. He's closer now, closer than he wants to risk, voice echoing off every tree stump. "Is this really how you choose to die? Hand in hand with a filthy Mudblood?"
His pulse roars down his veins, but he keeps going, closer and closer, to where he heard your voice. All he has to do is grab you. Then you can both Apparate away, literally anywhere at this point.
He senses you almost immediately. Your body is so familiar to him now that he immediately knows you by your curves and dips, and his blood hikes as he sprints in your direction. You turn sharply, and then he's grabbing you.
Your wand jabs into his throat.
"Petrifi— Ominis!"
He holds tight. "Apparate us. Now."
"Okay!"
But he stays rooted to the ground.
"I— I can't." Panics sets in, your inflection jumping. "I can't."
He tries then too. Feldcroft. He can smell it so clearly, honeysuckle and damp stone, feel it, the cold Scottish air pressing against him, flavoured by the chilling wind, hear it, that unbeatable countryside quiet, the crickets, the owls at night, the people in the day. But though he can picture it so clearly, so vividly, he does not disappear.
"I-I don't understand," you say. "Why can't—"
"Stupefy!"
He shoves you down, the curse slicing past his arm. You recoil.
"Confringo!"
The curse explodes at Raven's chest, and she cries out. Despite it all, pride rears through him. That's my girl. He snatches your arm and yanks you further through the wood, but your grip trembles.
"Why isn't it working?" That you are so scared, so afraid, makes him churn with rage. "I-I swear I'm really trying—"
He swears. "They've cast an Anti-Apparition jinx."
"What?" You go to look up, but he pulls you, and now you're both running, running as fast as you can go. "But then how do we escape?"
You're far enough away now, but the Gaunts won't be far behind. There's no more time. He turns to you, then pushes you ahead.
"You run. Get out of here, if you can get out of the jinx's range then do it, but if not, use Disillusionment and hide. Do you understand?"
"But—"
"Run, please." He doesn't have any more energy to exercise on keeping you safe. "Don't make me beg."
"So you can fight them all by yourself? No."
He clutches your arms. "Gibby, you are the love of my life, and if you get hurt, I will never forgive myself—"
"I am not leaving you."
"For Merlin's sake, you and your damn loyalty!"
"You really want to argue about this now?"
"If I lose you, I—" The very thought breaks him. "I'm terrified I won't be able to protect you."
"You will," you say, "just as I'll protect you."
He holds you for a second longer than he should, committing your details once again to his memory. Never, when he first met you in Charms all those years ago, did he anticipate that your years together, laughing, arguing, fighting at each other's side, would come to this. Never did he think that you, a naïve Muggle-born Hufflepuff who once couldn't hold a wand correctly, would be here, willing to do anything to keep him safe.
If there were thousands of people offering themselves at his feet for his love, each time, he would choose only you.
"I don't have a plan." He prides himself on being the organised one, and yet now, when it matters most, he is completely unprepared. "Nothing more than— than fighting back."
"I have an idea. You stall them." Your voice catches when overwrought grass crunches beneath eager footsteps. You pull him down and peck his lips. "And stay alive."
"What? That is not a plan—"
But you leap into the cover of night, away from the approaching hunters. What the hell sort of half-baked idea is that? But there's no time to call after you. He grips his wand, though it trembles, and turns.
It is time to face his makers.
"There you are. Confringo!"
He doesn't verbalise the Shield charm, just splays his wand, and the spell goes wide, into the air. Raven laughs.
"Nowhere to hide now, is there, Omi?"
"It doesn't have to be like this," he tries, though he knows it will be in vain. "One of you can marry Dorothy. Let me go."
"After you embarrassed us? After you set all our house-elves free? The Ellingboes want nothing to do with us! We're the laughing stock of society! You've condemned us to ridicule and poverty!"
"Then burn me from the family tree! Cast me out of society, shun me, I don't care! Just let me be free."
She shoots another spell; he blocks. But something crashes to his side – another hard blow of a hex – and he staggers back, stars bursting through his skull.
"Where's your Mudblood bitch?" Lenore snarls through the throbbing in Ominis' ears. "Where is she?"
He manages to stagger back in time for her next curse. "Gone," he rasps. "Leave her out of this."
"She seduced you, you little runt," she says, panting manically. "You kneel at the feet of anyone who makes you feel worthy, is that it? You slurp up her praise and fancy yourself in love!"
Grass rustles. Another three bodies appear in the clearing behind him, and he needs not hear their voices to know who they are. They surround him; he's trapped. Still he holds his wand aloft, determined to survive, to live, because he is so tired of pretending to be something he's not. His wand responds in kind, sculpting their auras into shapes, calculating the distance between them by their heartbeats.
If he stalls them, at least it will spare you their wrath. Their vengeance. It burns from them like flames, and he doesn't know how long he can withstand the heat.
Grimsley cackles suddenly, muttering in Parseltongue. "On your own! By yourself! Little weakling brother!"
"She's left you," says his father, and smugness washes through him in exaltation. "She's turned her back on you. That is the Muggle way, Ominis. That's what you chose to abandon us for!"
"I left you because you are all insane!" he shrieks. "Because all you care about is blood!"
"Shut up!" Grimsley yells. "Expulso!"
Ominis raises his wand on instinct – he doesn't even call the Shield charm, yet somewhere to his right the spell connects, exploding soil and debris.
"I left," he yells, even as they stare him down, "because you tortured me for your ludicrous beliefs! Because you are drunk on some fanatical idea of power, and you murder innocent people for it!"
"Muggles deserve it!" yells Marvolo. "Didn't you learn anything over the years? One day they will eradicate wizardkind! One day they will try to claim our power as their own! Mudbloods are only the start."
"A ring!" Raven suddenly shrills. Ominis' stomach turns. "There's a ring— on his finger! You— eloped?"
He'd completely forgotten – the marriage ruse. His throat goes dry.
Marvolo's laughter scathes. "You married the Mudblood?"
"So what if I did?" Ominis barks.
"You've consummated it too, I bet. Seeding yourself in her filth." His derision rings out. "You chose a Mudblood whore over your own family name!"
Ominis seethes.
"Fuck the family name."
Grimsley screams. "You little—"
"Expelliarmus!"
He yelps as his wand flies through the air. Ominis pivots. No, no, no—
"Common blood rat!" Raven yells. "Where—?"
"Expelliarmus!" Her wand goes flying. Your voice echoes from a different spot now. This time, he's tuned in enough to hear that hiss of Disillusionment. "Expelliarmus!"
In such oppressive darkness it will be impossible for them to find their wands. He remembers, perhaps with poor timing, that time in the Undercroft that you used that spell on him. Not incompetent.
His father's wand scatters from his grip. Only Marvolo is left. Until—
"Expelliamus!"
"Protego! Incendio!"
"No!" Ominis screams, but too late – the flames burst outwards, incinerating half the clearing in seconds. "Gibby—"
You stagger outwards, to his left. "Aqua Eructo!"
"Stupefy!" Marvolo cries.
Ominis raises his wand to protect you, distract, something, but both Grimsley and Lenore tackle him – and unprepared for a physical blow, he hits the ground, wand scattered, arms pinned down, face crushed into the dirt. He's left helpless to listen to you and Marvolo duelling, trading spells, him laughing, you grunting. With Slytherin's locket boosting his Dark Magic, Ominis knows he's toying with you. He's holding back. For fun.
"That magic you wield doesn't belong to you!" he yells. "Filthy Mudblood thief!"
"That so?" you jeer. "Come and take it from me then!"
"That's the problem with you Muggle spawn. You are weak-willed." He sneers. "I don't need to take my magic back from you. You'll give it willingly. Because I know there's something you care more about. Or rather, someone."
And he pivots – Ominis hears it – to face him.
"Crucio!"
"No!" you shriek.
He braces for pain that never comes.
Then you're screaming.
"No—" Too late he realises what you did. "No!" He writhes to free himself from Grimsley and Lenore's grip, but they don't relent. "Stop! Please!"
Marvolo ceases the curse. You collapse to the ground as he summons all the wands back.
"How gallant," he sneers. "Jumping in front of him. You're going to regret it by the time I'm done. Crucio!"
You scream again.
"No!" Ominis screams as well, wrestling to break free. "Stop this, please. Let her go, she's innocent!"
When Marvolo ceases the curse, laughing to himself, laughing at you, you're curled up on the ground, barely conscious, and your hands paw for purchase through the torn dirt.
"Innocent?" he laughs. "No Mudblood is ever innocent for what they've stolen! Incarcerous!"
Rope binds Ominis' hands and feet. He struggles, but it cuts into him, drawing blood.
"You're going to lay there helpless, little brother," Marvolo says, "and listen to your precious wife suffer because of you."
You spit suddenly, then get to your feet. He hears you pant, your chest struggling to keep you awake. Yet you come to stand in front of him protectively.
"I-I won't... give in. Y-You won't... ever make me."
"Just go," Ominis implores. "Run, please..."
"You should listen to my little brother, Mudblood," says Marvolo coolly. "Run. Leave us. Save yourself, as all you Muggles are wont to do."
You don't move.
"I'll die... before I step aside."
Ominis bows his head, despair tearing through him. My tenacious, loyal girl.
Now you will die for it.
"A mouthy Mudblood," his father says. "If that's what you wish, you'll regret ever opposing the Gaunt family. Crucio!"
Pain arcs through you again – this time, your screams damage his ears. His father and Grimsley and Raven and Lenore cast it along with him. Again and again. Over and over, your agony becomes the breath in his lungs. He will never purge the echo of it from his mind.
"Let her go, please," Ominis sobs now. "Let her go— I'll do anything—"
"It's too late for that." Marvolo strides to him, grabs his hair, yanks him back so it's impossible to muffle the sound of you. "Listen closely."
You stop screaming – the pain is so immense you cannot draw enough air – but he feels it, each gasp of breath its own lacerating wound. Marvolo keeps him upright, forcing each horrid cry and yelp, as you claw at the grass, as you struggle and writhe, to ingrain into his being like burning scars.
"Gone and done it!" Lenore cackles. "She pissed herself!"
"Mudblood filth, pissing herself!" cries Grimsley in Parseltongue. "Make her sick! Make her sick!"
"Be sick, Mudblood! All over!"
They release the curse again, and you barely move. He trembles, tears streaming down his face. I promised never to cause you pain. He'd rather welcome death than have you suffer anymore.
"Take me instead, please."
"Your begging is pathetic," Marvolo snarls, grip like talons. "You were always our greatest shame. As weak-willed as her. Why don't we find out how much we can break her mind?"
He understands the meaning too late.
"Imperio!"
His heart lurches at your sudden intake of breath. He doesn't even bother to beg now, because he knows Marvolo won't listen – none of them will. Nausea roils through him as you get to your feet.
"You love my little brother, do you?" Marvolo shoves Ominis to the ground and steps back. "You think you can spoil him with your scummy muddy blood?"
Tears stream down Ominis' face, but the Incarceration spell holds him back, and he's helpless as you hum, acting as if everything is all right. A sense of peace has overcome you, but it is just another beguiling lie.
"What shall we have her do?" asks Marvolo.
"Vomit!" yells Grimsley. "Chuck it, Mudblood! Embarrass yourself!"
///
"I think we should go bigger." His father's cruelty singes. "Strip, girl."
"No—!" But the ropes cinch, and Ominis writhes. "You sick bastards! Don't you dare— don't you—!"
"Do as he commands," cuts across Marvolo. "Strip."
And slowly, you obey. As Ominis screams, you unlace your skirt, the fabric pooling at your feet. Your petticoats go next, fluttering down, then the stays; it thumps on top of your other clothes, and you tug off your garters, until you're only in your chemise. Arms and legs bare. Anymore, and you will be naked.
"Ew!" Grimsley says, laughing.
"She's disgusting!" Lenore makes retching noises. "Look at the ugly flesh of her bare skin!"
He promised long ago that he wouldn't ever sink so low as to use Dark Magic, but in that moment, as this horrible atrocity is committed against you, as they mock and taunt and pinch you, exposed and vulnerable, he burns with the violent desire to obliterate them all.
"Stop," says Marvolo, before you can remove the last layer, but it isn't through kindness or pity. "I don't want to see anymore of her hideous body. How about you... dance." There is some hesitation, prompting Marvolo to growl, "I said to dance, Mudblood."
You must do something. You love to dance – but even this sacred part of you is spoilt, tainted, as you bare the dearest part of your soul for their entertainment.
///
"Do you feel the weight of our might now, little brother?" Marvolo calls to him. "Do you understand that her mind is weak? That she will bend at the slightest command of pure-blood supremacy?"
He finds his voice, and it is unlike his own.
"I will kill you."
"Will you? You've made no attempt to even fight back so far." Marvolo hums dismissively. "You love her, do you?"
And though Ominis shouldn't say it, should protect you through lies and deception wherever necessary, he rasps a defiant, "Yes."
Schling. Metal hisses from a sheath.
"Mudblood," he commands, "stab him."
Ominis' hatred dissolves as the dagger changes palms. You pad over as he falls back to the ground, the rope crushing his arms together. You come so close that even beyond the blood that coats you, the sweat, the tears that have leaked, the piss and ashes, still beneath it all lies your scent, so sweet and enthralling, a crass reminder of who you are beneath Marvolo's puppet strings.
"I... will stab him..." you murmur.
He doesn't struggle when your elbow pins his shoulder. He feels the tip keening against his flesh – of his abdomen. Not his heart.
Perhaps you are still in there, somewhere. Perhaps you can fight back.
"Wake up, my darling, please."
The tip pierces. Pain lances up, wicked-sharp. You sink it deeper, ever deeper, until the hilt meets his skin, and it pries a scream from deep in his chest.
"Mudbloods are a scourge on this earth, Ominis," Marvolo croons from everywhere and nowhere. "Just like their ancestors, they will always betray you in the end."
"You betrayed me," he manages through a wet gasp, somehow lucid. He tastes blood. "I would accept death willingly if it meant a second of relief from you."
"You are a waste of Slytherin's blood," he hisses in response, "and your treachery will be your doom. Mudblood," he booms with command again, "stab his heart."
You rip out the knife. He screams.
"Stab... heart..." you murmur, trembling. "Kill..."
