Mar 26, 2025
The reality of severe long-term alcoholism is that it is the most exhausting thing you'll ever experience.
This morning, I had a seizure; likely from withdrawal. Since then, I have walked 11,926 steps. Equaling about 7.41 km. This walking has barely afforded me the ability to stay out of withdrawal. I am off to walk some more. carrying a bunch of things in my back and a milk crate so I can make more money to avoid having another seizure. I'm brutally exhausted by this seizure. I feel so helpless.
I have finally after months of work and attempting to prove my identity to a letter that will approve my health insurance. Detoxing will be hell on Earth, but anything is better than this.
