29 December 2022 12:03 am pdt
I’m trying to understand this:
Data.cdc.gov/nchs/provisional-COVID-19-deaths-by-sex-and-age/9bhg-hcku
bhg reminds me of better homes 🏠 and gardens
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/watch?v=jJPMnTXL63E It’s lowercase l but I put it uppercase. YouTube.com. Powfu 12:14 am pdt
what is a hypocrite? Hypo = under/low? Crit = abbrev. of critical?
do I criticize myself enough?? Are some people too critical of themselves? And some not enough?? 12:16 am pdt I m so tired these days from the pain/damage. I don’t have the energy to criticize myself anymore, yet sometimes I still do, and sometimes I don’t feel like it. I’ve been through a lot. I barely do anything anymore. 12:19 am pdt
12:21 am pdt I thought I saw specific articles saying something earlier this year? I tried to check again. My cell keeps annoyingly doing a screen saver even though I touched like 5 seconds. Apple is being annoying? Or a hacker disabled the option to change the time out like I formerly was able to do. It’s grayed out and non reacting last time I remember trying to change it. So I can’t do a thorough job reading 📖 to double check. Incubus likes to alter EVERYTHING including webpages probably. 12:25 am pdt
12:26 am pdt cell phone 📱 getting HOT 🥵 now in my hands 🙌. Not plugged 🔌 in and don’t see a lot of advertisements. 12:27 am pdt
12:33 am pdt these 30 minutes flew by fast 💨 I guess the Earth 🌍 spins fast 💨. 12:24 am pdt
Genius.com
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powfu deathbed
12:45 am pdt it says he wrote he imagined what it would be like if he were in that position. 12:46 am pdt
12:49 am pdt 🔼d my mind not going 2 type now. 12:51 am pdt
12:53 am pdt never ending storyyyyyy whaoh oh oh oooooh 12:55 am pdt 🌎 w/o end 12:55 am pdt 🚽 56
4:38 am pdt I usually don’t go out alone. I don’t have friends anymore. I don’t have money 💰. My mom handles all the money 💰. I gave her whatever I had left. While I eat my food 🍱 the demon lord slips bad things onto my lips 👄 and tongue 👅 that sometimes tastes the way raw meat 🥩 smells 👃 . Sometimes it tastes the way poop 💩 smells. He is probably going to continue putting random stuff and I don’t want to imagine what that’s going to be. I remember before my parents separated and my dad had to watch me when I had a temperature 🤒 he called the doctor 👨⚕️ and the doctor 👩⚕️ said to put a shallowly fill the tub 🛀 with water 💦 and have me lay in it. I wonder if Whitney Houston had this problem. I think she died with heart disease in the bathtub. Whenever I have water I cannot breathe (4:50) or fruit or juice 🧃 he gives me vertigo now. I think he’s giving me heat strokes so I die of heart ❤️ 💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😞😭😞😞😞disease. 4:48 am pdt 4:50 am pdt and my mom doesn’t always come to me when I call her and doesn’t always give me what I want. He gives me diarrhea after I eat or drink anything and everything. 4:52 am pdt sometimes I have solid #2 but I wonder if that’s from dehydration? He gave me diarrhea after the most recent time I had a smoothie. And the last time I had ice cream 🍨 4:55 am pdt I’ve had seemingly exponentially more heart ❤️ pain this week and I expect things to get worse. I expect leakiness soon if it isn’t already happening. I have had a lot of abdominal and below bellybutton pain 4:57 am pdt 4:58 am pdt he tears at my in my mouth 👄 4:58 am pdt 4:59 am pdt
5:42 am pdt 5:41 am pdt btwn 2017 and 2 years ago I saw 👀 a billboard that said: by the time you know everything it will be too late.