He cannot fight anymore. Already he knows he's losing too much blood. He refuses to think on what this means for him – because once he's dead, you'll be next, and even if he cannot be yours in this life, then at least he wants you to reach the new dawn, to find your next adventure without him.
He releases a gasp when the tip presses to his chest, above his heart.
"Kill..."
He feels your hair dribble down, tickling his face. Your hand is shaking. The tip teases into his flesh, drawing a meagre bead of blood, but you haven't pushed down yet.
Still there. Still fighting back.
He summons all the strength he can muster.
"I love you," he rasps, letting the truth be known. "I would say it a thousand times over. I would let it be my last words. I would let my last thought be of you. All your strength, joy, laughter and love – I will remember it in this life and the next." He sucks in a watery breath. "You may let go, my darling. I give you permission to forgive yourself when my soul passes into the after."
"O... mi... nis..."
He can barely move, barely breathe, but he pulls himself up, just enough that he can press a kiss to your lips. The wound in his abdomen keens, but in the brief touch between you, he sends all his love through your bond.
Your breath catches. Sweat plinks onto his chin. The dagger point violently quakes.
Then eases, ever so slightly.
"S-Scream," you whisper. "Scream and fall limp."
"Gibby—"
"Do it."
So he lets out a bleat and sinks down to the ground. He feels your hand slip down to the ground, dropping the bloodied knife. His wand, left abandoned there when Grimsley and Lenore tackled him to the ground. You snatch it from the grass.
"A weak, pliant little mind," says Marvolo. "Face me, Mudblood. I want the pleasure of watching you die on your knees."
You hesitate. He lays there, terrified. Dying.
"Mudblood," Marvolo barks, "I said to face—"
You swing around. "Bombarda Maxima!"
The ground explodes, his family screams. Bodies fly back. Ominis' eyes fly open, though he's so dizzy he can't make out any sense of what is happening.
He anchors on your voice, radiant and strong.
"Relashio." You fire off spells with no hesitation. "Episkey, Rennervate. Accio wand."
No charm will stop his incoming death, you know, but it is enough to jerk him back to a writhing sort of consciousness. His wand obeys you without question, and you press it into his hands when you retrieve your own. The world moulds into shapes – the crater by your feet, his family scattered across the clearing, bloodied and bruised, the smoke pluming into the sky. You jam a Wiggenweld into his mouth and he drinks every drop greedily.
But it won't be enough.
"They'll wake up soon," you say. "We have to go."
"I— can't—"
"Yes you will," you command. "I am not leaving you, so get up."
Somehow, despite the height difference, you manage to throw his arm over his shoulder. It's in vain, he knows it is, because there's no way you can escape the range of the Anti-Apparition Jinx before they rouse. No way you can escape before the blood loss kills him.
"Go without me," he manages. "Please."
"No."
"Gibby—"
"I love you," you bark. "And if we have to— to die together, so be it."
He tries to take another step, but his foot gives way to a sharp bolt of pain, and you come down with him, tripping into the grass. Somewhere behind him, someone screams in rage. His father comes up from behind – Ominis can tell it's him merely by the way he pants, apoplectic.
You said it to each other yesterday, in what seemed like another world. You would fight for him, and he would fight for you.
He intends to keep that promise.
He stands and swings around, wand aloft.
His father booms, "Avada Kedavra!"
And though he knows he will die tonight, at least it will be in your arms.
"Expelliarmus!"
The spells burst on contact. Death will come next.
But instead the curses crash and burst, never overwhelming.
He doesn't understand how, or why. The Killing curse, all three Unforgivable Curses, are so because they cannot be blocked, cannot be deflected nor protected against. But he feels the magic like a fist, pushing back against it, trying to dominate. He digs his feet into the grass. Wind shears around him, the sound like thunder crashing.
"Gibby!" he shrills.
You crawl to him. Your arm goes around his shoulder. "Hold on!"
"What's happening?"
"I don't know!"
"You will— you will die, blood traitor!" his father bellows over the commotion, but a note of confusion pierces through his words. "Then I will have your Mudblood whore die just as painfully!"
Something pulses, almost gentle. You let out a gasp. Voices emerge – voices he doesn't recognise.
"You got this, boy!"
"Fight 'em good!"
"Don't give up!"
He doesn't recognise any of them, but it gives him the push he needs to stay upright, stay strong.
"They're ghosts!" you say over the roaring of the spells. "Or— apparitions!"
"What are?"
"They're— Muggles!"
Another voice comes to him. "You can survive this!"
His heart rushes into his throat. He recognises that voice.
The Muggle in the cellar.
"But— h-how— who—"
"Forgive yourself the choices you were forced to make," says the Muggle, "and fight back!"
His father strains, no longer taunting. You free one of your arms.
"Confringo!"
It's the last push. He feels the spell, his spell and yours, combined, winning, shoving the Killing curse back.
"No!" his father cries. "You can't—!"
You give one last cry. The spell explodes, blowing you both back into the clearing. He lands badly on his injured back, yanking out a moan of pain. His ears ring impossibly loud – he can't hear you. He doesn't know whether you're dead or alive. No, no.
A hand finds his arm, and he flinches, not knowing whether it's you or his enemies, but then the hand finds his face, cups his cheek, and he knows it's yours. It takes a moment for the clanging to cease, for your voice to come back to him.
"I-It exploded," you're saying desperately, crying. "There was gold magic everywhere— I-I don't know— your father— he's not moving. I... I think..."
But there is no need to confirm what you already know, what the stench tells him.
He is dead.
"H-How?"
"I-I don't know—"
"No!"
Ominis yanks you down. The curse whizzes overhead.
"You— you murderer!" shrieks Grimsley. "Blood traitor! Mudblood bitch! Avada Kedavra!"
Ominis pushes you out of the way again. "No, stop!" he yells. Whatever is happening is beyond his understanding of magic, but it appears your strength is protecting him. He can't listen to another one of his family do this – perish for naught. "Please, it doesn't have to end this way!"
"It's too late to beg for mercy!" Grimsley says, deranged. "I'll do whatever it takes to purge you from the family tree! Avada Kedavra!"
And he recoils with, "Impedimenta!"
The spells clash. He is too weak to stand now, instead falling to his knees, bearing the brunt of the curse. That golden pulse imbibes him with strength again, and Muggles cry out from all around him.
"Keep it up, lad!"
"Stay strong!"
You find his arm again, looping yours through protectively. "Reducto!"
An anguished cry of defeat blasts him apart again, and this time, when he tries to get up, dizziness rolls over him. You don't need to tell him what happened now.
Another Gaunt member, felled.
He's sobbing now. Even though he isn't using the curse, it almost feels like he is, with two dead bodies strewn about him. He never wanted this, for himself, for you.
"Ominis," you rasp.
When Raven steps out, the dizziness has shifted into intermittent consciousness. Blearily he registers Raven firing a Killing curse, him flinging out something in return, people crying out his name, you crying out his name – then his sister's body, hitting the ground. The sounds hiss and mingle into a cacophony. Something spits onto his face. Blood, as you try to talk to him.
He reaches for your hand, and you reach for his. Once more he raises his wand, knowing Lenore is seconds behind. A great thunder sounds, you squeezing his hand with all your might. He might've blacked out at one point, he isn't sure.
All he knows is that he wants to have a future free from the shackles of his bloodline. That he no longer wants to bear the brunt of the shadows of his past.
All he knows is that he wants to live.
An ice-cool touch draws him from the stupor. Sounds swim about him, until your voice comes through.
"R-Rennervate."
His eyes widen. Suddenly there is clarity to the world around him. The grass singed beneath him. Your touch, keeping him moored.
"Ominis? Please, say something?"
"I— I'm here."
"Your sister— I-I'm sorry."
So he didn't hallucinate that either. She attacked, and paid the price.
His father is dead. Grimsley is dead. Raven is dead. Lenore is dead. They are all dead.
Except one.
When Marvolo steps out, Ominis pulls on his last reserves of strength to get to his feet and stand in front of you. Marvolo is cruel, but he is shrewd and smart, the smartest of them all. He will know how to win after his family have collapsed before him. Ominis is willing to die if that's what it takes to keep you safe. But you – stupid, stubborn you – raise your wand, shaking, both of you perfectly aligned and in sync.
But Marvolo makes no move to attack. He stands a distance away, watching.
"So this is how it ends?" he calls, laughing, panting, manic. "You, surrounded by your family. Dead. Are you proud, little brother? You've single-handedly killed the entire House of Gaunt!"
"You did that to yourselves!" he shrieks back, though the realisation hammers him. "If you'd have just left me alone—"
"To become a blood traitor! To turn on your family!"
"You were never my family!" He takes your hand. "She is."
"You disgust me." He switches to Parseltongue then. "You will never escape your bloodline, little brother. Salazar Slytherin runs through your veins, that will never change. His legacy lives on in you."
Ominis replies in English.
"My legacy is what I make it to be."
He grits his teeth, prepares to duel.
But Marvolo laughs.
"I'm not fool enough to test you, nor your Mudblood whore." He backs away. "I don't know how you survived, but I'll know what you did tonight – I'll remember. And I will erase you, like you were never there to begin with. You were always a disgrace on the Gaunt line, a runt, and now a murderer— you'll be forgotten, I'll make sure of it!"
Ominis' grip on you strengthens.
"So be it."
Marvolo takes another step back, and then he's running – running in the opposite direction until he's but an echo in Ominis' memories.
He doesn't believe it. The odour of death permeates through the air like a sea tide. His entire body quakes with adrenaline, with agony, with emotional turmoil. Marvolo can't have run away – he will come back, he will attack him again when he's least expecting it. He doesn't even feel the ground when he falls to his knees, completely spent, his body finally succumbing to the wound. You catch his head before it hits the earth.
"Ominis— stay awake— let me— I-I'll try to heal you." Your hands frantically roam his body. "D-Diffindo." You sharply cut off part of his shirt to press to the wound, but it soaks with blood so quickly; even in the sudden numbness, he feels it. "No— no no no—"
"G-Gibby." His awareness is too taut, a thread at breaking point, on the death that surrounds him, has always surrounded him. "I-I've... lost... too much blood..."
"No you haven't." You're sobbing again, and through everything he hates to know he caused your heartbreak. "You'll stay alive because I want my future to have you in it!"
A lovely sentiment. He can almost dream it. A simple life you would have together, you, his best friend, his first and last love, the eye of his storm, the wind in his sails, the fire in his hearth...
Or is that all just another beguiling lie?
Your voice seems faraway now, like you're speaking through the other side a mirror.
"Please," you beg softly. Your hands tremble on his wound. "Don't leave me."
He manages to slip a hand onto yours. Your hands are his anchor. For some reason his mind slingshots back to the Scriptorium, and he reaches for your face, brushing his nail upon your cheeks. There is no greater moment that he wishes he could see, if only to witness your beauty and light for the first, and last, time.
He tries to reassure you. Instead of words, he coughs blood. One by one, his senses dim. He can no longer feel your face, nor his hand, nor anything in his body. The world quietens into silence, his tongue tasting the flavour of the void beyond.
The last to fade is his sense of smell, like grains of sand through his fingers. The trees and sky, the smoke and ashes, the dead bodies and tang of blood.
And something... faintly saccharine.
When the darkness comes, Ominis embraces it. He can feel the very essence of his soul slipping away, liquefying into ether. He isn't sure when a strange sort of consciousness wakes in him, not quite himself but also him precisely. He starts to forget the before and only comprehend what is upon him. Nothingness, the paradise of oblivion.
Apparitions murmur in his head.
"Please— please, I'm begging you, do something—"
"I-I will see what I can do." Something presses on his conscience. "Vulnera Senantur."
The end of the road unfurls before him, and he inclines towards it, curious. There's laughter and music at the end of this thread. It enthrals him, mind and body. There is no pain and sadness over there. There is nothing.
"He's resisting."
But then he detects that sweetness again. It calls to him, familiar.
It smells like... strawberry laces.
"Ominis, come back to me, please."
That voice has so much anguish. Why would he want to be there, where there is agony and sorrow? Where he will have to face the truth of what has happened to his family? What he has become?
"Damn it, Ominis!" Another familiar smell drifts through – like power and secrets. "Fight back!"
He turns back to oblivion again, and his soul resists.
Maybe... maybe one day, he will find paradise, but running away will not absolve him.
I will do anything to fight for you too.
Slowly his senses return. Your fingers interlocked with his, your breath a whisper away, pleading with God, with magic itself. Your heartbeat, even though it is so far away, beats perilously, as if aware of his mortality. Then he feels his own, strumming with the life he is owed.
It is not his time yet. He reaches out to the hook offered on the end of the line, and tugs.
His eyes fly open. He sees nothing, but it is like coming back to himself.
"It— it's working!" Tears splatter on his neck. "Ominis? Ominis, can you hear me?"
He breathes noisily from his nose. It's like he's been asleep for a thousand years, and his voice hasn't been used for twice as long. Pain envelops his entire body – but the kind that tells him that he is awake. That he lives.
"I hear you." I feel you. I taste you. I smell you.
You tremble, and suddenly you are hugging him fiercely, weeping into his neck. He can barely move, the pain is so great, but he finds the wherewithal to twine his arm around you.
Missy's wand draws back from his wound. "Shit, Ominis." She sounds ragged. "You... almost... died."
As you pull back, he asks, "Did you... save me? How?"
He already knows the answer. The yarn of power from the repository lives on.
"Luck, or ancient magic. Probably both."
He manages to sit up after a while. As Missy dresses his wound properly, you talk the entire time, of random things, trivial things. He becomes attuned to the world, to the wind sweeping the length of your hair, to the bird calls that signal morning, to the stubs of the felled trees that still dance in the wind. But it is the sound of you that keeps him tethered to this plane, and he rests his head on your lap with easy breaths.
"How did... how did I survive?" he mumbles, cutting off your chatter. "Four Killing Curses..."
"I... I don't know," you say.
But it is Missy that says, "I may not be the only person able to wield ancient magic after all."
"What do you mean? Ominis can't wield your magic."
"It— surrounds me," he breathes out. "After the repository. Is it... that?"
"That might've played a part, yes, and I know you cannot wield it in the same way I can," she says, "but you can wield it, both of you. This type of ancient magic predates me. Stronger than diamond and as old as the earth itself. It's the magic that comes with intention and perseverance and human connection. You strengthened each other, you fought for each other. That's why you were able to overcome them in the end. Your love outweighed their hatred."
