“I know I broke things off with her, I... I know that. But I can’t help but miss her, y’know? And I know it’s over, but I can’t help but wonder what coulda been,” Diana murmured, sniffling as she glanced over at her companion, tears staining her cheeks as she took in a deep breath. “We had some really good times, and she made me really happy-- but I just... get so fuckin’ scared. It starts out all fun, but as soon as I start feelin’ more, I panic, time and again. Run scared. Push her.... push all of ‘em away. Hurt them before they could hurt me. But Willow... she was by far the best person I’ve ever dated, and she didn’t deserve me just... brushin’ her off, pretendin’ like I didn’t feel anythin’ for her. Because I really did. I think I loved her. But I just had to go and fuck it all up.”