I believe that. I am going through a lot of pain and it the damage won’t be reversible with the way they are towards/treating me. The hospital 🏥 won’t give me what I need which is oxygen. They will only give it to me if it’s poisoned poison ☠️ probably or when it’s too late. That’s God’s game plan. And that’s why they all have malpractice insurance. 5:47 am pdt and that’s probably why they get paid a lot of money 💴 bcz their god is the devil and that’s the only way capitalism works. How many people really are not making enough money and don’t get sick 🤒? They say 1% and 99%. But I want to know all the numbers. So that I really know. Bcz 99% is a lot of people in pain. Makes manifest destiny look like a ton of lies. But bcz we are usually retarded and controlled we fall for it? Every time I take a shower 🚿 I anticipate the demon lord peeling my skin with chemicals. It noticed it happened the last 2 times I did. And a lot last year, but the last 2 years I’ve been avoiding showering 🧼 a lot so I thought before that it was natural to peel a lot. Earlier this year (ow acidic feeling hot pee when I coughed) I rubbed off a lot of skin after getting very hot 🥵. I thought then it was my skin burning 🔥 off turning into ash. I once heard a girl saying her knees are ashy many years ago. Then I thought she was being creative with words? That she was only describing what it looked like, not what it really was. A small black girl in Oakland? probably about 8 or 9 years old? In public. For some reason i remembered it. 5:57 am pdt Christians ... are they hostages of god? Forced to praise him or face (ow! 😫😖😭 acidic spikes in pee going to anus) the consequences... god is a womanizer. That’s why he put Britney Spears in conservatorship and made her afraid 😱 that her father was going to sterilize her. That’s not love. ❤️ 💔 I don’t trust her father? I don’t know him. But if that’s an available procedure the people who do it aren’t human. They are demonic. Doctors 🥼 did lobotomies? Demonic. There is plasticity - recovery - but I doubt it if they lobotomy. Question EVERYTHING. Don’t trust people with your health. ANY STRANGER. Bcz that’s what doctors are, aren’t they? 6:05 am pdt in a dog eats dog world 🌎. Why is it dog eats dog 🐶 when there’s a god? Bcz god is like that? We know bad people exists bcz he does bad things to people. WOMANIZER! He can become anyone he wants to be in a moment to FOOL us. He’s a chameleon. Shape shifters. Breathe 🧘🏻♀️ and life thief. My life was filled with pain everyday. Even when I joined the running teams in high school 🏫 I had shin splints. 6:09 am pdt he can make people sound like they are lying 🤥 when they are telling the truth and vice versa. When lies become the truth that’s when I run to you🎶🎼🎵🎧🎸 lady antebellum /lady A. 6:11 am pdt I don’t breathe most of the time. I cough 😷 bcz of hot air in my lungs 🫁 from him burning 🔥 me alive. Some martyrs set themselves on fire 🔥. I wonder 💭 why. 6:13 am pdt I read Adam Noah Levine was in New York when he got the dove 🕊 (w/ cherry 🍒 blossoms? Sakura?) tattoo that’s now covered up 🆙 with a christhanthemum. He is probably trying to erase the proof that he was there. I read he got it 6 days after 9/11/2001. 6:16 am pdt I still DON’T trust YOU Adam Noah Levine! 😡🤬🥵😤 I WILL NEVER 👎 TRUST YOU!!!! You use the truth to lie! 6:17 am pdt I bet your dick has been in 100+ vaginas!!!! 😭😖😭😖😭😖😭🤬🤬🤬🤬🥵🥵🥵🥵😤😤😤😤😭😭😭😭😭 sloppy second dick x1000000000000000000000000 6:19 am pdt 6:20 6:23 am pdt Amy Turk harp. I liked her cover of love me like you do. No one loves me but I love that rendition. 😵😞😭 6:24 am pdt
I need to rewrite that line: I DON’T TRUST ADAM NOAH LEVINE! And I will probably die feeling that way. 6:41 am pdt
6:45 am pdt I also remember days when I had whole body pain in high school from track and field practice and in December 2014 I think it was after I bought an ikea kitchen cart and I tried to assemble it myself and I felt like I might have over exerted myself and then my period happened and whole body pain that it hurt to breathe for days. 6:48 am pdt there are too many of us for god to know all of us. Tauren wells might have been lied to. Known. When lies become the truth that’s when I run to you. If it was already decided I would be sacrificial lamb = Aries, why invest in getting to know me and really getting/becoming attached? He lied to me. I would really prefer not to be lied to about marriage and children. Marriage is for making children. So don’t lie about that. I never told anyone that I was pregnant. (Includes the time I took plan b pills 💊 (it was a 2 pill set.).) And I never tested positive for pregnancy. The 4th guy I did it with, I tried not to do it again too soon but he played hard to get after I turned him down for a kiss even though I was interested in getting to know him. I gave in probably bcz of my curse. Thinking that he won’t give me a chance unless we kiss or do it. Which looks like it turned out to be the case. I think I never saw his 🍆. It felt, small. He twisted my legs intentionally... and I think it was bcz he was aware that it was small. Demon lord incubus you are cruel. Inhuman. Demonic. If everyone in the world really knew you, I believe they would run from you. 6:58 am pdt ow he cut my vag when I coughed after I could not breathe from him burning me. He cut my gum again 😖😞😭 6:59 am pdt 7:02 am pdt