Your strength, your joy, your laughter and love. His strength, his joy, his laughter and love. Both, together, saved you.
"Their hatred..." he mumbles, absorbing the words.
They died for it. His father, Grimsley, Raven, Lenore. Marvolo might've died too, if he hadn't retreated. Ominis, his mother, Marvolo – the last of the House of Gaunt.
It's true, what his brother said. Ominis has ended an entire family line... but he can't quite bring himself to feel sad about its extinction. The nature of his blood, after all, was the catalyst to this entire fiasco. For generations, Gaunts have upheld the view that pure-bloods are superior to Muggle-borns. Now it will end with him.
Missy keens suddenly. He tries to reach out, but doesn't have the strength yet. You touch her instead.
"Are you okay?"
"I'm all right," she says. "I haven't... exerted my magic like that in— a long time."
"You won't have another vision again like in seventh year, will you?"
The reply comes after a beat of hesitation that Ominis is too tired to point out. "No."
"Because if you do," you say, "I don't think I can take care of both of you at once."
"Don't worry... about me. Keep him upright... keep him conscious. I will— get help."
"Help?" he mumbles. "But... my family..." The corpses.
"You didn't cast the Killing Curse, remember," she says. "You are innocent."
But as Missy Apparates away, he's not sure he quite believes that.
"Stay awake, Ominis."
"I'm awake." He tries to smile, recalling a fond memory. "I won't look into any light."
You bark a hysterical laugh. "No you won't, not with me around."
"Gibby..." He swallows. There is too much that can be easily summarised with, "I'm sorry."
"You're sorry? I-I stabbed you. I almost killed you."
"Not your fault."
"They came after you because of me."
"They would've found me wanting no matter what." His fingers tangle with yours. "I'm sorry— you've been through so much pain for me."
A tear lands on his cheek.
"I'm sorry you have to go through so much pain to find peace."
He lays back, and realises he was wrong before. It is now that he wishes, more than anything, that he could see your face.
"I think I'm starting to understand," he murmurs softly, curling into your sweet embrace, "that peace cannot be found first without pain."
When he is strong enough to sit up, and you are alone together, with the sky, and the dead, he folds into your arms. One tear comes free, leading the way for the others. With his family's corpses around him, his legacy sealed, he cries and cries and cries, and you hold him, crying too, your tears mingling together.
When the dawn finally comes, bathing you both in light, Ominis Gaunt is born anew.
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Though it heralds an important day, the morning starts like every other.
He rouses before you. Suburban London is already active outside the window, its clamour no more than background noise now that Ominis has accustomed to it. He feels around the bed, finding first your hair, straddled about the pillow, then the rest of you, and he shuffles towards you, enveloping you in his arms, pressing kisses to your hair, to your forehead, to your cheeks and lips until you stir.
"Mmm. 'Mornin'."
"Good morning, my love."
"Whattime issit?"
"Nine o'clock."
You fling yourself up, slumber dispersed. "What? Oh no, no, no, I'm going to be so late opening—" You twist to look at your bedside clock, and sink. "Ominis, you fiend! It's not even half-seven!"
He laughs. "One day you won't fall for that." He pulls you back down to wrap his arms around you, cuddle you. "Since you're awake..."
"We have a lot to prepare for today," you huff into his chest. "I have to spell the fudge to keep cold, you know how Mrs Coulter likes our signature cold fudge. The counter needs a clean and the entrance a sweep. And I really must check the best-before date on the marzipan. I can't remember if I said it was August this year or next. Not to mention that we have to close early today, which is not going to make Barmy Boris happy. Have to prepare him a heavier bag of Pick n' Mix to make up for it. You definitely have work off today, right?"
"Yes, Gibby," he says, not without exasperation. "Everyone in the Department of Law Enforcement knows what's happening today, let alone my office."
"I know, I'm sorry, I just don't want us to be late. Oh! And the toffee nougat! It needs to be cut up—"
"Darling," he cuts across, "I promise you will be able to do this twice as fast with my help."
"Your help? More like your distraction."
He hums. "Maybe a little distraction."
He kisses you softly. You return it, eager. It's been three years since the Gaunts attacked, and if there is such a thing as a honeymoon phase, he's still going through it. Every single day.
"It's very early," he says, dropping his voice low. "We needn't rush."
"Oh? And what else did you have in mind for the morning?"
"We could stay in bed," he mumbles, hands finding the lace at the back of your nightgown, tugging gently. "Do... other things."
"Am I other things?"
"So crass, darling wife of mine."
"I suppose we could..." You cup his face, bring him close, set his heart to racing— "Or you could help me prepare the shop for opening."
"That doesn't involve you taking your clothes off."
"Not with that attitude."
He arcs a brow. You laugh.
"Okay, it doesn't, but it would make me very happy," and you pause deliberately, "darling husband of mine."
Ugh. That gets him every time.
"Fine," he says in mock pout. "For the greater good of the Muggle neighbourhood, I suppose."
"If you're good, I'll make it up to you later."
He throws off the blanket. "I'll hold you to that."
The days are simpler now. After a particularly harrowing interrogation about the dead Gaunts, he was let off without charge – no Killing curse was cast from his wand. Ominis' earlier heroics during Ranrok's invasion, as it turned out, look excellent on a work application as well, so the Auror administration were happy to hire him. Not an Auror himself, thankfully. He's experienced enough bloodshed to last a lifetime.
When he returns home from work, Apparating straight to the flat, he usually finds you closing up the confectionary for the day, sweeping with a broom or counting money. The business doesn't make much, but it does make you ecstatically happy. It's your dream come true, and he's happy knowing, combined with your family's insurance payout after the arson, that through the last of his fortune, Noctua contributed to it in some way. He misses her terribly often; she would've adored you.
The nights, however, are less simple.
No matter what he spends doing the evening before, soaking in a tub, reading a book, dancing with you to a gramophone or simply enjoying your company – in every sort of way – there are nights he wakes drenched in sweat, where the screams pulse in his head like sirens. Days when he cannot distinguish those screams, yours, between past and present. You rock him gently until the tears pass, until he finds tranquillity in your embrace. He wishes he could overcome the demons of the past, but they cling to him, no matter how much time he is afforded from it.
The opposite happens, too – your own trauma, suddenly rising as you dream of the multiple times you took Crucio, the assault you experienced through Imperio, or the torture curse you suffered when you were fifteen. Some nights you struggle to split reality from lie, lunging yourself out of bed when you realise who sleeps next to you. He takes the reins of soothing you, reminding you what is real until you remember, until you calm, until you're softly crying into his chest. Neither of you will escape the ghosts of the past, but that doesn't mean you don't try to maintain them as best as you can. You are there for each other on your best and worst days.
You love each other no matter what.
That morning, he helps you clean and unload a shipment of new treats, rearrange the shelves to your liking and charms the brooms to sweep.
"Do you think I should make stew?"
"Hmm?" he asks, distracted in keeping the brooms upright. "Stew for what?"
"For him. I mean, I know Missy will have food, but you know my recipe is the best."
"I'm not sure you'll have the time, darling."
"I can use magic."
He turns to you, deadpan. "Remember the last time you tried to cook with magic?"
"... Fine, yes, the potatoes ended up on the ceiling."
"As did the rest of the pot."
"It still tasted okay!"
"It tasted like plasterboard, and I had to clean it up."
You make a raspberry noise, and he laughs. Being yours is easy, but he didn't realise marriage could be so easy, either. You don't worry about meaningless things like your bloodline or heirs. You don't expect him to act perfectly at all times. You're happy to show him off on your arm whenever you're in public, rather than hide him away like a family shame. You want for nothing but give your love freely in return. It brings him great satisfaction to think, if his ancestors were to look upon what their descendant had become, living a mundane, Muggle existence with his Muggle-born wife, he would cause generations of Slytherin heirs to implode in their graves.
The wedding ceremony, too, was small and so extraordinarily Muggle. No magic was allowed – a fact he had to reiterate several times to your wayward school friends – which left him wandless for most of the day. The church was local, slightly rundown, led by your childhood vicar, a man who smoked too many cigars and leered at you when he thought you didn't notice. You wore a battered hand-me-down dress, the same one your mama wore when she married your father, and he wore coattails borrowed from Connor and Ellian, who made his ushers, with an old blue sweet in the pocket. There was no dowry, no declaration in the Daily Prophet, no pomp and frivolity on the day. It even rained outside, shattering against the church roof, but it was beautiful, the soundtrack to your love, and when he kissed you, sealing the vows, he was the happiest man alive.
He took your surname too, which baffled your Muggle relatives. He didn't care. Blood he could not change, but he was glad to relinquish the name of Gaunt forever.
You slow-danced to a harp and ate a variety of dishes donated from your guests, and when the night was over, he whisked you to a quaint little cottage by the sea, where he made love to you gently, thoroughly, ensconced by the far sounds of the tide and your dulcet laughter, a balm for any ailment.
Of course, even married to you, he still doesn't quite understand Muggle customs. He loathes the stuffiness and decorum of Muggle spaces, he loathes how people treat him because of his condition, he loathes the idea that society has deemed women, and ergo you, incapable and sensitive, that you cannot possess a mind of your own. Consequently he despises that his name is on the confectionary deed, as he quickly discovers when solicitors come to visit.
"You shall have to pose your questions to my wife, sir," he says to the man, wearing a suit despite the summer heat. "I'm afraid I can't help you with the business."
"Your wife?" The man ruffles. "I don't follow."
"I believe I'm being perfectly understandable," Ominis says, witholding his irritation. "I defer all decision-making to her excellent discretion. Sweetling's Emporium is named for her, after all."
"But Mr—"
"Something wrong?" You come out from the back room then, a crate of jars rattling in hand. "Ah, hello, Mr Banks! Are you here about the tax forms?"
Mr Banks seems put out. "Yes, madam."
"Great! Come into the office, we can go through—"
"I must insist on you, sir," the man continues. "'Tis your property, after all."
Oh, Ominis does love a stubborn one.
"And I insist," he says coolly, "that you don't interrupt her again."
"I do so hate to be interrupted," you say sweetly, laced with venom.
Mr Banks blusters. "Apologies, but I cannot speak to a—" He seems to remember himself and clears his throat. "I insist I speak to a man."
Ominis cants his head.
"Are you questioning my wife's impeccable aptitude, sir?"
You'll give him grief for such an over-the-top statement later, but for now you are a united front.
"What?" Mr Banks stammers. "O-Of course not, sir!"
"Then even a blind man can see no reason why you cannot discuss these matters with her."
"I can assure you," you say, perkiness faker than his manners, "I know much more about this business than my husband does."
He seems bewildered, and lets out a disgruntled noise before a sigh. "Very well then. Please forgive my comportment, madam. At your... insistence, I would be happy to discuss these matters with you."
"Wonderful! Ominis, honey," and you've gone back to being genuinely pleasant now, "can you watch the shop whilst we talk? I'll keep the door open, won't be long."
"Of course."
Ominis smiles as you go into the back, humming Ernie Lark's tune. He does quite enjoy meddling with Muggle minds – truth to Anne's words then, when she said it was liberating. She came to the wedding too, only briefly, and they keep polite correspondence with the occasional meet up for tea, where he learns about whatever adventure she's found next. The curse still burdens her, but she manages it in her own way. Evading death thus far.
Sometimes he does miss living purely behind magical walls. He has to be careful now whenever he pulls out his wand. Has to make sure the curtains are drawn before he can even perform a simple Repairing charm when he accidentally knocks over a jar or a Scourging charm for a wayward spillage. The neighbourhood kids start to learn about him too – Mrs Sweetling's inscrutable, blind husband who, despite his condition, seems to know where everything is. On days he's not working he helps out sometimes, and the local Muggle boys like to come in after they tire of throwing the hoop down the hill, eagerly testing Ominis' knowledge.
"What about the iced gems?"
"Top shelf," Ominis says, more than amused and happy to play their games. "To your left."
"Whoa," the boy says. "That's right."
"That's left, dolt," sniggers his friend.
"How about the boiled ones, Mr Sweetling?" asks the youngest. "Bet you couldn't find your own sweets, no sir."
Ominis doesn't even need his walking stick to find them, the crate in the centre unit. He sticks his hand in and pours them off his hands. The kids gasp and twitter in delight.
"This means nothin'," says the oldest boy, the most sceptical of the group. "You know what's a real test, Mr Sweetling? You picking out a certain colour. What about— strawberry?"
Ominis smiles. "Strawberry? The blue ones?"
"How d'you make 'em so blue?" asks the youngest.
"Hold on," splutters the eldest, "you can't even know what blue means!"
"Hmm, you're right." Ominis sticks his hand in his pocket, where his wand nestles. Time to cheat. "I have no concept of blue or green or red. But—" His free hand reaches forwards, picks one out, and hands it to the boy. "I believe this is strawberry."
"Whoooooa!" cries the youngest. "He did it, he did it!"
"How?" cries the eldest. "It's like magic!"
Ominis smiles. "Something like that."
Not to say that you have abandoned the magical world – far from it. The living room of your flat, for example, has two settings: one Muggle, for when your Muggle relatives pay a visit, and one magical, where the room teems with oddities, flowers that sing when you give them a scratch, needles that knit by themselves, pictures that move. Ominis has owls deliver the Daily Prophet every day, his morning reading over tea and toast before work. It seems like, even though he's gone through hell and back just to be with you, the rest of the world has yet to find its own modicum of peace.
"Ominis?"
"Hmm?" One morning, he places his teacup down at your apprehension. "What is it?"
"The paper arrived." You approach him, sitting on the arm of his chair, and slide it over. "I had a glance before I transfigured it to braille, and, well..."
You guide his fingers to the passage. Betrothal Announcements. Your mood clues him in, but he reads on anyway, fingers brushing the words.
Ludvig and Marvida Ellingboe are pleased to announce the upcoming union of their daughter, Dorothy Marvida Anastasia, to Marvolo Corvinus Gaunt. The happy couple will marry in a private ceremony at the Gaunt House in Little Hangleton this September, where the family will reside.
"No pictures of them," you say.
Because this is a political marriage, nothing more. The happy couple. His jaw clenches. "Seems the Ellingboes must've wanted that Parseltongue heir more desperately than they cared for their reputation. They deserve each other."
"I know she was a horrible person, but... I feel sorry for Dorothy."
