#adding more to this

[queenkissedbyfire]

Modified Stark sigil embroidery

[verrietty]

😏😏😏

[sunandroses]

Okay, now that I got most of it out of my system..

I really wish I could run away. I miss the late night trips to the beach. Just sitting there with no purpose but just to enjoy.

I haven’t been Jamie in a really long time. So long, that I don’t remember who she is. For the past year, almost year & a half, I’ve been whoever people want me to be.

Just every day, going with the flow of things & people. Never doing what was truly Jamie. I think I’ve lost myself.

I miss being happy. The real happy that I didn’t have to worry about losing. I miss being genuine. I miss knowing that I was Jamie.

I don’t know who I’ve become & I really don’t know where I’m at.

It’s taken until tonight to finally admit this to outside my own mind & heart.

[pemacdowell]

California

PROS: Two possible bases Dylan could get stationed at Fuckin California fuck yeah Lots of traveling and exploring a new state/surrounding states Day/weekend trips to LA/San Diego/West Coast Beaches Possibly more schools depending on which base Dylan’s sent to Camp Pendleton is closer to the water (closer than 29 palms) Never been to the West Coast and have only heard great things about Cali. But not 29 Palms. Camp Pendleton gives a shit ton of BAH (but high cost of living) CONS: 29 Palms fucking sucks apparently It is also in the Mojave Desert On the other side of the country Couldn’t go home for holidays because of the dogs and no way I’m driving that unless we’re moving nope sorry Would really suck if Dylan was deployed and I was in California 3,000 miles away from family

Rent near both stations is expensive as hell, more expensive than GA, and the BAH at 29 Palms is less than what we’re getting now.