7:26 am pdt I am perpetually frowning now leave me alone incubus! 😫😩 7:27 am pdt
7:52 am pdt this is probably already known by a lot of people, but I am going to put it here for those you made retarded and don’t look 👀 like it: something that not all of us realize: if you have a fear of getting pregnant 🤰 bcz you think 🤔 it looks hard, probably should be cautious. If you are very small, I suspect a caesarean might be performed on you when you are due. I don’t know 🤷🏻♀️ for sure but someone told me they were thin in high school 🏫. & she was big when I met her, but maybe it was after pregnancies🤰 ???? She said she had caesarean for all 3 pregnancies. She said they rip 🪦 your muscles open when they do it. NOT nice and NOT fun. 7:59 am pdt I suspect god has some more bad stuff prepared for the future that a lot of people don’t know about yet. Probably some past stuff, too, that he’s recycling that he made people ignorant of by withholding and gas lighting. 8 am pdt
8:40 am pdt he keeps putting 8:39 in my face. Which looks similar to the word “beg.” I read a small catholic answers book 📚 a little. I read that a demon NEVER changes it’s/their mind. So I think that means they will always torture me or you. If a demon is guilty of doing something wrong do you think he’s ever going to change his mind and let your truth be known? NO HE WILL NOT. “Dead men tell no tales.” And before murder, i read narcissists turn your family and friends and everyone against you and the devil uses desolation like it says in the apocalypse- I read online unless I’m being gas ⛽️ lit 🔥 on that. I’m burned so I guess it’s true. 8:46 am pdt desolation sounds like the same thing a narcissist devil does? 8:47 am pdt I bet no one real sees my tumblr. 🥵😭😖😭😫😞 and no one will remember. And no one will know what’s real. 8:49 am pdt
4:06 pm pdt what the hell is communism? Saw a note 📝 on the podcast reblog?? Does anyone really know anything? I don’t remember what I read well on Wikipedia. I think I might have read something about nazis 🔼ing platforms? Too much terminology?? Too many 🔼ing meanings/definitions?? In this world 🌎 it looks communist countries such as China 🇨🇳?? Take part in capitalism. Almost everything was made in China 🇨🇳 up until recently. Basically, it looks like “communism” has supplied proletariats/working class in factories 🏭 to our capitalism structure. It’s very plainly out there. Now it’s the ndia. If you ever looked at where clothing comes from it would mostly come from poorer? countries. Someone told me there are limits to how many pieces of clothing can come from one country to to the u.s. Adolf hitler looks like a doll if hit ill-er. 😵🤛💥 4:16 pm pdt
4:23 pm pdt so empty my heart ❤️ my soul can’t go on 🎶🎼🎵 what is love 💕? Does it exist ? Is the only real love ❤️ between mother and newborn 👶? 4:25 pm pdt what is that? What does love ❤️ feel like?
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4:47 pm pdt tried to upload 🆙 39 images. 2nd time I tried this month? Still not working. 4:48 pm pdt
4:50 pm pdt what is black Adam? A lot of old people died. 4:51 pm pdt more #3 pains. I have not eaten since 9:13 am. 😖😵😞😤😭🥵⛽️🔥 4:53 pm pdt kagome = bird cage? = power go go me? —> siren 🚨 half bird 🦅 🦢 bird 🐦 angel 😇 demon fallen angel. Falling with style bcz has wings. The go go dancer 💃 in a cage. Nicholas cage. I was tricked into seeing a movie 🍿 that I probably would have never chosen on my own. My mom’s boyfriend at the time chose it. We lived with him simmer summer of 2009? Until October? 2010. My mom stayed until ≈Xmas? Or after new year 2011. 5 pm pdt 😞😭😵 5:01 pm pdt
now when I think 💭 of Iran 🇮🇷 Kurdish people cutting their hair I think of king David bathsheba 🛁 soap 🧼 disco 🕺🏻 karas flowers 🌸 flowers 💐 flowers 🌺 and deshana barber 💈 miss America 🇺🇸? Pageant winner? And now sacrificial lambs/rams = Jesus. Jesuis? French I am? Run 🏃🏻♀️ around Sue stay away from that girl 🎶🎼🎵 suzie Suez Canal—>> Zeus Jupiter. Who is who? Are kettles and pots both black? Ah beh ceh Che deh ehleh ehye beh la sick. Ck. Bella 🛎 🔔. A girl 👧 like you. 😵🎼🎵🎶genji. Incubus. Genji=incubus. Incubus power and happiness. Not my happiness. Not my lover not friend. We don’t always have to try 🎵🎶🎼 slavery. 5:14 pm pdt he puts the 3:33 in front of me a lot. 😭😵😖 5:15 pm pdt