The worst of it is, he does too. Nasty as she was, he feels pity for anyone lawfully chained to his brother.
"I suppose the dowry was safe, even after they wasted their fortunes on the wedding that never happened. Doubt it'll last long." Missy told him that after his mother's passing and the estate was reclaimed, Marvolo lived alone in the shack where the house-elves used to live. That mental image always brings a smile to his face. "He'll do whatever it takes for the bloodline."
"Do you think..." You hesitate. "Do you think they'll have children?"
"I'm surprised they haven't already tried to squeeze out a few heirs," he muses. "My mother once told me how difficult it was to get pregnant, probably an effect of all the inbreeding. They might not have any at all."
You take the paper away. "Well, stuff them and their stupid ideals." You peck his cheek quickly. "Love you."
Your kisses are as sweet as they were two years ago, and just as eager. With all the time in the world, you often spend your evenings wrapped in one another's embrace, discovering more and more about each other's bodies, tastes, what works and what doesn't. You're like your own personal world he gets to explore, and he relishes each chance to learn.
One evening he Apparates home and stumbles upstairs to the sofa, where he promptly sinks into it, massaging his forehead.
You pop your head around. "Hello—" Your gasp cuts through. "That bruise is huge!"
He takes his hand away, the bump keening. "Blasted poacher. If they had thoroughly checked the area was clear before they sent me to detail the aftermath then I wouldn't have taken a jinx to the head."
You coo. "It must hurt. Let me get some ice!"
He's been using Episkey periodically on it instead, which isn't working so much but at least lessens the pain, but you, practical Muggle-raised you, return with ice cubes wrapped inside a tea towel, and the sensation stings pleasantly.
"I despise field work."
You're eager to touch him, he notices, little ones on his arm, his cheek, his hands and thighs. "Suppose you have to do it a little. If it helps, it makes you look very rugged and handsome."
He chuckles. "Is that so?"
You scoot closer. "Really very handsome. So handsome I-I would like you to ravish me immediately."
He laughs so hard his head hurts.
"You never were one for subtlety, were you?"
"I'm sorry, it's just I thought about you earlier, and then I couldn't stop thinking about you, and I've basically been pacing in wait for you to come home and— oh." You lean back suddenly, fretful. "No, sorry, sorry, I've just remembered I've got a hotpot going, and I don't think we'll have time for, erm, anything before its done. Never mind me."
But he seizes your waist before you can dance away, and you drop the tea towel, gasping right into his lips.
"How long until it's ready?"
"E-Erm." He knows when he does this, when he's assertive with you, that you love it. "M-Maybe twenty minutes? I-It's just cooking on the stove."
He crashes your lips together, and you melt instantly. Your hands go to his hair, gripping tightly, his hands go to your neck, his touch a whisper as it drags lower, down your collarbone, down to your chest. When you break apart, you're already panting.
"That's plenty of time, my darling."
"Twenty minutes? Really?"
"You've unravelled in less before."
"Whose fault is that?"
"I can't help it if I'm such an efficient lover."
You laugh and kiss him again. Quickly you straddle him, wrapped in each other's embrace, blissfully enjoying the small moments you snatch together as well as the long ones.
"Mmph, honey," you mumble, as his kisses trail down to your collarbone, as his hands go to unbutton your dress. "We're in the living room."
He hums into your neck. "So?"
"We can't do anything scandalous in here!"
You're exasperating sometimes, but that's why he loves you.
"We can do whatever we want in here. It's our house."
"Technically it's yours."
"Well then, I can choose to make you mine in whatever room I so desire. Should I take you to the kitchen instead? I think you'd taste rather scrumptious on the dining table."
"Ominis!" You swat him lightly as he laughs again. "No living room, no kitchen. Take me to the bedroom."
"So demanding," he croons. "What if I refuse?"
"Then you're going to dinner very unsatisfied."
"Mmm, then so would you, and I think we both know who would cave first."
You let out a little annoyed groan. "Fine, fine! But if I see even one stain—"
He kisses you, silencing your protestations, and your hands wrap around his shoulders again, pulling him closer. That smile, that enriches his day, every day, leaves him more smitten than he was a moment earlier.
You burnt the hotpot that day, but the memories you make together are far more important.
An hour before the shop closes, you let him off to prepare. The day already weighs on him, leaving him jittery and, ironically, rather unhelpful in the confectionary, so you order him to drink some tea and calm. It seems impossible, the teacup trembling in his grasp, even as he forces the scalding earl grey down his throat. Instead he stands and paces, hands tracing the living room. The photo frames that line the hearth – though he can't see them, he remembers each and every photo. You and him, at multiple stages of your life together. School photos that feel like were taken a lifetime ago.
Ominis' favourite is one of him and you and Anne. And him. A stupid, annoying best friend, the person Ominis has missed for five years.
His brother in all but blood.
In a few short hours, they will be reunited. His chest clenches again with worry, and he reaches for his favourite ornament to ground him. A photo frame with no glass, it has pinned by four corners an old, weathered handkerchief, its sides fraying and colour, supposedly, wearing away. He draws his thumb across the corner. Once it had two braille characters for OG, but since he married, the initials no longer fit anymore, so he asked you to change it.
You did, only to add one character.
O+G
He likes this one much better now. He's different – five years have changed him irrevocably. But, he believes, he has changed for the better.
Perhaps Sebastian Sallow has changed for the better, too.
The shop closes at precisely four. Dressed in formal summer robes, or what you sometimes call Sunday best, he heads downstairs to check you're ready to leave. You'll insist on changing into more formal garb and putting on rouge, naturally, but he hopes you're not distracted with all the little tasks that insist on your attention.
Luckily, when he reaches the shop floor, you're cutting up some toffee nougat to put into the ice box, a charmed crate in the store room that keeps all the perishables cold. The Muggles don't know that this is one of the Sweetling's Emporium's secrets to the low prices – your products last much longer.
"Nearly done," you say by way of greeting.
"Till trays are away?"
"Yep! I was thinking of taking some of this with me. Sebastian likes nougat, right?"
He definitely did before. How will five years of Dementors have affected his best friend? Five years of having his goodness drained from him? Will he be the same person, will he have that same effortless humour and disposition for mischief, the same insatiable thirst for knowledge, the same bullheadedness and wiles?
Or will he be stripped bare, mere vestiges of his former self? Will he recoil from the light, after so long spent in darkness? Will he still live in the shadows of his past?
"I believe so," he says non-committedly. Now that the moment is here, nerves crackle through him. "What if he's different, Gibby? What if he's spent the last five years resenting us?"
"He won't. In fact, I'd reckon it'll be the opposite – that he's spent every moment wishing he was with us." You hum. "He'll need your help to find himself again."
He leans against the counter top, massaging his forehead. "I couldn't help him before. What makes you so certain I can help him now?"
"Because you went through the exact same thing, Ominis," you say – with that smile he can hear. "You know what it's like."
Your reassurance eases the panic.
"Well," he says, a little wry, and he comes up to you, snakes his arm around you waist and pulls you close, "I had a little help."
"A little?"
"A lot."
You touch his nose. "And you best Adam and Eve it."
He laughs. His frivolous oddball that speaks only gibberish. His silly, wonderful, challenging, beautiful wife.
"I love you."
You lean in, and he presses a kiss to you, jubilant.
"I love you too," you say into his lips. "Now hands off, I need to powder my face before we go!"
You scarper away, and he calls, "Don't take too long!" up the stairs, laughing beneath his breath. If this is what the future will be like from now on... Ominis cannot wait.
Fin.
A/N: Thanks so much for reading, and I hope you enjoyed it!! 💚 If you want to find out what happens to Sebastian and Missy (with plenty of Ominis and Gibby too), check out my fic SHELTER OF OUR NIGHT on AO3 and Wattpad!
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🐍✨ Ominis Gaunt First Meets
I was writing my Garreth Weasley Fest 2025 fic (Garrinis heehee) and realised I've described POV's 'first encounter' with Ominis soooo many times now that I thought for fun I would compile them all here. (Good variety of ships/ friendships here, including a sneak-peak at upcoming work!)
🦡✨ TROUBLESOME AND UNLADYLIKE (Ominis/Reader)
"You're in the wrong place." You swung around, almost hitting the boy in the face with your hair. He looked vaguely familiar – a name called out amongst yours during the Sorting, and though you didn't remember what his name was, he was definitely a first year, even though he was at least an inch taller. His wheat-gold hair was loosely combed back, posture straight and chin high, all a match with his high-born accent. Goodness, you'd never met someone so posh before. Was he the descendent of some totty gentry? Were you supposed to curtsy? Call him milord? But you merely tilted your head as he stared at the ground beyond you, his eyes like strange, chalky pearls. "Aren't we going to the form rooms?" you squeaked.
🥀🔮 SHELTER OF OUR NIGHT (Sebastian/Reader with Ominis/MC)
Locks crank, and the door swings open. After five years, Ominis Gaunt has changed more than he expected. Taller, regal, and, well, more gaunt. But he also looks healthy, golden-brown hair in the same comb over style but less waxed, skin smooth and clean-shaven, his frame filling more the role of an adult man than ropey teenage boy. He's wearing a three-piece suit, and there's a ring on his left hand.
🍺🖤 THIS HELL WE CREATE (Sebastian/Muggle!Reader with Garrinis)
The next day, the door opens at precisely eight o'clock. Your head swings up from cleaning a nearby table. The man who strolls inside isn't Sebastian, however, but someone else – a new stranger. His fine garb, lacquered cane and pristine gold band on his ring finger are so at odds to the humble surroundings that you think he must've got lost on his way to the bank, the courthouse, or hell, bloody Buckingham Palace itself. "Welcome to Ye Olde Hen House," you call. "Want a drink?" His head cants, and then he's weaving between tables and chairs and Squiffy Joe. The stranger is tall and commands presence, but not in the way Sebastian does – this man is slender and lean, with coiffed dark blonde hair and a scattering of moles on his face. It's his eyes that draw you in the most, though, like waxy opals. They never quite focus on you. "Good evening. I'm looking to thank you, actually. My name is Ominis Gaunt."
🌦️☄️ WREN & WRAITH (Ominis/MC)
Tabitha meekly followed behind the crowd lumbering towards Charms. Ominis and Sebastian were ahead, noticeable by their considerable height. Ominis was tall enough to lord over the peasant subjects that were his classmates, skin so milk-pale it'd probably never heard of sun. His hair had been a perfectly coiffed side-parting that morning, but thanks to their kerfuffle, a few strands of wheat-gold now lolled over those unusual opalescent eyes. Sebastian told her he was blind – a fact she'd missed while he was royally kicking her arse – but he nonetheless seemed to navigate the world with effortless grace, each stride smooth and proud. Sebastian was a nice boy, charming and vain enough to be attractive but not arrogant, but Ominis? Good God did handsome not mean pleasant. In fact, Ominis Gaunt was the opposite. Mean. A big meanie. Tabitha didn't know how many times she'd have to say sorry to get his apathy, let alone forgiveness.
THE SEVEN-YEAR KISS (Garrinis for the 2025 fest)
Garreth peers up through the dense cluster of students. Ominis is scowling – an expression, he soon learns, is near a permanent fixture that sculpts the pretty, sharp features of Ominis' aristocratic face. Every part of him is neat and orderly, down to the flat, steam-ironed robes, impeccably knotted black tie and swept back hair that glistens gold in the dusk. “You great brute, Sebastian,” he scolds, moving quickly – to Garreth. He poises his wand arm, blinking at his side, and offers a hand down. “Please excuse my friend his manners. Are you all right?” Garreth isn’t usually one to stare. He’s a polite boy, raised right, he’ll swear it. But Merlin’s beard, is it impossible to look away. He’s never seen, never met, anyone quite like Ominis. Shakily he reaches for his hand, surprised at the contrast of Ominis’ supple skin and the strength with which he hauls him back to his feet.
"BLIND STRANGER" (Ominis/Muggle!Reader)
The blind stranger always comes at the crisp waking of dawn. You don’t make a habit of recalling when certain customers became regulars; there are too many unremarkable interactions to remember them all, especially those who never say a word. But him – you remember him simply for his countenance, the sharply honed intrigue and aura of mystery, a puzzle in which the last piece was eternally missing. You remember him because, for many weeks, he's come in to browse, and hasn't purchased a thing. Today is different. You notice him garbed in a spring coat, a sage cravat and a silk shirt. He clasps with him his walking stick, fashioned from a deep, rich ebony, the handle an unadorned egg of silver. “Good morning, sir.” “Good morning, madam.”
If anyone reading this has described any of the HL characters 'first meet' multiple times like this, please feel free to share! I'd love to see it, for Ominis or otherwise 💚
🍭☀️A Cruelty Vivid and Sweet
Slow burn angsty Ominis x F!Reader [T-Rated, 11.5k words]
"You're... beautiful," he whispered. A croaking huff emerged from your lips. "Flatterer. You don't know what I look like. I could be ugly. As ugly as a troll, for all you know." "Impossible." He reached up, drew the back of his fingers across your cheek. "Your soul is too beautiful for the outside not to match."
In which, with Sebastian imprisoned and you battling your own demons, Ominis tries to win back your affection.
Tropes: angst/ romance/ drama, slow burn, black cat x golden retriever, opposites attract, forbidden love, pure-blood culture, canon rewrite, book!canon compliant, comas, coarse language, flirting, Christmas parties, mistletoe kisses, typical Victorian attitudes, Parseltongue is Sexy, Gaunt family issues.
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8. Flirtations
Most of the train ride to Hogwarts, he was mercilessly alone.
The demons of last year still haunted him. Sebastian was in Azkaban, Anne was gone, you had mental battles to overcome. He was recovering from the wounds of his losses, all of them, having stricken his mortal flesh to bloodied pulp. Nothing could happen that was worse than last year, and that was the only thing that staved off his anxieties about sixth year. About going back, pretending everything was fine.
About his newfound isolation in this terrible, cruel world.
After the Hogwarts Express left the station in York, the compartment door slid open as he was reading, trying to distract himself. That aura of power wafted inside at once.
"Hello, Missy."
"Good afternoon, Ominis." She sounded well. "May I?"
"By all means."
He did like solitude, introverted as he was, but he also appreciated that Missy had come to keep him company when his thoughts were threatening to engulf him. Missy settled her belongings – then immediately unbuckled her bag, taking out a book of her own.
"We didn't get much chance to talk during the trial. I suppose Sebastian told you I was working on an appeal? I've been scouring through old case records lately."
"Missy," he said, "it's not even the first day back."
"I'm aware. Now, I've made some decent progress—"
"And I'm certain Sebastian told you that you shouldn't dedicate all your free time to appealing his case."
The book clapped shut. "I argued about that with him."
"I'll bet you did."
"You agree that it was unfair."
"It was," he said, "but we also have school to focus on, our lives. Don't spend the entire year trying to free him. Otherwise you'll end up like him last year, searching for that cure."
Missy hesitated. Then, "Yes, all right."
Her and her Slytherin ambition. He had to admire it, at least. Sebastian had a good person fighting in his corner.
They exchanged usual small talk. Her summer, it turned out, had been mostly spent between her new lodgings in the Yorkshire Dales – Professor Fig had bequeathed his cottage to her in his will – and Hogsmeade, from where resided many of her friends who'd helped her prepare material for Sebastian's trial. It was thanks to them, she said, that Sebastian wasn't imprisoned for life.
"I visited Hogwarts when I was there, too," she said. "I met with Gibby a few times."
Inevitably your name came up – and always, with Missy, with that wily undertone.
"I take it she's on board?"
"With Natty and Garreth," she paused, "and Leander."
It filled him with a distinct sense of embarrassment that you could bear to be around Leander Prewett more than your old best friend.
"Ominis—"
"I'm glad she's settling back into normal ways," he said, cutting her off.
Thankfully, she left it at that.
This year promised to be a turning point in his life. His old friendship group was fractured beyond repair, and without Sebastian, Anne, and you, he had no one in which to find safety and comfort. He would be alone, lonely. There was Missy, of course, but she had plenty of her own friends – the caverns were proof of that – and that left him adrift, too late to start making new connections.
At least, that's what he thought, ten days into term.
"Hey, Gaunt!"
Ominis perked up. The Great Hall had emptied after lunch – he was thumbing through his Arithmancy textbook before the class when the bench groaned next to him.
"Garreth," he said, apprehensive. "What do you want?"
"Nothing at all," said Garreth; he sounded genuinely cheerful. "I noticed you were alone and thought I'd say hello. What are you reading?"
"Theories of Numerology."
"Sounds dreadful."
"It's actually riveting," Ominis said, deadpan, "and I'd quite like to get back to it, if you have nothing else to say."
If Garreth was offended at his bluntness, he didn't sound it. "If you must know, I did actually want to ask about the trial. I was surprised at what you said about Sebastian – the first parts, when you answered their questions, was that written for you?"
Ominis furrowed his brow. "Yes."
"Parents, I presume?"
"Yes."
"Ooo. Nasty."
"You really waited this long to ask me about Sebastian's trial?"
"Hey, I'm not afraid to admit I'm slow, and my aunt's got me helping this Ravenclaw girl with Potions, so what little brainpower I have is already being drained." Unfortunately he only sank further into the table, making no attempt to leave. "Don't suppose you've done the History of Magic essay?"
"... You mean the one due tomorrow?"
"Yeah."
"I'm not letting you copy it."
"Damn— I mean, right, that's fine."
And though it pained him to say it, he mumbled, "Gibby is excellent at the subject. She will help you. Quite likely will let you copy from her, too, though you didn't hear that from me."
"Oh, er, yeah," said Garreth. "Thanks."
Ominis was silent.
"Well," and the boy clapped him on the shoulder. "See you around? Er, not literally, of course. You know what I mean."
He skedaddled. That, Ominis thought, was suspicious. Tellingly his first thought was that Leander had sent him to spy, but no, that was ridiculous. Leander may have vied for your affections, but neither would he stoop that low, nor was he intelligent enough to think of such an idea.
Yet it was a puzzle Ominis couldn't finagle, and Garreth continued to pester him like that for the next few weeks. He was no Sebastian, but they carried themselves similarly – bright and bold and chomping off more than they could chew. Together they were a dynamic duo of troublemakers, especially in Potions, but whilst Sebastian was like a storm, Garreth was more like a restless sunbeam on a balmy spring day.
"I think it's nice," said Missy to him, one frosty weekend morning in October, when most people were out of the common room. "That you have a new friend."
Ominis leant back on the high-backed chair. "He's not my friend. He wants something, I just know it. Homework, or potions ingredients."
"He's my friend," she remarked. "I can vouch for him. He's a genuinely good person."
"I'm sure he's delightful."
"It can't hurt to have more friends, Ominis, have an open mind." She cleared her throat. "Which... brings me to something."
"More trial research?"
"No." She moved her chair closer and, to his surprise, cast the Imperturbable charm, creating a bubble that blocked out all sound. "I have something I'd like to tell you. About ancient magic."
He put aside his textbooks. "And that is?"
"I can see it around you. Around the others, too, that came to the caverns."
His awareness shifted then, as if trying to sense it floating around him, but when he felt nothing out of the ordinary, his lips buttoned.
"Is it... bad?"
"No. Mere wisps, really, but it's been there since the repository. I know I should've told you earlier, but with everything going on, with Fig and Gibby and Sebastian ..." She cleared her throat. "I've been hearing things, seeing things a lot since then, too."
"How so? What are you seeing?"
"Memories, from centuries ago. During the Tudor period."
His brow furrowed. "Was that not..."
"When Isidora Morganach was alive? Yes. I... I believe these are the memories and emotions of the students she stole from."
Which now lived in her body.
"That does not sound healthy."
"It's been harmless."
"So far." He tapped his wand on his thigh. "You absorbed a great deal of that magic. How do you know it will not... overwhelm you?"
"I don't. Without Fig we know very little about this magic I possess. I'm learning about it as you are." That wasn't an answer, but she seemed aware of that. "I'm only telling you because— I suppose I'm looking for solidarity."
"I can hardly provide solidarity for something I don't understand," he said, then added, "I won't tell another soul about it."
"Thank you. I mean that, sincerely."
That did beg the question, though. Why had her strange ancient magic attached itself to him? To the others? Was it simply because they'd held her when she absorbed the repository? Was it his own ancient magic, waking from inside him?
"If the visions worsen," he said, "let me know."
"I shall. In return, I want to help you with something."
Intrigue surfed through him, and he reclined, easing again now that a lightness had returned to her voice. "What could the Hero of Hogwarts help me with?"
"Well, since you seem reluctant to do anything yourself," she said, with a lilt of teasing, "I thought I would help you in winning back Gibby's affection."
His stomach knotted. This conversation had taken a turn he did not like.
"There's nothing to win back."
"If you're not careful, she's going to fall into Leander Prewett's arms and never look back."
The thought filled him with rage, yet he said, "It is what it is," because whomever you chose to spend your time with was your decision.
"There you go again," said Missy, exasperated, "sounding as if you've already given up."
But she couldn't possibly understand how crushing it was to know that you couldn't bear to be near him for very long, nor alone. That every conversation was stilted and awkward, like four years of friendship no longer mattered. That you didn't touch him or hold him or tease him anymore, because the pain was too great. A pain he hadn't been quick enough to stop.
"What do you possibly suggest I do?" he dared to ask. "Because right now being in my mere presence distresses her."
"I'm suggesting," said Missy, "that you court her."
He almost – almost – laughed.
"Court her? That is lunacy."
"Why? You can't tell her she's pretty, no, but you can compliment her, engage in flirtations with her. Gibby is a hopeless romantic. She will melt."
"But she— she doesn't like me that way."
"I know you're blind, Ominis, but you're not, you know... blind."
He knew that. The Amortentia, for one, proved him wrong. But that was a long time ago.
Missy was gentle now. "Fight for her. Charm her. Earn her affections back."
He sat up. "You're forgetting something key. I come from a family of anti-Muggle supremacists, for whom the word disapprove does not do justice."
"Remember what I said? Forget them. Do it for you. You'll regret it if you don't at least try. And if you need some help along the way, I'll be there." When his expression crumpled, she merely added, "You deserve some happiness too. And, well, the boy I like is in prison, so all I can do right now is help you."
He let out a single, sad chuckle. What a pair they made.
Fine, then. That day he resolved he would try, would fight for you. But he would also guard his heart, and yours. He was not prepared to offer his love only to have it stolen away again – by fate, by family, by whatever else came careening his way. He was not at the point where he felt like he could give all of himself.
He had been shattered too many times, and had not yet recovered from the last blow.
Flirtations. A word that filled him with dread. Over the course of the first three months, you didn't speak more than you had to during class. That was okay, you needed space, and he needed time to think about a strategy. How did he plan to win you back? How could he court you, when he was your ruin? He thought back over the years, picking apart moments, no matter how fleeting, that he could use to help.
Like that time he discovered your ultimate dream.
"Happy birthday!"
You squealed when he, Sebastian and Anne, plus Adelaide, Arthur and Evangeline, jumped out from behind the pillars by the pond in the Transfiguration Courtyard.
"I-It's not my fourteenth birthday until the holidays!" you said. Your arm was still in a sling from the bad fall you'd taken from a tree.
"We know that," said Evangeline. "But since we're never at school during your birthday, we thought we'd celebrate early! Have a picnic!"
"I'll take credit," said Sebastian, preening. "It was my idea."
"Then I sorted the food," said Anne. "And the picnic, and telling everyone..."
"Yeah," said Adelaide, laughing. "Really, Sebastian didn't do anything."
"Snitches," muttered Sebastian, but there was no real scorn there.
They all gave you presents, mostly sweets, but also a necklace, from Adelaide, and a new blouse, from Anne. Sebastian divvied out the food – sandwiches, flasks of tea, cakes, tarts, fruit, bread and cheese and a cheeky bottle of wine Arthur managed to procure from the kitchens. Ominis nursed a glass as you chatted.
"This is so fun! On my actual birthday my parents just let me off chores – although once, when I was nine, my papa took me to the panto!"
"Panto?" asked Sebastian.
"Pantomime, you know, a theatre production for children? It's usually at Christmas, but that year they did one in summer. You... don't have that?"
"Obviously not," he said, laughing.
"You mean, ohhhhh no we don't!" At the silence, you cleared your throat. "Sorry, sorry, Muggle joke."
"Mark another for the Gibberish Vocabulary," he mused. "What else are we missing from the Muggle world?"
"That's a big question," Arthur laughed. "Do you really trust Gibby to answer it?"
"Excuse me, I was raised Muggle, unlike you," you said indignantly, trying to peel a banana with one hand. "You can ask me, but you'll have to be more specific."
Adelaide peeled it for you before giving it back. "If you weren't a witch, what school were you going to go to?"
"School? Oh, no, I wasn't going to go to school! I was lucky I knew how to read."
A collective sweep of surprise went through them all, Ominis included.
"I was going to help my papa run the confectionary," you said brightly. "And my mama was going to teach me embroidery and needlework, cooking and cleaning..."
"So, what?" Sebastian asked, incredulous. "So you could... become a housewife?"
"Yep!"
"That sounds horrible," said Anne.
"Oh, well," you seemed embarrassed, "it's not so bad, really. Women can't own property—"
"What?" roared the girls.
"— so I was going to learn those skills that would make me useful around the home. Then when I married, the confectionary business could continue under my husband's name, but secretly I would run it, of course."
For some reason, that made his lungs squeeze.
"Gibby," said Adelaide, "that's awful."
"Yeah!" Evangeline protested. "Why can't you own the confectionary?"
"It's just— not how it's done."
"I'm glad you're a witch," she said stormily. "Now you don't have to follow such stupid rules."
You chomped on your banana, silent, and Ominis detected a hint of shame.
"Is it also true," Sebastian said, "that boys and girls can't be seen alone together?"
"Adult men and women, yes," you said, mouth full. "You have to have a chaperone, and if someone catches you alone together, it can cause a big scandal. The woman is seen as—" you whispered the word, "promiscuous."
How absurd. Ominis frowned. "Just being alone together means the woman is wanton?"
"And what about the man?" Evangeline asked hotly.
"Not the same for men."
"That's ridiculous! Why does Muggle society hate women?"
"I don't know. Every time I send a letter home, I have to remind my mama that magical folk have different rules. She lost her marbles when she found out I was socialising with three boys." You sighed. "The wizarding world is very, erm, open-minded. There was a lot of stuff I had to learn, but there was also a lot of stuff I had to unlearn, too."
There was something to be said about being raised in the magical world. At least, as a man, Ominis had rights no matter which side, and you... well, he was glad you were given an opportunity to grow into yourself, better than the Muggle world could offer you.
Sebastian clasped your shoulder then. "We're glad you're with us, Gibby." Then he gasped, comical. "Oh no, your virtue! I have thoroughly besmirched it with one touch on your shoulder!"
"Scandal!" Anne cried. "To the gallows!"
And even though you laughed, he noticed it didn't quite reach its normal, song-like inflection. He unravelled the conversation in his head as the topic moved on, and realised that perhaps, in your ideal future, you did want to become a housewife, you did want to run the confectionary with your husband after your father was gone. No magic or witchery had ever changed that.
Was that still what you wanted? Is it something you still want? To run your family business, to have a husband and a family to call your own?
Is that something he can ever hope to give you now, after everything?
And would you ever want that role to be given to him?
"The mistletoe discriminates for no one!"
A day before the start of his sixth year Christmas holidays, he received an invitation to a secret Christmas gathering of Missy's that evening, after the feast.
He'd wondered where such a gathering could take place – Professor Black was quite against them – but the instructions were unclear, only to meet on the seventh floor above the Charm classrooms. Missy had been reluctant to give too much detail when he queried her that day, but supposedly, opposite the tapestry of Barnabas the Barmy, there was a vast room she'd been using as her own private space. It only opened for her, and what she needed.
"Well," she muttered, "that's what I've told the others I've invited. The room will open to anyone if only they ask for it. I'm only telling you because I know you won't tell everyone."
After all these years, Hogwarts still found ways to surprise him.
She'd invited only the people who had joined her down in the caverns last year, plus you. A private party; for once it was nice to relax, be off-guard. Did Ominis like everyone there? Certainly not. Amit Thakkar was a know-it-all, Everett Clopton an annoying prat, Garreth Weasley was still suspicious, and Leander Prewett – well, he needed no explanation as to his intense dislike for that prick.
But did he trust them all? Did he trust them to keep secrets that weren't theirs to share? He was surprised to find he did.
Most importantly, he could trust that, around them, he could be seen with you.
It was an eclectic room to suit Missy's eclectic taste. The others talked of furniture that didn't match and strange design choices. It smelt like polished wood, flora, the acridness of a boiling cauldron and, oddly enough, animal food, though the latter came from the gateways to outside domes – what Missy called vivariums – where she kept beasts she'd rescued from poachers. She spent some of her evenings trying to nurse the creatures to full health before rehabilitating them in the wild.
As Ominis accustomed himself to the place, Natsai and Nerida added decorations, Poppy and Adelaide brought in food. Everett was in charge of entertainment and brought games to play. And Garreth had been into Zonkos for an enchanted mistletoe, which jingled above the heads of two random people, only ceasing in exchange for one thing.
"I would literally rather die than kiss you."
"This is just a test run, Imelda, and you're already being overdramatic."
"It's your bloody mistletoe and it's already caught you!" She tried to swat the thing, but it danced out of reach. "Ever thought what it would do for people who don't want to kiss for personal reasons? Like, an aversion to physical touch?"
"... Are you averse to physical touch?"
"Not unless it's a punch in the gob," she said, "which seems pretty tempting right now."
"Come on, where's your Christmas spirit?" said Garreth, though his voice rattled nervously. "It doesn't have to be a proper snog, and I know you'd rather I be a girl. Just a swift kiss to the head will do."
Ominis chuckled into his flute of wine. He and Missy were sitting at a nearby table, soaking in the atmosphere as the party had begun in earnest. A gramophone was lilting a jaunty tune between the humdrum of cheer. Reluctantly Imelda kissed the top of Garreth's head, making retching noises as she did, and the mistletoe stopped its jangling, though she promised to hex him if it caught her again.
"Any change to your visions?" Ominis asked.
"None," said Missy. "If anything they've been rather refreshing distractions from building Sebastian's appeal. The Wizengamot refuse to reply to my letters."
The door edged open, followed by a flurry of timid steps. Yours, late. A great cheer arose when you entered; usually you were wowed by magic you had never seen before, and a secret room was perfect for you – but you made no noise of wonder, only a shy "Hello," in acknowledgment. Missy slipped off the chair to greet you warmly – but you didn't hug, he noticed. Not anymore.
Most of these people, after all, you'd seen in your nightmares.
"Merry Christmas, Ominis," you said. Everything hung between you, a great echoing chasm. "I came to say goodbye."
His chest gave a painful lurch. "You're going home for the holiday?"
"Yes."
Disappointment eroded his ease.
"The train doesn't leave until tomorrow morning," Missy said. "I insist you stay for a little while."
"I have to pack."
"You're a witch," he reminded. "It'll take you seconds."
You were quiet, and he could tell you hadn't forgotten this rather important fact. You were simply looking for a polite excuse to escape. He turned back to the table, forced himself to drink.
"What Ominis means," Missy said, and he could feel her glaring, "is that there's plenty of time before curfew, should you wish to stay."
"I-I mean... would... you mind? I just... want to get used to being around all of my friends again."
"Of course I wouldn't mind. Stay for as long as you feel comfortable."
So Missy got you a drink – pumpkin juice – and let you linger by the door, enjoying the atmosphere but never fully involved, trying to peel back more and more of the curse, one moment at a time. It pained him to sit so far away from you. He was the wallflower, drawn to the sides, to the quiet corners. You, on the other hand, loved parties and socialising. Very often, you were the life of them, playing the games, eating food, talking non-stop, encouraging madness. Not this nervous creature, afraid of participation. Not someone who found the presence of so many people overwhelming.
You stayed on the sides, away from everyone, as Natsai set up a smaller version of Summoner's Court. Almost everyone played – even Ominis himself, roped into a game when Leander made an off-hand comment that he could, surely, 'beat the blind bloke' (Ominis won, naturally). They drank in-between – Everett had secured a keg of Firewhiskey – and it was clear most of the sixth-years couldn't handle their alcohol.
As Ominis was on his second glass of wine, Leander staggered towards you. The worst of it was, you didn't flinch or push him away.
"It's nice to see you back at parties, Gibs," he said, clearly finding some Dutch courage. "I'm glad you're getting better."
"Thanks, Leander," you said sweetly.
"Am I— too close to you right now? Do you want me to step back? Sorry, I really don't want to spook you."
To Ominis' surprise, and infuriation, you let out a giggle. "You're okay where you are. Just don't fall over. I don't think I'm strong enough to catch you."
"Wow. Were you always really short?"
"I think you're just really tall."
"Like a tree!"
Like a troll, Ominis thought.
Nerida slipped into the chair next to Ominis then, fiddling with her wand. "I think Everett jinxed my robe. I can't seem to stop swinging my arms every time a new song comes on."
"Sounds like something Everett would do," he murmured non-committedly.
He'd missed what you said next, but it made Leander thunder with laughter.
"Good to see no curse stops the legendary Gibberish Vocabulary."
You harrumphed. "It's not the Gibberish Vocabulary. It's true. Take any object and put -ed at the end. Congratulations, you've turned it into the Muggle word for drunk."
"Bottle?"
"You're completely bottled, Leander."
"Wand?"
"He's wanded up, all right."
"Robe, then?"
"I'm absolutely robed."
"I don't know, that last one was shaky, Gibs." He laughed again. "You sure you're not... pulling my leg?"
Then it came. The jingle of mistletoe.
Directly above your and Leander's heads.
Ominis almost sprayed wine everywhere. Your banter and teasing he could just about handle. But you and Leander kissing?
"The mistletoe has chosen its next—!" Garreth halted. "Oh. Ah."
"Bum," Leander said, and to his credit he did sound embarrassed. "Hey, Garreth, I think we should make an exception for Gibs. You know, curse and all..."
"I can speak for myself." You took a breath. "It's all right."
All right? It was absolutely not all right. You were still readjusting to these people being in your life. A kiss was— too much, too fast. Ominis' grip on his glass tightened, and he made to get up, complain on your behalf, you were just being nice after all—
"Oh, well," Leander cleared his throat, "can I kiss you then?"
There was some pause. The jingling continued.
"Yes," you said, "okay."
Then he heard the kiss on your cheek.
Crack. The flute's stem snapped, spilling wine everywhere, and Ominis hissed. The mistletoe ceased as Nerida squeaked.
"Oh, Ominis, careful! Reparo!"
He purged the liquid as the glass repaired itself. The shards had cut into his palms, and quickly he dabbed a napkin to staunch the bleeding. It came away sticky.
No pain, however, could subdue the rage incinerating him right now.
Leander was entirely all too pleased by the time Ominis tuned back in. "You have nice cheeks. Really soft."
"Thanks," you said prettily. "You— have nice lips."
Ominis gritted his teeth. Was a jinx too much? Perhaps a small hex then? Or one little Blasting curse? Leander could take it, surely. Throttled by temptation, he resisted all urges as you both continued to chat, perfectly content.
"I saw you break your glass. Are you all right?"
Missy, at his side. "I'm fine," Ominis said, drawing his ear away. "I'll cast Episkey when the bleeding stops."
She laughed softly. "I wasn't referring to your hand." She leant close and whispered, "That happening at the same time those two kiss? Definitely not suspicious."
He discarded the napkin onto the table before leaving. "I'm not having this conversation."
He didn't cast a Healing charm in the end – the pain was a welcome distraction from his aggravation. The kiss seemed to have broken the ice for you, and for the first time, you spoke to people willingly, not just Leander but your other friends as well. Ominis switched to pumpkin juice – clearly the wine was doing terrible things to his head – and continued to linger at the sides, mood souring. He listened intently when Leander was speaking, if only to glean something from him. Weaknesses, maybe. What on earth did Prewett have that you found likeable? The boy was a bully, abrasive and vain. Of course Ominis had no idea what he looked like, but there had to be something appealing there, as his soggy toilet seat of a personality couldn't possibly have won you over.
He massaged his temple, plying the low ache forming in his skull. Flirtations. Courtship. As the boys played Exploding Snap, he found another seat in the corner of the room, brooding miserly over the idea. He had no idea how to flirt, no idea as to the subtle machinations of showing affection without showing too much. Your voice was enthralling, your personality like sunshine, everything about you so pleasant that he was drawn to you helplessly.
He just he couldn't imagine saying that. To your face.
A body slipped into the chair next to him. He didn't recognise your timid gait – but your scent was still the same, and his heart notched in speed. Heartening to know that, after everything, you still clung to strawberry laces, sweet as memories.
"Have..." You trailed off, then tried again. "Have you heard from Anne?"
You initiated. That was good.
"Not since a few days before your curse was broken." Which you already knew about. He hadn't heard from her since, but, well, he was no longer worried for Anne anymore.
"I hope she's okay. What... happened to your hand?"
"Oh." He cleared his throat gruffly. "I broke a glass."
"Too much wine?"
"Hardly. I was just—" He fished for the word. "Inept."
"Let me see."
He swallowed thickly and offered his hand. You traced the fine clotted wounds, your touch feather-light, drawing a luxurious heat to his cheeks.
"Shall I heal it?"
"If you want."
He felt your wand tip press to his palm. "Episkey." The pain vanished, and he was upsettingly aware that you were probably wondering why he didn't just do that himself. "Be more careful, okay?"
"Usually I'm the one saying that to you."
"We ought to swap places from time to time. Keeps life interesting." A note of amusement threaded through you. "I've never seen you drunk."
"And you never shall."
"Is that a challenge?"
"It's a promise."
A soft chuckle. "This is nice. Just— bantering and teasing. Do you ever miss first year? When it was just... me and you and Sebastian and Anne, and we didn't have to worry about goblins or curses or— evil family members?"
He traced the tip of his finger along the rim of the glass, and admitted with sad clarity, "I miss it every day."
You sounded sad too. "Now there's only two of us."
"Well," Ominis said softly, "better than only me."
Imelda's booming laugher cut off your meek reply – shortly followed by the jingling of mistletoe. Ominis inclined his attention to his left.
"The mistletoe discriminates for no one!" she jeered. "Yeah, taste of your own damn medicine, isn't it?"
"Yeah, yeah, I get it," Garreth groaned. "Look, Everett, you're a nice chap and all—"
"Frankly I'd rather kiss a troll," said Everett, miming sickness.
"Hey, I won't judge whatever you're into."
You giggled beneath your breath, which made Ominis smile. They did kiss, on Everett's forehead – only because Garreth couldn't see his precious Galleons wasted like that – but after that he stuffed the mistletoe in a jar on the mantelpiece.
"Well, erm," you cleared your throat. "It was nice to see you."
"You're going already?"
"I've... had enough excitement. I get— anxious easily, now."
That made him clench his glass. "I see."
"Well, you don't." He must've made a stony face, because you said, "That was a joke. Just to show... we're okay, both of us. I'll... I'll see you after Christmas, all right?"
You stood and made to go, and by instinct he stood as well.
"Stay."
"What?"
"Over— Christmas," he said, trying not to stumble. "Stay. Please. I— don't want to be alone this holiday."
There was some emotion in your voice he couldn't identify. "You won't be alone. Missy is staying too."
"Yes," he said, breathless, "but she isn't you."
Was that a flirtation? He had no idea. You inhaled a long breath, seeming to contemplate this – seriously reconsider. His heart leapt with hope.
"I can't, Ominis," you said, and it was a sharp prick to deflate him. "I'm sorry. It's— I'm not over it all yet. I can't— be alone with you."
"You saw your family in your nightmares, didn't you?" he questioned in a rush. "Why do you think it'll be easier—?"
"It won't," you said, insistent. "But I haven't spent a lot of time at home for the past year and I miss them—"
"You miss me. You said so."
"You're different, okay?" you snapped. "You're being really unfair right now."
Because, the thought pierced him, I miss you too.
But he didn't say it. He couldn't.
Something smashed – glass. Garreth swore.
"Garreth!" Imelda cried. "You stupid—"
"Merlin's left arsecheek, I know, I'm clumsy! Finite Incantatum!"
But the spell missed, probably because he was too drunk to stand straight. Ominis turned towards the commotion, not understanding what was happening—
Jingle, jingle. The mistletoe belled above his head.
And yours.
"Whoaaa, okay, we have to leave this one!" slurred Garreth. "Get in there, Gaunty boy!"
Under the mistletoe. With you.
A flush overwhelmed him as the mistletoe jingled again, expectant. He didn't know what to make of your absolute silence. You were amused, and more than a little flattered, when you were caught with Leander, but now you were with him.
"Garreth," he said steadily, trying to remember he and most of the others were so drunk they couldn't tell face from arse. "I will not force Gibby to do anything—"
"I can speak for myself, you know," you said, that same edge to your inflection.
He didn't move. Neither did you.
"S-So— but—"
"What?"
Damn it, he was flustering. "You don't want to kiss me."
"You're talking over me again." Your ire bloomed something in his chest. "Just— say it, if you want to say it. You don't want to kiss me."
That could not have been further than the truth, but damn if he was going to say it, show it in front of all these people. "I— if it will stop this infernal jingling..."
A coward's answer, for certain. Still, the whole room was cheering, whooping, encouraging them, which only made his traitorous heart worse. Finally he turned to you, schooling his face into something more composed.
"Listen, I'm sorry for what I said. I do know I'm... different to you, and you're still accustoming to being around me, but if you are even slightly uncomfortable—"
And as sudden as a flash of lightning, you had closed the gap between you, and your lips were on his cheek.
Soft, sweet, seducing.
He barely had time to register it before you were stepping away again, and the jaunty mistletoe ceased. This made everyone in the room cheer like some great hurdle had been overcome. The feeling of your lips lingered.
And it made his insides scream.
"There," you mumbled. "Now you can stop talking over me."
Deep longing crashed through his chest, clammed his tongue. Too dazed to reply, he simply stood there, motionless and stiff. Do something. Say something! But he couldn't. His internal wiring had fizzled out in the same moment the breath left his lungs.
"Right," you blurted, "I— I really have to go now. So, erm, have a nice Christmas. Everyone."
And you were scurrying away, back through the door. Gone.
It took a second for the rest of his body to catch up. For his heart to race at the speed of a train, for the blood to rush to his cheeks. He'd had to endure listening to Leander kiss you, but this made up for it a thousand times over.
And then, regret.
Why didn't I kiss you back?
Someone nudged him then. Garreth.
"Damn, she ran straight out. How bad do your cheeks taste, Gaunt?"
"If you don't stop that bloody mistletoe, Weasley," Ominis muttered, "I will turn your insides into outsides."
"Duly noted. Finite Incantatum!"
This one he didn't miss. The mistletoe dissolved.
The partying resumed like nothing had changed, of course. No one mourned the mistletoe, and the consequences of such a kiss. The way it consumed Ominis' thoughts, so much that he had to find a seat immediately, massage his temple, resist the urge to touch his cheek.
"You seemed to enjoy that."
Ominis scowled at Missy's tone. "Not another word."
But she chuckled beneath her breath. It was vaguely sinister. "Very strange how Garreth happened to trip into the glass, and the mistletoe happened to choose you and Gibby, isn't it?"
"... You are evil."
"I'm a Slytherin," she corrected. "Merry Christmas."
It was certainly a Christmas, and though a kiss from you was a priceless gift, a moment he would cherish, he'd more describe the two weeks holiday as strange. The day itself had been fine – fun, even, when Missy gifted him some cologne ("So you actually start smelling attractive." "A simple I thought this smelt nice would've sufficed."), and he gifted her a loud pocket watch (for no reason other than to stop her sneaking up on him), and they played Summoner's Court in the snow.
On Boxing Day, however, he was accosted in the Slytherin common room, an arm looping through with his. If it weren't for his brain processing the girl's scent – champagne and vintage fur – he might've flinched.
"What do you think you're doing?"
"Ominis," crooned Dorothy Ellingboe, his cousin once-removed. "You're coming with me."
"To where?"
She didn't say, only dragging him out to the faculty tower. His thoughts ran rampant when they reached the door to the staff area. Had he been caught with you? Had Missy's secret been exposed? He could tell by the mighty bounce in her step that she knew something he didn't.
When they pushed into a sitting room, hearth blazing, Ominis' reluctance tripled.
"Ah, there you are."
He recognised this voice too, Dorothy's haughty mother. Much like Dorothy herself, she had a slight force to her words – full of a barely-concealed malice. Once a Gaunt, always a Gaunt, no matter how distant.
"I've brought him as requested," said Dorothy, and she set him down on the sofa.
"What is the meaning of this?" he enquired, not quite politely.
"We're merely making rounds, Ominis," said Mrs Ellingboe coolly. "There's something I'd like to hear for myself. Your parents tell me you have the ability. So, pray tell, how is your Parseltongue?"
Only until she'd finished did he realise she'd spoken entirely in the snake's language. His stomach twisted. Dorothy was silent at his side, but he could tell she was waiting, as her mother was, to test him.
"Fine," he replied, forcing out the guttural tongue. Always ready, as he'd feared. "Is that really the only purpose of this visit?"
"Parseltongue is a dying art," his cousin hissed. "It is important to speak it frequently, so as to make sure the language does not die."
"It is not a language you can learn," he said, remembering Sebastian's words in the Scriptorium. "It won't matter whether I speak it frequently or not."
"You have a sharp tongue, boy," she said, not without a small amount of amusement. "You ought to not to bite a hand that feeds you."
He had no idea what that meant. He kept as far away from the Ellingboes as possible.
"So?" Dorothy asked – in English. "Does it meet your standards, Mother?"
"Yes," she replied. "It is legitimate."
He stood. "If that's all, I shall take my leave."
"Very well."
He almost didn't want to return to the common room, knowing how easily he was buttonholed. What in Merlin's name did she and his family want to test his Parseltongue for? Was she sent by his own parents, prodding once more at the strength of Slytherin's blood? Some inane test about his legacy or whatever nonsense Marvolo liked to parrot?
She didn't bother him again for the rest of Christmas, a small relief. Missy didn't know what to make of it either, when he shared it. So the January term began anew, and on the fourth day in, he was surprised to find a note in his pocket.
Meet alone? Undercroft, 8pm.
G
This was no small feat. It had been eight months since you'd woken, and not once since had you requested alone time with him. He was more than a little relieved, and nervous, to meet you there. He washed and dressed and was in the Undercroft at exactly eight, knowing you would likely be late.
But a moment after he arrived, the gate lifted.
"Hello, Ominis," you greeted shyly, coming over.
He studied your voice, as he always did. You sounded... better.
"Hello, Gibby."
"You're... wearing something?"
"Clothes, funnily enough."
"No, I mean— is that cologne?"
Merlin. He'd probably put too much on. "I got it for Christmas. From Missy."
"Aw, that's kind of her."
"Not so when she tells you that you smell."
You laughed, right from your chest – an inkling of your old self.
"You don't smell. She was teasing... I think."
"One can never be sure with her."
"But— it is nice, really," you said sweetly. "It suits you."
You didn't sit close anymore, and he remembered that day after he argued with Sebastian, when you had comforted him, head on his shoulder. All he could smell back then was strawberry laces. Those days were gone, but he was grateful you were here at all, even if not in close proximity.
You shared what you'd been up to over Christmas. You were again forced to readjust to your parents and all three of your loud brothers, who didn't quite understand the parameters of your curse. Acting as if everything was okay, however, seemed to help you around them – because they had little knowledge of the magical world, and how cruel it could truly be.
"I also received a proposal. Well, an informal proposal, I suppose."
His lungs knotted. "From whom?"
"The baker's son, Timothy Spink. I've known him my whole life."
Ominis loathed him already. "Oh?" he said with forced nonchalance.
"Technically he just reminded me about a promise we made when we were children. Do you remember Muggle courtship rules? Neither of us want the fuss and bother of going to church and meeting eligible partners. So he asked seriously if we could marry each other when we're both older. I said I'd think about it."
"And will you? Think about it?"
"Maaaaaybe."
"Don't tease, Gibby."
"Why? Doesn't Mrs Spink sound fetching?"
"Dreadful, actually." He raised his chin. "You deserve much more than a marriage of convenience."
You quietened, and he couldn't tell what you thought about that.
"I suppose it does sound rather dreadful, doesn't it?"
That brought him an amount of relief he could not quantify. He told you about his Christmas, mostly relaxing with Missy, poring through law books to see any loopholes in Sebastian's sentence, practicing spells they'd need for their N.E.W.T. classes. He also told you about his unfortunate encounter with Dorothy.
"Parseltongue?" you questioned. "Why's she testing your Parseltongue?"
"I don't have the faintest idea."
"Hmm, well," you mused, "it is a very cool ability, to speak to snakes."
You must've been thinking back of the Scriptorium – the first time he'd used the ability in years, and the first time he'd used it in front of you.
"It's not something to boast about," he murmured.
"You said it was associated with Dark wizards."
"Yes, because only Slytherin's descendants have the ability."
"But the language itself, it's not bad, is it? Like, you don't want to kill a bunch of Muggles after you speak it?"
"You shouldn't joke about that."
"I'm not."
His lips pursed. "You cannot uproot its history so easily. It is bad."
"But that's like when my brother Connor tried to teach me Welsh swear words. The whole Welsh language isn't bad because of it, is it? Parseltongue is the same." You hummed. "Say something nice."
"What?"
"In Parseltongue. Say something nice. Like... the sun feels good on my skin."
His brow crumpled, but he obliged. "Very well. The sun feels good on my skin."
"Was that so evil?"
When he spoke the language in the Scriptorium, it was a deep betrayal of his personal values, an abomination, used to access Dark Magic and hurt you and coax Sebastian into eventually using the Unforgivable Curses. When he spoke it to Dorothy's mother, it was a means to an end, an escape for her scrutiny, a test of the legacy he bore. But such an innocent phrase... there was nothing sinister in it, only in the way it sounded. Only in the way he perceived it.
"I suppose not," he hedged.
"Say something else," you said, eager.
He rubbed his temple. Now he'd opened the floodgates. "Such as?"
"I'll guess!"
A game, then? He smirked, and was gratified to hear you laugh in return.
"Othinuisss haunthh hassshith hssssiet."
"Hint?"
"A common way for me to greet someone new."
"Hmm... 'Nice to meet you'?"
"No. I said My name is Ominis Gaunt. Othinuisss haunthh is my name in the tongue."
"Othinis haunts hashith hissiet!"
He snorted. "Slytherin just rolled in his grave."
"Good." Your enthusiasm was palpable. "Again!"
"A simpler one, then." He knew what to say. "Hithhy."
"'Gibby'?"
"Correct."
"Hithy hashith hissiet!"
"Not hithy. Hithhy."
"That's definitely what I said."
"There's more emphasis on the h sound. You said the equivalent of Jih-BIH, rather than Jih-BEE."
You giggled, falling back against the floor. "It's so amazing that you can just say it. You didn't have to learn it, or its rules. It's just... programmed into your brain."
He sobered. "Into my bloodline, you mean."
You sat up, voice gentle.
"A language is a tool, Ominis. It can't be inherently bad. It's only in how you use it."
There was truth to that, and to hear you say it made him feel... lighter.
"I know you don't like it very much, and this might not mean anything to you," and you shied, "but I think it's— it's really— well, it's kind of... attractive when you speak it."
He flushed from tip to toe. His hissing was attractive? He had to turn away from you then, fearing his expression was too hopeful, too desperate. Stop blushing, fool, but it was impossible, when you'd outright confessed it to him. When you brought back the memory of you under the mistletoe, the smell of you in the Amortentia. You, in everything.
How he wished he could kiss you now.
"I— ahem." He cleared his throat noisily. "That— I think—" Merlin.
"Ominis."
It was infuriating not to be able to read your expressions as easily as you read his. He faced you, and with startling awareness, realised you were crawling over to him.
"Sebastian and Anne are gone now," you mumbled, "but you're still here, and I know you always will be, so... thank you. Thank you for... being my friend."
You'd said that to him before, a long time ago now. He thought he'd changed, his past catching him unawares, his family thumbing away compassion and joy bit by bit, his future looming over him, promising sweet rot, but to think that after everything, you still believed in his goodness...
The memory of Christmas fluttered back to him.
"I missed you." It came out as an injured admission. "I have missed you every day for the last two years."
Your silence was foreboding.
"It's funny," you said quietly. "Sometimes I look at you and— see that horrible version of you, torturing me, enjoying it. Sometimes I see you and my breath catches in terror." His chest throbbed painfully. "But then... memories of everything before come back, and you say things like that, and... I remember that behind a wall of stone, you guard a heart of gold."
He felt it on his pinkie finger then – your own, brushing his. He almost flinched, the suddenness startling him. Then came that rush of adrenaline, as potent as lightning. Your finger intertwined with his daringly, and he responded, turning his palm over, letting you lace your hand with his.
And there you were, both of you, sitting in the Undercroft, holding hands.
"This is the most I can do for now," you whispered.
He smiled. Caught his breath.
"This is enough."
You continued to meet in secret like before. Your touches were brief like before, too. Shy and awkward. Sometimes Missy invited you and him, and Garreth, to her magical room. On your worst days you declined. On your lesser worse days you simply did revision to the sounds of the beasts roaming in the vivariums, barely saying a word. That was okay. You couldn't give yourself wholly yet, and he was prepared to wait.
He would wait an eternity, if it meant he could be yours again.
By the end of spring, he had gained much more courage, and so had you. You talked for hours, you teased one another, and you laughed, laughed so hard sometimes tears came out of your eyes, and his. Once you fell asleep against his shoulder, and he stayed with you the whole night, if only to allow you a semblance of peace as the workload ramped up and the year drew to yet another close.
Still he thought of that moment under the mistletoe. Still, he was tormented by his stupor and hesitation.
"Did you enjoy it?" he asked you in May. "Kissing Leander during Missy's party?"
"What's brought this on?"
"Just curious."
"Ominis Gaunt," you said, sly, "do I detect a hint of jealousy?"
"Absolutely not. That would require me to admit he has something I don't."
A dulcet laugh. "If you must know, yes, I did enjoy it. When you and I weren't talking, he was so kind to me, and it was confusing. It... it still is..."
Ah.
"But," you mumbled, "I also enjoyed kissing you. Even if you didn't."
It brought breath back to his chest. Don't dare hope. He wouldn't allow it. He grappled the last strings of his resolve and braced himself.
"I did want to kiss you. Very much."
You went silent. It seemed to last for hours.
"But you didn't."
"No."
"Why?"
His jaw tightened. His very own nature, was why. His very own, real fears.
Still, time had granted him wisdom and hindsight, and he was determined to show you that he was yours, and he would certainly not let bloody Prewett beat him at anything. He reached forwards, tangling your fingers with his.
"Will you allow me to make it up to you?" Gently he guided your fingers to his lips, hovered there in wait as a gasp slipped from you. "Say you will offer me this small forgiveness. Please."
A pause that felt as long as a sunrise.
"Okay."
So he placed a soft kiss to your knuckles. You made a noise that thrilled his blood, and he smiled and pressed another, just to hear it again. You were a distraction, a dazzling distraction, and despite everything going on in his life, despite the threat of his family, a persistent bad smell with the slow bubbling of his affections, he allowed himself to succumb to it. To be swept away by you.
Distracted he was, that mere days before his mock Potions exam he arrived at the laboratory completely forgotting he'd had homework.
"What's with the face, Gaunt?" Garreth asked.
All year, and still Garreth hadn't let up. Suspicion teemed through him.
"Nothing that concerns you," he said brusquely.
"Come on, don't be like that. What? Forget your homework, or something?"
Merlin, he was easy to read. For you he would accept it, but Garreth Weasley? Ugh.
He felt parchment brush the tips of his fingers.
"Here," said Garreth.
"What is this?"
"Oh, sorry – forgot you can't read it. I'll dictate."
"What is this?"
"My Potions homework."
Ominis scrunched his face. "Are— you letting me copy from you?"
"Yeah, and you better hurry, because Sharp will tear us new ones if he discovers—"
Instead, Ominis levelled his wand at Garreth's throat. Rather extreme, when he thinks about it now. Alas, his suspicions had come to a head, and Garreth had it coming eventually.
"Why?"
"Are you seriously threatening me for offering to help you?"
"Enough with this," he snapped. "You've been hanging around me being annoying all year, and I have no idea why."
"I do not annoy," said Garreth. "I pester."
"I don't care what synonym you use. Why are you trying to get into my good graces? It's insidious and I cannot figure out what your grand scheme is, so you'd better tell me the truth or so help me—"
"Merlin, Ominis, not everyone is out to get you." Garreth pushed the wand tip away from his neck. "Gibby put me up to it. There."
It was so shocking Ominis went predatorily still.
"What?"
"Gibby. She asked me on the first day back if I could keep an eye on you. Well. Not keep an eye on you, so much. Specifically she asked if I could keep you company in all the classes we share."
He was so colossally flabbergasted he didn't speak.
"Not out of malice, I swear," said Garreth. "It was just— she couldn't stand being around you much, after the curse, and she worried you'd be lonely."
He had been. Was.
"She thought, if anyone could be an amazing, charming proxy friend, it would be me, and I agreed, because one can never have too many friends." He imagined Garreth grinning. "For what it's worth, you're actually all right. Not the stick-in-the-mud that I thought. Though you definitely have angst-ridden, Slytherin issues."
"How kind."
"It is, I am." But when Ominis didn't return its lightness, Garreth only sighed. "Don't be mad at her, all right? She was looking out for you."
He had no idea what to feel. He wasn't some baby that needed looking after, but he knew, when it came to you, you never condescended. It was with the purest intentions that you sent Garreth after him, and that alone made his heart blunder.
"I'm surprised you agreed," he said, lowering his wand. "You have conflicted interest in this, no? Since your best friend is Prewett?"
"Hey, you two can have your pissing contest as much as you want, I'm staying out of it. I just did a favour for a friend."
And although he was loath to admit it... he appreciated the thought.
"Well... thank you."
"You're welcome."
"However, if you tell anyone about this arrangement, I will ensure my face will be the last you ever see."
"Hahah. Funny." But when Ominis only smiled, Garreth said, more desperately, "That was a joke, right?"
He had no intention of letting Garreth into his inner circle, his most trusted companions. Friendship took time to build, and he would rather die than frolic to class with a Gryffindor at his side. But he let up a little on his bluntness, even when Garreth annoyed him by way of being... himself.
He intended to discuss this development with you.
Along with other things.
You'd swooned about the view from this particular balcony once. Far away from Hogwarts and on the edge of Hogsmeade, it was not at all convenient to get to, but a sunny June day between exams, cold enough to need a jumper, warm enough to enjoy the sun on his face, seemed like a good time to take advantage of the distance. There was little chance you'd be interrupted. Little chance you'd be caught.
"I found out about Garreth."
Braced on your arms beside him on the stone bench, you went utterly still.
"Oh."
"Mmm, oh."
"Are you mad?"
"A little," he admitted. "You needn't have worried about the state of my social life, let alone meddled with it."
"I'm sorry. After Sebastian, I didn't want you to be alone."
He let out a single chuckle. "Loneliness and I are old acquaintances, Gibby. I would've survived. And I have Missy."
"But you're genuine friends with Garreth now, right? He's really nice."
"He's tolerable."
You playfully shoved him. "Ominis."
"Going behind my back to get me a friend is rather cunning of you, I must admit. A little Slytherin rubbed off on you, Hufflepuff?"
"Considering you called Garreth tolerable and not ingratiating, insipid, or troublesome, I'd say my Hufflepuff has rubbed off on you, Slytherin."
He smiled. "Suppose I wouldn't mind keeping a little of you for myself."
He laughed when you stammered. Flirtations. He had to admit he was getting quite good at it. He stood then, fuelled with courage, and took your hand to pull you up.
"Dance with me."
"Dance?" you said, incredulous. "Now?"
"Of course."
"There's no music."
"There doesn't need to be."
"But— I can't—"
"Everyone dances, Gibby."
He smiled, thinking on a memory long ago. Perhaps you were thinking about it too.
"All right," you said softly.
You took his left hand and shoulder, he took your right hand and waist. Your closeness was dizzying, but he forced himself to focus, to sway. He was unfortunately familiar with more complicated dances from all the parties his parents had dragged him too, but this was a simple box-step, one you picked up on easily.
"Ow. You trod on my foot."
"I'm sorry, I can't see where they are. Though they must be rather large for me to step on them."
Your blustering gasp made him chuckle. "How dare you! I have delicate, ladylike feet, thank you very much! Not like your massive clod-hoppers."
He smiled wickedly. "Well, you know what they say about people who have large feet... they have other large body parts, too."
"W-What?"
"Hearts, of course."
"Oh, Ominis!"
"Your mind clearly went elsewhere." He let out a husky laugh. "How terribly unladylike of you, Gibby."
"I have two older brothers," you snorted. "Of course my mind went elsewhere!"
He slowed the pace, drawing you closer, and that intoxicating scent of strawberry laces eclipsed all else.
"Indulge me," he mumbled. "What of mine were you thinking about?"
"Nothing at all," you said, feigning disinterest. "I was, in fact, just thinking about someone else's large body parts. Someone beginning with Lee and ending with ander."
Oh, you were evil.
"You'd better be talking about his heart."
"I would not refer to anything else, of course," you said slyly. "But let's not talk about him anymore."
Merlin, that you said that gave him butterflies. It was the last push of courage he needed to lead you, step by step, until your back was against the stone bannister, and there was only the two of you on the precipice of the world. Between the wind sluicing around them, all he could think, feel, taste, touch, was you. Your sweetness was in full bloom, and he stepped as close as he dared, until you were mere inches away, your breath mingling with his.
"You're... beautiful," he whispered.
A croaking huff emerged from your lips. "Flatterer. You don't know what I look like. I could be ugly. As ugly as a troll, for all you know."
"Impossible." He reached up, drew the back of his fingers across your cheek. "Your soul is too beautiful for the outside not to match."
Your breath hitched.
"Ominis..."
"I'm in with love you, Gibby." He said it before he lost his nerve. "I— I've been in love with you for years."
But your hands slipped from his grasp. You ducked beneath him, and you were away, too far for him to sense you.
No, no, no.
"No, it's— it's not you, I promise," you said quickly. "I-I just... I'm really overwhelmed right now. Emotionally."
He bit back the sting. "I-I'm sorry—"
"Please, don't be—"
"I shouldn't have said anything—"
"Would you let me finish?" He chastened. "I— feel strongly about you too, but I just— I can't give you an answer right now. It's complicated. I'm complicated."
"Then take the summer to think about it," he said, trying to salvage the situation. "Think on it. On us."
"I don't expect you to wait for me."
"I think you underestimate how long I would wait for you."
You let out a hysterical laugh. "Stop saying things like that. It just makes you more attractive."
"That is the idea."
You quietened, sweet. "I'll think on it during the summer. Promise."
It fuelled him on the train home.
Your Hufflepuff friends were with you, and so was his heart, linked now to yours no matter whether you rejected his affections or not. He, on the other hand, sat with Missy until York. Naturally he told her of what had happened, and she was perfectly proud of him, confident he would come back in seventh year with you on his arm. He didn't want to hope, of course, but the fantasy of it was too appealing not to.
Then, when she disembarked, he was alone. And it was... okay.
His personal house-elf Pip accompanied him on the carriage ride from King's Cross. Ominis took the time to rebuild the walls around himself, to compartmentalise his emotions for the next six weeks. He was seventeen now, a man. Soon this charade would be over, and he would be free. My family are the disgrace. Not me. Aunt Noctua's inheritance had come through, and now he had some money to his name, he was waiting, biding his time as the interest built up and he graduated Hogwarts, to move out of the Gaunt estate and never look back.
However, when they arrived at the house and he took his first step inside, something about the place smelt different. Wrong. He didn't get the opportunity to pinpoint what exactly it was when his father pulled him roughly into the eastern receiving room.
"Your inheritance," he said, forgoing pleasantries and greetings. "We have need of it. You will depart to Gringotts in the morning and see it transferred."
The insolence. "You have already dipped into my funds, Father," Ominis reminded tersely. "The rest is mine."
"You dare to disobey me again, boy?"
He yanked his grip free. "Noctua named me in the will. I will not insult her memory by giving it all to you."
"That money is crucial," his father hissed, "for our survival."
And Ominis realised then. That smell... it was of nothing. Not dust nor fabric nor polish for silver. It was simply air, and the general damp musk that emanated from the manor walls. He palmed his wand, realising all too late that the room was nearly empty.
"What— where is everything?"
"Sold. We've hit some hard times, financially. The filthy council keep sending Mudbloods to harangue us for taxes."
"What of Marvolo's fortunes?" Ominis said, incredulous. "Or Grimsley's? Raven or Lenore's?"
For the first time ever, he heard real remorse from his father.
"Gone. Squandered."
"And whose fault is that?"
"Yours," he barked with contempt. "If you hadn't condoned the Sallow boy's actions last summer, we might still be respected. We're the laughing stock of high society now. No one will do business with us." It was absurd to even think that was remotely true, but his father didn't give him the opportunity to retort. "If you wish to avoid seeing our family in ruin, you will send the money at once."
Of course, when Ominis went to Gringotts the next day, he made especially sure to withdraw only a few, pitiful Galleons for his father – and transfer the rest to another vault entirely.
Things were different after that. In the haze of summer nights, he overheard his father raging, drunken, about the unfortunate circumstances to his house-elf Ratch – usually with a belt. Their London residence was reclaimed to cover some of the debts. Marvolo ignored all letters from the council, arguing on the front lawns every week with a Muggle councilman named James Riddle. Even Ominis' possessions were later sold, ornaments, trinkets, his entire book collection, braille texts he'd spent years gathering. It was a wonder they didn't move out entirely or sell the abundance of land they possessed, including a spot of forest further back on the grounds, but his parents were stubbornly attached to the premises, having housed generations of Gaunt offspring, and downplayed their troubles when invited to parties.
Ominis hadn't realised how deeply in trouble they were. Selling odds and ends would do nothing; it couldn't go on. When he suggested to Marvolo to palm off Slytherin's locket and the Peverell ring, Marvolo hissed back with a feral sort of possessiveness.
"There are no Galleons worth these. I would never sell them."
So they lived relatively modestly, with only their small army of house-elves any indication of their former wealth. The only thing that kept him from losing his mind altogether was the thought of you, and he was counting the days until school began again, when he could see you once more.
In August, he was invited to his last pure-blood affair before the term began.
He thought it would be the same as the others, this time a private dinner at the austere Ellingboe estate in Cambridgeshire. Ominis had dressed in his formal wear – the only formal garb he possessed now, the rest having been shilled off – and wordlessly followed his parents to the living room. Only he found it immediately unusual, and suspicious, when Marvolo, Grimsley, Raven and Lenore crowded around the fireplace as well, bickering as they Floo travelled to the Ellingboe's fragrant drawing room. The senior Ellingboes greeted them.
"Welcome, welcome! Just in time. The Malfoys are already seated. Come along!"
Marvolo petted Ominis' shoulder, an amusing gesture considering they were the same height now.
"Behave tonight, little brother."
"Don't I always?"
Ominis' suspicions heightened when he shadowed his brother's steps, and found himself in a stifling dining room, the hearth set to blazing, the musk of lacquered wood like an acrid lemon. The chairs scraped back as the three Malfoys rose in greeting – Edwin, his wife and, unfortunately, Peregrine.
"Come, sit!" coaxed Mr Ellingboe, Dorothy's stout father. "And here, we have a place especially for you, Ominis."
Right next to Dorothy. He resisted the urge to gag as she leant over to him.
"You wore that ensemble last party."
"My apologies," he said without sorrow. "I can't see what I choose."
"That will be the first thing to change."
"What? My lack of sight?"
"Your lack of wardrobe."
She didn't elaborate, but worry stirred in his gut. One more week. Then he'd be back at Hogwarts with his friends, with you. He could endure the snide remarks and disdain until then. He'd been doing it all summer, what was seven more days?
After the first two courses were served, and Ominis survived the painfully stilted conversation with Dorothy, Mr Ellingboe rose to his feet at the head of the table and raised his glass.
"Thank you all for coming today. As the new school year is soon to begin, it is with great enthusiasm that we usher in the next generation of pure-bloods, destined to continue our glorious lineages for many years to come."
Ominis withheld a snort.
"Today, my speech comes with a special announcement. My wife and I are pleased to celebrate the momentous joining of two powerful wizarding lines." Mr Ellingboe dinged his glass. "The betrothal of my beloved daughter, Dorothy... to Ominis Gaunt!"
All of Ominis' disgust drained at once.
No. It cannot be.
"The wedding will take place on Dorothy's seventeenth birthday, next August." Mr Ellingboe brimmed with self-satisfaction. "A toast to the Gaunt name! May this esteemed bloodline prevail for generations to come!"
But as glasses clinked aloft, Ominis realised he had not misheard. He had not conjured falsities, nor woken from a cruel nightmare.
And despite it all, despite everything, he laughed. It wasn't a demure one, either – this was a big, belly-deep, uncouth guffaw that would've made you so proud.
"You cannot be serious."
It rendered the table to utter silence.
"You think this is amusing, boy?" muttered Dorothy's mother.
"We're deadly serious," snapped his father, switching to Parseltongue, and it was like the food he'd eaten had rotted in his stomach. "We have arranged an advantageous match to secure the future of the mighty Slytherin bloodline. You ought to be grateful."
Are they pathologically insane? "But Dorothy— she's my cousin!"
"Once-removed! And an exquisite beauty, not that you could appreciate that."
That seemed to appease Mrs Ellingboe, as she huffed in triumph, and the last of Ominis' mirth fell away.
This... this was real. He was betrothed. They wanted to marry him off to his own cousin, because—
"You don't have the ability, do you?" he realised, speaking to Dorothy in clear-cut English, the only language she could understand. "You cannot speak Parseltongue."
"It doesn't matter whether I can speak it or not, because our children will." Her shame was buried by contempt. "I hope your seed is strong, future husband, because I plan on having at least five."
Nausea bowled through his horror. No, no, no. His chair scraped noisily as he stood. "E-Excuse me."
Without waiting for dismissal, he fled the dining room on unsteady feet. He didn't know where he was going. He didn't care. Suddenly the very walls seemed oppressive, burrowing into him, stealing the blood from his veins. His lungs rejected air. His hands quaked. He stumbled into an empty drawing room, narrowly missing a house-elf, slammed the door shut and crumpled onto the nearest chair.
And when he was quietly, mercifully alone... Ominis wept.
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